Love Drunk
Chapter 10: The Regrets
Zidan became a completely useless person.
When Revan was three years old, he could only visit her secretly.
Luki is no more in the world.
Eight years later.
Fast forward to eight years, Revan grew up to be an eight-year-old child, and had already started attending elementary school. He often asks who his parents are, and Luki's family's hatred towards Zidan doesn't go away with time, so they never tell Zidan. Without worrying that Zidan is his father. The Luki family is unwilling to let Zidan meet with Revan, except during the visitation time determined by the court twelve times a year.
For eight years, Zidan's legs showed no signs of improving, but also did not deteriorate.
Everything seems so ordinary.
In the last eight years, Vina has also never been with Zidan. After Zidan's mother found out about Vina's relationship with the bodyguards, she was expelled from the Handayono family.
Zidan's attitude towards Vina was always flat. He never troubled Vina — in principle, he could not find any fault in Vina.The mistakes he made in the past, without him, would not happen in the future. If you want to find fault, the source is all in him.
Does she love Luki? That must not be love.
If you love her, you won't let her kneel in the snow, won't plunge her face into the snow, won't force her to abort the child in her stomach, won't let her survive even if she's sick. She was pregnant with a child, so she couldn't help but believe her illness.
Zidan doesn't like Luki.
Zidan's solitude over the past eight years was just a kind of redemption for this woman.
He owes her.
Use the rest of your life to pay back slowly.
Late at night, in the office on the top floor.
As Iqbal opened the door and entered, he took a deep breath.
Sure enough, the workaholic still exists.
Behind the table in front, a man was sitting on a chair, still handling the work in hand.
Eight years was the same life step for this man, his life was like a puddle of stagnant water, without vitality. Iqbal was Zidan's friend, and now he's also his co-worker. In recent years, Iqbal, along with other young masters, and their friends in the same circle, have always tried to get Zidan out of his previous predicament, he said, taking Zidan to the many entertainment venues specially prepared for him, and sending many women to him, he did not refuse, but he never took it seriously.
She often said, I worry, these women are not good at being stepmothers.
But these years, he rarely went to see the child with Luki's face.
——Ya, Luki..
He is also a friend of Iqbal, when Zidan and Luki are finally together, Iqbal actually feels relieved. As his second friend, as an observer, he could clearly see the relationship between the two. When she was young, Zidan was never kind to Luki, but a warm, gentle and kind girl like Luki was kind to Zidan.
The time he remembers most vividly is when a group of them went to Hokkaido for fun, when they were skiing at a ski resort, Zidan couldn't even ski. Later, Luki taught her over and over again, both of them fell in the snow many times, Zidan's face could be really bad, but Luki was happy, even when she fell hard into the snow, she was so happy.
Then, when Luki fell to the ground again, she picked up the snow around her and threw it at Zidan. Zidan himself, ashamed of not being able to ski and being ridiculed by the crowd, blocked the snow with his hands, then leaned over and picked up the snow on the ground, and threw it at Luki.
On Zidan's face back then, Iqbal thought, he saw a smile.
There were very few girls who could make Zidan smile sincerely, and Luki was one of them.
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After Luki died, Luki became something that was not easily forgotten in Zidan's heart.
But life has to pass.
In this world, however, no one could live without someone.
The same goes for Zidan.
Don't forget that, but live your life.
Life is incomplete or perfect.
“Working departures, Zidan.”
Looking at Iqbal, Zidan leaned back and leaned against the back of the chair.
“Have you left?”
Eight years had passed, and this man had a calmer aura. Eight years, anyone, after eight years of suffering, can boil his heart into porridge, into hot water from molten iron.
“Why, after so many years, you still haven't given up?”
On the table was a pile of information about a woman.
Zidan lit a cigarette for himself, staring at the photos in a pile of documents on the desktop.
Amidst the smog, the handsome face of the man looked extremely hazy.
Iqbal asked: "Actually, it doesn't matter whether you can find his biological parents or not. I don't think Luki——Luki won't care. "
Luki has adoptive parents who love her, what it means to deal with.
Zidan's face was very pale, and he did not even blink his eyes into the smoke.
After one cigarette was burned, Zidan reached out and attached the tip of the cigarette to the ashtray in front of him, then pushed the wheelchair and moved towards the office door.
Moving in front of Iqbal, Zidan said in a hoarse voice: "Nobody cares, that's all I can do."
Iqbal sighed in silence.
The orphanage where Luki used to live was also bought by Zidan.
For refurbishing.
He did a lot of things, and he didn't bother about it.
But everyone around knew that after eight years, Song Nancheng's heart might have been eaten by moths.
Family song.
“Grandma, I want to go see Dad.” Eight-year-old Revan sat on the sofa, looked at Fitri beside him and said.
Eight years later, Fitri also looks much older.
It was just that there was still no forgiveness for the man who killed his daughter, and a deep grudge was still there.
He touched the head of his little grandson with his hand, "Why go see him, he's fine."
"Uncle doctor said that Dad's feet should be checked often, but Dad really doesn't care, I want to go and see him, Remind Dad to go to doctor uncle to have his feet treated."
Revan was small in stature, but his face was like Luki, male and female, very beautiful. But because Luki suffered so much when she was pregnant with him back then, the child suffered from some residual symptoms, and had not grown up until now, and was younger than the children of the same age.
Every time he saw Revan like this, Fitri was impatient.
A few years ago, Revan was suddenly critically ill and in need of surgery, and his unusual blood type, Revan and Zidan would not be allowed to recognize each other.
“Father's legs are uncomfortable, I'll meet Dad.”
Revan shook his grandmother's feet with his small hands.
In fact, in these years the Handayono family also wanted to fight over this grandson, Zidan's leg was disabled, although it did not affect his reproductive function, but after so many years, Zidan still had no women, he said, and the Handaypno family started to panic. Zidan is the only one from the Handayono family. He is the only grandson of the Handayono family, the Zidan generation, and now he does not want to have another woman, so his only great-grandson is Revan.
But Luki's family didn't let her go.
The Handayono family could not.
In fact, it was just Zidan's approval.
If Zidan really wanted to rob, and wanted to rob, how could the Luki family keep him.
In recent years, even though Zidan's legs were crippled, he had devoted himself to business, in eight years, he had built his business empire, compared to him, the Luki family was already far behind.
Moreover, against the background of the originally sturdy Handayono family, when Zidan took over the family at that time, the Handayono family grew very rapidly. The Luki family could not compare to the Zidan family for a long time. If the Zidan family really moved, there was nothing the Luki family could do.
It was just Zidan's approval for years.
Luki once said that Zidan was the king of this city.
He's really.
He only leaves Luki with warmth, three points of longing, five points of guilt, and one point of love.
Whether there is love or not, he does not know.
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