LOVE FIRST NIGHT

S2 - 15SASHI - MEANING OF RELEASING

Sashi turned his body turned towards the source of the voice.He saw Andreas was running in front of him.His face looks tangled and reddish bruises around his lips and the tip of his right eye.

What the hell happened to him?

 

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Sashi looked at Andreas who was already close in front of him.Had bruises on Andreas' face look very clear.

"Sister Andreas what happened to that wound?"sashi asked while touching the wound on Andreas' face made the man cringe in pain.

"Don't touch, Sas.This hurts.." Andreas blocks Sashi's hand from touching the wound on the end of his eye.

"What's going on? Have you been to the hospital?"ask Sashi again with a worried look.

"Don't mind me.Have you been waiting for me since?"andreas asked as he stared fixedly at Sashi's face.

The curly-haired girl smiled faintly at Andreas' question.

"you reckon? actually, I am very upset with Brother now.But seeing that battered face as if my annoyance was breakeven.." revealed Sashi while staring at the beach in the afternoon.

"Of course break even.Your own brother's hand hit me.." complained Andreas slowly while stepping his feet relaxed on the beach sand footrest.

"Huh? Brother Andreas muttered What?"sashi asked who heard Andreas' words vaguely because of Andreas' low tone of voice.

"Nothing." replied Andreas with a warm smile as he glanced at the girl who was already walking beside him.

"Basic Strange.." Sashi plays sand grains while enjoying the swirling waves that hit both feet.

Andreas smiled at Sashi who was playing with the swirling waves like a child who had just seen the beach.

Sashi turned his body to look at Andreas.

"Why just stay there?afraid wet?"tanya Sashi looked at Andreas who was just standing on the beach.

"Play me myself.."not finished Andreas finish his sentence but Sashi had splashed water on Andreas' body several times to make the man's shirt half wet.

"Play.It's a lot of fun.." said Sashi while playing the clear beach water.

A second later, Andrew had already taken off the clothes he was wearing and joined in playing and laughing loosely with Sashi without caring for the few people who had briefly noticed them.

Laughing freely without burden, hugging each other without feeling the ringing feeling that is what the two are currently feeling.

"Don't go Sashi.I need you to always be by my side.." The voice of Andrew.

"Today will be a wonderful memory that I once had with you Brother.Goodbye Brother Andreas.." The voice of Sashi.

"Capek.turunin Sashi.." revealed Sashi who was on Andreas's back in the quiet whirring of the waves.

"Why are you taking me to this place?"andreas asked as he followed Sashi's footsteps away from the water on the beach.

The girl was sitting on the sand by the beach.He was sitting while folding his legs in front of his chest and looking towards the sea on the beach.

"There is no particular reason.I just want to enjoy this with Brother Andreas.."sanswer Sashi was successful in making Andreas focus on him.

"Do you know who my first love was?"andreas asked Sashi who was still facing the calm sea water.

"Of course I know it.I was a loyal follower of my brother all this time." said Sashi accompanied by a light but deep laughter in his heart reflected sadness when answering Andreas' question.

"Sister Angela.Since childhood you were very close.I was only the third person among you.."

Andreas still looked at the face of Sashi who had been hiding his sadness.

"It turns out that you are not my loyal follower Sas.You have even mispronounced.." Andreas' words made Sashi look at the face of Andreas who was sitting next to him.The girl frowned confusedly.

"Have you forgotten who the girl I always wanted to be with in class was? the girl who always asked me to buy her a lollipop secretly, the girl who always followed me every time even to this second.she was my first love.."

Every sentence that Andreas said was drawn in Sashi's mind.The girl increasingly frowned at the thought of Andreas' words as a puzzle for him.

"Did you still not remember?"andreas asked with a slightly irritated look.It was as if Sashi had forgotten their childhood.

"I'm just worried about my answer.Will it be me?"sashi asked in a doubtful tone while pointing to his own face.

"Hemm.." murmured Andreas while nodding his head slowly.

"I? not mung...Ahhhmm!" Andreas kisses Sashi's lips instantly while the girl is busy with his own thoughts.Andreas gently kisses Sashi's lips as if he has full permission to do so.

I'm no longer running from my feelings Sas.I won't hold back this feeling

Sashi widened his eyes when Andreas touched his lips a second time.The girl hit Andreas' arm until the man grimaced in pain.

"What did sister do? I'm not the plain girl you can play with when Brother Andreas needs to.." revealed Sashi angrily as he stood up from his seat.

"Sas, I know you like me too.And my feelings are the same as yours.."Revealed Andreas defended himself.He grabbed both palms of Sashi and stared fixedly at the beautiful bead of Sashi's eyes.

"I'm sorry I was too late to realize your feelings.I used to feel desperate when you said I was just a brother to you.I gave up on that love..."andreas said again expressing all his feelings that he had been deep.

"Lied!" Sashi released both of Andreas' hands holding onto him.

"Sister Andreas has always been with Angela.Kak Andreas has always been cold to me.Your treatment to me is very different when with Angela..."

Sashi's tears slowly dripped down her cheeks after saying her heartbreak which had always been a question for herself.

Why is Brother Andreas always acting cold? Does Brother Andreas hate him? all of that was thrown by Sashi with a statement that slowly made him remember the cold attitude of Andreas to him.

"Stop this stupid lie.Did Brother approach me for not being able to get to Sister Angela? Don't treat me like a stupid girl, brother.." Sashi rubbed his tears that were still falling down dripping without permission, he stepped both feet away from Andreas.

"Sas.dengerin me first.Not everything is as true as what you think.." said Andreas while preventing the departure of Sashi.

But Andreas' footsteps came to a halt as Sashi suddenly turned his body.

"If that is true then Brother Andreas is too late.Now I am too tired to fight..."

Sashi will release Brother Andreas for Sister Angela.

The word love is not supposed to have even though it feels painful.But this is a risk if playing with the heart.

Sashi's words seemed to be a hard blow to Andreas' heart.He should have realized if all this time Sashi also put his heart to him,and will not fight with his heart and as if making Angela a substitute for the presence of Sashi in his heart.

Andreas hugs Sashi's body from behind so that the girl's steps stop her footsteps.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I didn't realize your feelings.Angela's presence made me depend on her, but every time I tried to love Angela your face always shadowed me Sas.That's why I'm cold to you.In order to soon be able to forget you Sashi.But it was in vain.." In Andreas' arms, Sashi was silent as if he was taking every sentence Andreas said to him.

"You've made Angela like your runaway girl sister.Are you aware of that?"reply to Sashi a few seconds later after percolating every sentence Andreas said.

"Because I just want to forget how I feel about you Sashi.I don't want this feeling of having you always haunts me..."

"I'm going to feel really upset when Angela is with another guy as if I really love her but it's just the face of the girl named Sashi that I always see there.."

Andreas clasped his arms around Sashi's body.

"Arka deserved to hit me like this.I'm a fucking coward.."

Sashi turned his body towards Andreas.

"Sister Angela loves you sister.Don't make her feel hurt because of your actions.Sometimes having a relationship with someone who loves us is the best choice sis.."

"The sky will get darker.Sashi will go home first." revealed Sashi again while glancing at his watch.

Andreas still clasped tightly onto Sashi's hand, as if it was hard to let go of the girl.

"I'll drive you.."

"I brought my own car.."reject Sashi while showing her car keys and smiling thinly at Andreas.

I'm goin..

Thank you for being the man Sashi loved...

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