
[I HAVE TO CALM DOWN]
I left as soon as I arrived so maybe they would worry about me. It was a long day and I didn't know what to do. I can't choose between running away from reality or accepting that reality. I can't live without Lim. Then I sat by the river alone there. Right now all I want is to be alone.
On the other hand, people are looking for me where. Lim, Kevin, and Lisa search together while father and mother stand guard in the tent.
“kakak I will look for it over there” Lisa told Lim while pointing her finger.
“all right if you find yes call me” Lim replied to Lisa. And Lisa just nodded her head.
Lisa looked for me and finally found me. “huhh.. It turns out that she's there” Lisa said as she sighed.
“Why are you here people are worried about you there?” lisa said to me while sitting next to me.
“Leave me alone” I replied.
Then Lisa sighed and said, “ must be because big brother kan” instantly I look at her.
“At first I didn't believe, well...but how else it was just a god-determined destiny for big brother” he said again to me.
“Since when?” ask him.
“As SMA” answers to me. And then I held back my tears.
“ You know what I did to you it was a charade. I just want to test you, whether you really love your sister or not. If it is not possible you will not cry this time” Lisa said to me.
“You cuddle?” ask Lisa to me. I immediately hugged her tightly. I cried in her arms and she just patted my back gently.
…..
After what happens when we go back to the tent. I feel a little calm because of what Lisa said to me. I'll try to accept everything that happens.
“Mia you are from anywhere, what is going on, and you know how worried I am here” Lim asked me while scolding me.
“I'm fine, I'm tired, I want to sleep, and can I sleep first in my tent” to everyone there.
“if you are not well we should just go home” said mother while holding my hand.
“No…. I'm just a little tired, I don't want to ruin your show all” replied me unkindly.
“Alright then, I will prepare his” Lim said to me.
….
I lay in the tent while Lim was beside me. He said he would stay with me until I fell asleep. Then Lim put his hand on my stomach.
“Why are you quiet like this, what really happened?” ask lim about me.
“You lied to me Lim!! You said back in the room that you only took vitamins but in fact?” I said while holding back my tears. Lim was silent when I said that. Then I turned my body towards her and hugged her.
“why is Lim you not being honest with me?” ask him again. Lim couldn't answer what was currently, he just fell silent and listened to all your complaints to her.
And the instant she said to me, “Mia, you must promise me. Whatever happens you have to stay alive!!” while hugging me tightly. I can only cry in my arms nonstop.
And replied,“No!! You must live with me, you must not leave me alone, and you must remain by my side for the rest of my life!!” protested him.
That night I could only cry and keep crying. I was thinking if I continued like this Lim would be sad to see me. And I decided from now on no matter what happens I have to accept it.
[I WILL ALWAYS BE ON HIS SIDE]
The next day Lim and I went back to our town. And before that, I had invited Lim home sooner.
When I got home, I just went straight into the room and put my body on the bed. Maybe because of the long journey I got tired.
“You want something?” ask me again.
“I don't want anything right now, I just want to sleep” I replied to him while closing my eyes. Then Lim approached me and stroked my head gently.
“good if that's what you want” Lim said to me. A few hours had passed and it was night, when I woke up I remembered that Lim had not taken his medicine. Then I looked for Lim in every corner of the room.
“Lim where are you?” I said. Then I heard the sound of something falling in my bathroom. Then I opened the bathroom door and saw Lim taking off his shirt there. I could neither speak nor move there. I was just amazed by his muscular body.
Then I turned my body out of the bathroom and suddenly Lim pulled my hand and cornered me into the corner of the room wall.
“Lim what do you do What if anyone sees it” I said to him while feeling ashamed.
“I don't care” she replied to me as she brought her face closer to me.
“oh... You are getting brave yes now” I said to him while giving him a splash of water on his face. Then I ran away from the bathroom with a face that was red like a tomato.
I waited for Lim to come out of the bathroom while holding the medicine there. Then not long from that again he came out just wearing a towel in half the body yes and I did not focus on it.
“Lim how many times have I told you to wear your shirt when you get out of the bathroom” I told him while feeling brave.
“I didn't bring my clothes so how else” replied to me mocking while looking for clothes in his closet.
“all right if that's what you want. oh yeah Lim you have to take your medicine” I told him.
“iya I will drink it later” he replied to me while ignoring me.
“Lim I seriously” said while looking at him seriously.
“well here where the medicine I will take it now also” he replied resigned to me. Then I gave him medicine while feeling victorious because he gave up on me.
….
The next day I woke up early and prepared some food for Lim. Now I just want him to eat my food.
“Mia, have you started college again now?” ask Lim.
“iya, I've missed many lessons there” I replied to Lim.
“well then learn the enterprising yes, I will go first to the office now” he said while kissing my forehead gently. And I just nodded my head to him.
……
When I got to college, I looked for my best friend bella there and when I found ya…
“Bella!!” I shouted there while running to hug him.
“Mia, have you gone home? Said you went to Lim's parents' house.” Said to me.
“Iya I'm home now” I replied to him.
“Alright..All right, how are you?” askinya.
“I'm good... How about you?” I said.
“I'm good too. Oh yeah, how did Lim's mom hurt you?” bella asked, mocking me.
“What do you mean” said while leaving him.
At that time, we talked a lot about what happened to us. And at that time we were just talking like two very close friends
seriate.....