Love Fey

Fear of Losing

Fey had once felt the loss of a loved one by force, so he could feel what Tio was feeling. Tio just lost a mother. He must have missed Heni's warm embrace. Fey tightened his arms until Tio fell asleep. Tio fell asleep in Fey's arms. Carefully Fey slid Tio's head over the sofa, he picked up pillows and blankets for Tio. In his view, Tio's face was fixed.

“Sweet,” Fey smirked then Fey returned to his room.

Tio fell asleep until morning, when Tio opened his eyes.

“Again!” greet Fey while preparing breakfast at the dinner table.

“Again! From last night I slept here?” tio asked as he rubbed his eyes.

“Yes, you fell asleep immediately after I charged up, besides where strong I lifted you to the room!” joked Fey.

“Sorry!” sahut Tio while scratching his head.

“Mandi there, I prepare breakfast!” said Fey.

After the shower, before long Tio had prepared at the dinner table for breakfast.

“Fey! The day after I leave, I will often go home to visit you,” said Tio.

“As of you, Iyo! This is your home too. Don't push yourself too hard if you're tired. I'm here to be okay!” reply Fey.

“I never feel tired when I'm with you!” said Tio.

“O ... sort of energy-boosting drink, yes!” said Fey.

“Yes, different dong! You can't make me overdose!” tio Sahut.

“Hah! early in the morning it's dreadful!” fey said while cleaning the dining table.

“The name is also a business, Fey!” said Tio.

I'm not tired of grabbing your heart, Fey! inner Tio.

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It didn't feel like the night was coming, Fey had just lashed out at Tian. Fey went out of the room to clean the table after dinner.

“Fey!” call Tio.

“Hm ..!” fey replied without distracting.

“Fey!” call Tio again.

“Ya ..!” fey replied this time looking at Tio.

“That, dong! I don't feel in cuek'in!” said Tio.

Fey just smiled faintly.

“Fey, come with me to town?” Tio tried to persuade Fey for the next time.

Fey shakes.

“I asked ... You answered honestly! How do you feel about me!” ask Tio.

Fery speechless.

“Fey look at me, what do I mean to you?” ask Tio again.

Please Iyo, don't ask that. I don't know what to answer? Honestly you've filled a corner of the room in my heart but I still keep Alex's name in some corner of my heart space. I don't want to be the bad woman who hurt your heart, inner Fey.

Fey looked at Tio's face, he immediately turned his face away. Fey was afraid of Tio reading his heart through the look in his eyes. Fey couldn't hurt Tio because Tio had done him good.

“Fey ... Why did you turn your face away?” ask Tio.

Fey can only speak a thousand languages.

“You have the same feeling not to me?” ask Tio again.

Fey heads towards the room, Tio chases Fey and holds him back.

“Fey!” Tio spread her hands across the room door.

Fey again just silently bowed, Fey's hair bound by a midget to show the nape of his neck. Tio swallowed his salivary, he wanted to peck at Fey's smooth white nape.

Tio held the base of Fey's neck, suddenly Tio landed a kiss on Fey's lips. Fey widened his eyes a split second Fey felt blank, he could only fall silent. Tio kissed Fey's lips and poked him. Tio's hand dropped, he started to palpate and squeeze Fey's chest. Tio's hand raises Fey's shirt. Fey held Tio's hand, Fey shook his head but the desire had taken Tio by storm. Tio dragged Fey onto the sofa and Tio directly overstretched Fey's body. As Tio pressed down on Fey's body, Tio saw Fey's tears streaming down from the corner of his closed eyes.

Tio regained his senses, he undoes his intention to fondle Fey further, he lowers Fey's shirt back down. Then Tio sat down next to Fey who was still lying on the sofa. Fey sniffled there.

“I'm sorry, Fey!” tio said as he walked into his room.

Inside the room, Tio was unceasingly regretting himself.

What have I done! inner Tio.

Tio ruffled his hair like a frustrated person. No different from Tio, Fey felt the same way. Fey sat down and buried his face between his knees. Fey cried softly his feelings were mixed.

I'm sorry, Lex! I don't take good care of my heart, inner Fey.

That night changed in the morning.

As usual that morning, Fey was already struggling in the kitchen preparing breakfast for Tio.

Tio walked out of the room feeling awkward when he met Fey there. Fey had finished cooking and was now preparing the dining table.

“Fey!” call Tio.

Fey did not stop his activities until Tio held Fey's hand.

“Fey!” call Tio again.

Fey sat there without looking at Tio, as if ready to hear what Tio was going to say.

“Fey, sorry about last night. I'm sorry, it's because you fucked me so much. I can't help myself when I'm with you!” said Tio.

I'm the one who should be apologizing, if I don't plan. You can't possibly have any hope for me. I don't know what to say, Inner Fey.

“I'll wait until you're ready to accept me, Fey!” tio said to leave the house to calm down.

Sorry, Iyo! I feel like a cheap woman who wanted you when I was Alex's! inner Fey.

Fey's feelings arise because the two often meet, there is a dependency between them so there is a growing sense of sympathy without Fey knowing. Now in the recesses Fey's heart is split in two. Fey doesn't know what to do. He could only cry, he did not want to hurt the feelings of the two men who loved him.

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Before long Tio returned, looking he ran towards the bathroom with a t-shirt full of blood.

“Aaaaaa ..!” Fey shouted hysterically.

Tio was surprised, he approached Fey and hugged him.

“Tenang ... Fey ... relax!” tio said while holding Fey's face. But Fey was like a possessed man, he cried roaring. Tio clenched Fey tightly and whispered in his ear.

“Quiet! Fey ... Fey .. This is not my blood. I'm doing fine. Hus ... hus .. quiet Fey .. calm down. I'm fine,” whispered Tio as she held Fey in her chest.

Hearing what Tio said, little by little Fey began to calm down.

“You heard my heartbeat. I'm fine,” whispered Tio again.

This time Fey retaliated with a tight hug like fear of losing Tio. Tio returned Fey's embrace and kissed Fey's hair. Tio let go of his embrace. But Fey was still trembling.

“It's ok, Fey!” tio said as he sat Fey on the sofa.

“This is not my blood, there was an accident. I helped do first aid,” Tio said as she stared at Fey's face.

There was a trauma that Fey felt after leaving Alex. Fey lost Heni forever. Now Tio comes in a shirt full of blood. There is a haunting fear of Fey who feels one by one the people around him will leave him.