Love but shame

Love but shame
prologues



prologues


"what the hell" asked the clerk who was curious about what he was writing in a book with a blue and white cover, as usual, they spend their playing time in the tree house located in the front yard of their connecting house, they always play together even though they are always colored by small quarrels between them


"liat dong" pinta genta who tried to snatch the book from tasya's hand


"eits can't" tasya pulled away his book from the reach of the clapper


"can't you?usually every tasya for the story of the clapper can be seen" said genta wonder


"ih! it's different tau! this is about the tree house, but calm if the story is already so later the clapper can see really" explained tasya at length


"em. no promises"


"kok gitusih?! this is the story about us!" tasya was a little pushy


"how ya.." thought the clapper hesitated.


"the story will soon be as good as tomorrow as well" sambar tasya who is still childish kanakan


" i.iya deh" replied the clapper with a smile mixed with anxiety


the next day Tasya went to the genta house earlier than usual to show his new story to the clapper


"yap! done" screeched tasya while running to leave his study table.tasya rushed to the house of the clerk with a book in his hand


" tap tap tap.." steps tasya stopped in front of the house genta. almost all the furniture of the clapper house transported one by one into the car transfer service. from a distance tasya tasya saw a boy waving his hands while running towards him


" tasya" call genta as he approaches tasya


"where are you going?" tasya asked her lips


"genta wants to go" replied the clapper with a sad look on his face


"loh kok genta does not say the same tasya" asked tasya disappointed


"t..fear" replied the nervous bell


"fear what?"


"fear her bag nagging"


"ih! evil genta" spoiled tasya whine


"genta come cepet we already want to leave" said the mother genta while holding the hands of the clapper . to rent the clapper go towards their car


"tap tap tap.." the clapper stopped his footsteps for a moment, then turned his body and smiled faintly towards tasya whose face already looked gloomy


" tasya don't be sad dong genta went not long anyway. later we can play together again. oh yes the story is also definitely I read kok" gumam genta assured tasya


"hem" tasya nodded slowly while holding back his crying


"dah"genta waved his hand at tasya.last a second later he had entered the car with his father and mother


"geenngggg" the sound of a clapper car engine that has gone away from the tasya yard


"GENTA!!!" tasya screams while running after a fast speeding clapper car and began to disappear from the eyes of tasya. Tasya who was 8 years old continued to run non-stop. until he realized that what he was doing was just a waste, and finally Tasya decided to remain silent without trying to chase back the clapper car


10 Years later


"KRRIIINNGGG!" the loud sound of the alarm awakened tasya's deep sleep last night . with the handlebars closed, tasya tried to see the time on his alarm clock. tasya's eyes that were originally sleepy suddenly turned glaring when he saw the time had shown at 07:10 am


"yahoooo!!! I'm late again!" peekik tasya who immediately rushed to take a bath and wear his school uniform


" tap tap tap tap" tasya down the stairs of his house one by one. tasya trying to find his mother's room from the mother's room to the living room on the lower floor


"the bun....!" call tasya half screaming


"what's up tasya?" ask the mother who just came out of the house, and immediately approached the tasya who had earlier screamed


"mom change my alarm time again huh?" tasya asked with a whimper


"oh that, yes, because you slept really well"


"ah mother! I'm late" tasya stomped his feet like a child with his high, distinctive voice


"that's why if the movement is shallow let's not late"


"huh" tasya sighed for a moment "oh yes bun, pink jacket I see?"


"just ironed yesterday" replied the mother while preparing breakfast without paying attention to tasya who was in a hurry "keep the jacket where?" tasya asked even more panicked when he saw his watch had shown at 07:20 am


"yes in the back room" replied the mother slowly


"it's too late again!" tasya continued to rush to find his jacket


"honey slowly dong" exclaimed mother who could not bear to see tasya increasingly panicked unclear


"can't bun...!" tasya said gasping for breath.he did not want this to be his 3rd day late in entering this ming-gu


akhinya tasya can take his jacket in the back room. from the window glass of the room the view of the front hall of his house can be seen a little clearly "huh" tasya trying to set his breath slowly.not long, not long, tasya saw a man coming out of the clapper house.he looked quite.


"loh emang genta house already occupied? the feeling never sold" murmured tasya asked "what don't don't.." tasya stopped talking for a moment.His eyes began to glare with his mouth wide open when he saw the man climb his favorite tree house.


"dare he ride without permission! anyway I don't accept! I have to samperin tuh people!" tasya said as he stepped into the front yard


"uh! who lo?! why did you ride up my tree house?! as good as jidat lo aja! spit down!" tasya exclamation continues to pull the man's legs from the bottom to make him have to hold tightly to the treehouse's buffer wood


" woe! don't pull it too dong! if I were to take responsibility?!" threaten the man


"why do I have to take responsibility?! you're riding my tree house! you want to take care of me, right?! come ngaku!" tasya continued to blaspheme the man


"who wants to stop?! I'm sorry, I still have my pride!" the man replied that he did not accept


"why are you still upstairs?!" tasya said that he still continued to pull the man's foot from below


"if you don't narik narik also I've come down calik"


"oww.." tasya immediately let go of the man's legs with a reddened face.


yes if I want to take a girl bawel kayak lo" muttered the man slowly, as he got down from the tree house and left the tree house


"what are you?!" tasya gartak


"lo, BAWEL."he repeated and immediately left tasya


"ih! really nice bum!" yang tasya lifted a small flower pot for him to throw at the man "emm.


