Love Doctor Bian
#16 (crashing)
ezrajolu...,
happy reading guys 🤗
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at noon, Bian brought Dias to Nanda's tomb. The confusion of dias was clearly visible...,
but the tight grip of bian's hand was able to keep him calm.bian led Dias to sit next to the tomb with a tombstone bearing the name Nanda.
"ias.., know him Nanda", said Bian with an eye toward the tombstone in front of him
"Nanda...??? he udh died..???
this is actually Nanda who was ka aldo said..???", asked Dias with a confused and unsure face
"yes.., he died 18th.., we are 17th.
he's a bo'ong & stubborn.he told aq bli to drink let aq gk see the face of his pain.he maxain himself for school ttp only Krn want to meet aq.
he ttp says like sma aq pdahal aq say hate sma him,
he told me to be honest with my feelings.
he who feels worried about aq even sa'at death almost come. he who told me aq eat well and LBH often smile.", said bian with sob still with a tight grip on his hand.
bian sobbed long enough.., Dias stared softly with a gentle rub of the shoulder straight bian who seemed to tremble.
bian set his breath and continued the story that had paused.
"even if he is afraid...,
he only thought about the feeling q. he asked aq to live a happy life and lbh many smiles.caged cheerful girl d RS.
busy girls make other people happy...,
he forgot his own pain...,
as if he lived for someone else", said Bian smilingly looking at Nanda's tombstone
"she's a good girl, sure to please pu'a temen kya nanda", said dias chiming for first x'a.
"sgt..,sgt good.
km gk lose well & beautiful. aq permission to chat sma nanda can...??? maybe it's silly krn talking about tombstones. don't think aq crazy yh...??" said bian with a gentle smile towards dias.
"a behavior that can make me relieved", replied Dias with a gentle smile
bian nodded then kissed the back of Dias' hand with a gentle smile full of affection.
Dias replied with the same smile.
bian stared at Nanda's name written on the tombstone,
he sighed to calm the heart controlled by sadness as well as pain as well as the desire to be sincere.
"nan.., I came with a wife, a wife,
her name is DIAS..., she's beautiful kn...?? he's a good one..,.,., though...,
18th not a short time for me to try to reconcile with the heart.., ma'af klo attitude I have been making you gk calm there.., this is bnr2 x last gw dateng...,
gw..., taking care & love I made you...,
we bnr2 ends.., I love sma dias...,
I will be happy and smile a lot with him...,
thanks for all the memories and sacrifices you made...,
ma'af Krn I often hurt the heart Lo...,
may you get the best place on the side of alloh. gw pamit nan",
bian smiled then looked at Dias with a feeling of relief.
bian hugged Dias with a new feeling of peace x this he felt. bian was determined to be happy with dias.
mengikhlaskan Nanda & make peace with the mass is always the first step for 'a.
now Bian got into the car with Dias with a happy face. Dias put on his seat belt while Bian was still silent with a smile looking at Dias who was staring straight ahead.
Dias looked to the side as he realized that bian had remained silent. Dias looked confused as bian continued to look at her .
"ayo jalan ka..., wait what lg...??? ", asked Dias with a confused face
"starting this sa'at.., kk will only see dias.
no more2 Nanda shadows in life aq,
kk hopes that km will be a wife and mother of anak2 q later",
bian said with a soft voice and a smile that could make Dias smile in shame
"bismillah inshaallah Dias wants.", Dias returned a smile no less gentle.
"thank you....,
god willing, let's go solo.
gkpatan mo nglamar km & njadi'in km as wife aq",
bian said with a smile full of happiness
Dias looked down embarrassed by the bian speech that sounded like seduction. Now Dias felt very relieved to see and hear the bian who had made peace with massalu'a.
he hopes all things go well and happiness always accompanies each step of them.
Dias also always pray that whatever he decides will get ridho from Alloh & parents'a.
after leaving the cemetery area, now they choose to eat meatballs on the side of the road.
this is the first experience for bian eating on the side of the road with a partner.
bian is only 1x dating and that is Nanda.
sa'at with nanda.., only school & hospital became their place together.
now he is right2 opens his whole heart to Dias.
spoiled & shy dias can always make bian smile. 1 thing that most like is the honesty of Dias...,
Dias is always expressive showing her feelings even with shyness2.
that makes bian calmer...,
at first he fears Dias will be the same as Nanda who always hides his feelings and makes bian Was2.
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#tbc
#thanks for reading 🥰
