LOVE FIORA

Ep_4111U..Still Reluctant

"Has Zem slept?" asked Fiora in the doorway not daring to approach.

Zemi turned to the sound and found Fiora standing at the door, smiling and nodding.

"Yes she's asleep" Zemi replies and lays baby Zeifir in her crate again.

After her Zemi enveloped baby Zeifir after setting the AC temperature so as not to be too cold because she did not want her child to be cold.she approached the bed and patted the side of the empty bed so that Fio would sit down.

"Here sit down" said Zemi softly.

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Fiora sat on the sofa because she was still reluctant to get close to Zemi, instead of being afraid it was just that her subconscious was leading her to be a little far away from Zemi.

Perhaps because Zemi's harsh treatment was also a pain that he had inflicted which led Fiora to slightly keep her distance from Zemi.

"What's wrong?" fiora asked as she sat quietly on the sofa.

"Hufftt.I'm sorry if I traumatized you, there's really no hope of us getting back with Fio..don't you think about our son who will ask why his parents are not together, please Fio for Zeifir" said Zemi still discussing the uncertain matter Fiora recalls.

"Sorry Zemi, this time I will be selfish for my own sake..don't make a child an excuse because if my son grows up and he knows how you treat me then he would prefer not to have a father like you..take it easy even though we can not return with affection for Zeifir we can still pour out, he said,he is still a child does not know anything else if he is 4 years old he will ask why his parents do not live in one house..let it be our business later if it becomes a question Zeifir later.no one knows the name of his destiny, no one knows,we can only live and change ourselves and improve ourselves so that we can be more worthy of our partner..

I'm sorry Zemi, I'm really still reluctant to go back with you even though I admit there's still a sense stored up for you but I can't set a benchmark for coming back with you..my heart still hurts too much for that, I need time to heal this gaping wound..if you can't wait please I don't forbid you to look for a better woman than me but I hope whoever she is later, she can love Zeifir sincerely without discriminating" fiora said explaining all her unrest and her unpreparedness to get back together like Zemi's hope.

Zemi will be patient and try to treat Fiora's wounds caused by her as well..she who had to heal that wound what else Fiora still harbored a sense towards her, she had a great chance of being able to return with her small family.

She will try harder to regain Fiora's heart and trust, however she will do so that Fiora and Zeifir can return with her.

"I'm sorry for being too pushy.oh yeah I also met Buch, the guy you met at the club.he told me that your cousin was looking for you, Fio if there is anything you hide from me then please tell me. This is not about you anymore but also for Zeifir..do you want Zeifir to be his victim if you just shut up and hold his own..I will look after you and Zeifir but I ask you to return to X city and stay with Zizi because only with Zizi will you be safe from those who try to harm you and me it'll be easier to monitor you how?" the word Zemi explained gently and worryingly as the safety of the two people she cared about was in danger.

"I. I don't know if Zizi still wants to accept me again after I lied to her.I think she was very disappointed with me" said Fiora looking down sadly considering Zizi.

"Flame..Zizi misses you so much.he even asked Arick to find out where you are,he was also in the hospital for three days because he was shocked and dropped knowing that you had left town X,you know Zizi beat me up to be able to vent his frustration against me. His punch is very painful but more painful still in your stay..especially when I say I have divorced you my heart breaks Fio, breaking when we find out that we have officially separated even though religiously because I did not register our divorce at all in court..that means we are still legally married but have split religiously..I want to be back with you but I know it's not easy to put together a broken glass to get back to fullness..I know it takes a lot of energy to heal your still-so-wet heart..sorry I will fight for our happiness if someday you feel I deserve to be back with you then tell me and I will make you happy with Zeifir" clearly Zemi was full of earnestness as she was completely determined to make Fiora the queen in her heart as well as Zeifir as the prince in her kingdom.

"We will see the results later.if I feel you are more deserving then I will say 'IYA' to you and live the household in the right way" said Fiora staring at Zemi.

"Thank you" said Zemi thanking her for at least sending a signal that if Zemi can change then she wants to return to the household in the right way.

It makes Zemi happy because at least he still has a chance to be back with Fiora and Zeifir..he will try to get their household back intact and this time Zemi will live it in a reasonable way like never before in a sneaky way.

After that Zemi came out of the guest room leaving Fiora who still wanted to be with their son..at least their marriage can still be saved even though religiously they have separated but legally they are still husband and wife.

"Is Zeifir asleep?" rubby asked when she saw only Zemi coming out of the room.

"Hm.Just now.kalian break is there are many rooms in this villa hopefully comfortable and sorry because I you guys so forced to stay" said Zemi full of regrets but there is no other way.

"We need to talk Mr. Zemi"