"tttiiinnn!!!" dad's car horn sounded loud


"tasya's been spitting up this afternoon" called tasya's father


"oh yeah.gue is late too!" pekik tasya awakened"iya yah" answered tasya.semenit then tasya already with his father in the car. with a face dongkol tasya continuously nagging without stopping him. without tasya realize father had noticed him from earlier


"why are you?" ask dad wonder


"a?oh, that.eng.gok kok yak no papa" replied tasya scratching his scratching head that did not feel itchy at all.


it did not feel 10 minutes had passed. Dad's car and tasya had arrived in front of the school gate tasya which was almost closed tightly. as usual tasya who always rushed immediately ran without paying attention to the area around him.....


"byuuuurrr.." a sea-blue sports car passed near tasya and splashed wet mud at him. until it dirty almost all parts of the uniform that tasya wear.


"tap tap tap" a pair of footsteps approached tasya who was wiping dirt in his eyes.the footsteps belonged to a handsome man who had a fairly high posture and white skin. with her black glasses she looked very neat and cool.


"eh, you don't know the shy guy who was up my tree house this morning without permission, right? ngaku!" tasya muttered as he opened his eyes


"fuck my life.have to kete-mu again same grandmother who likes to talk carelessly like lo" said the man a little whisper softly


"it's good to say I'm a drop-in grandma!"


"bad time" the man replied casually


"ih! don't know how embarrassed you are! I've climbed my tree house without permission, I'm mud, I don't feel guilty anymore!"


"do I have to care?"the man was cold


"ih so cute guy anyway! ati ati lo will not sell new tau tau tasa"


"oh yeah? sure?" lure the man


"yes, I'm sure.if people like lo, certainly will not sell. surely!" babble tasya origin speak


"what? do not understand the words of grandma's grandmother is difficult to understand" said the man a moment without a stale ado. then left tasya


"grandmother? she talked to me?" murmured tasya did not understand "ha! I forgot, I'm late" tasya rushed to the school gate that was almost closed


"continue the car splashing mud on my shirt! until finally I have to cage the picket to ask for a new uniform.hadow ngeselin really memetuh tuh people?!" tasya said as he continued to tell about the incident earlier on vita, a close friend who was also in his class


"em... Can I not?" muttered vita snatched tasya's greeting


"what's it?!"


"who the hell was he talking about?" ask vita who does not understand a single word tasya


"ih! that's loh.." tasya stopped talking when he realized that miss maya was moulot towards him and vita "vit" tasya nudged vita's hand several times


"what the hell?" vita who does not understand the code of tasya immediately turned her body back."eh miss maya, kirain who" said vita scowled


"what are you doing here?" asked miss maya with red eyes


"eng..kok not miss" replied tasya and vita simultaneously.


"quickly return to my respective hearts


"iya miss." answered tasya and vita simultaneously directly sitting on their respective benches


"ok, today's child we're a new student. gen, please go in" miss maya requires a new student to enter the class


"tap tap tap" a pair of steps the feet of a teenage man entered the classroom.his very charming appearance made the girl scream hysterically saw him unless tasya who rhyme early was already very upset with him


"yeh yes, look at that handsome guy really" muttered vita continued to nudge tasya hands


"vit, that's the guy I told you about" Tasya whispered


"seriously lo sya?" ask vita not to believe it


"yes seriously why am I lying" answered tasya convincingly


"well bad lo sya. lasa dealing with a person as good and as handsome as him" said vita who was still stunned by the appearance of the eyes of the gene that looks very charming to steal the attention of everyone


"ih. what the hell? handsome from where?!" tasya sewot


"lo don't you see the first-class kid in a gasp with his rare fondness?"


"ngaur lo" answered tasya casually without regard to vita's words


"gen, for a while you can sit next to the bench tasya yes" said miss Maya while pointing to a bench that was right beside the bench tasya


"what the hell is miss?" he denied that he could not sit next to each other with a gene he had considered an unlucky carrier since the first time they met


"oh yaudah, if so let the gene sit in your place, and you are titled on the stool"


" well, same dong miss" complained tasya


"do you want to argue miss again?!"


"eng.gak deh miss" answered tasya grinning.


"gen please sit down" orders miss maya friendly. yes.


"thank you miss" said gen thank you. then stepped towards his new bench. "you see right? everyone on the gasp wiggling me?" whispered gene quietly while smiling cynically towards tasya


"oh yeah?"


"oh yes"


"but I'm not dead" said tasya arrogantly with her seductive sweet smile


for a while the gene stopped talking and kept staring at the beautiful brown tasya eyes "while also lo ngejer ngejer me" replied the gene a moment later


"ih, you ge-er!" hujat tasya ketus


"lo siomay" the gene replies reverses the blasphemy of tasya


"ih! you are a really bad guy! " tasya's strangulation that has been very upset, to make all the attention of the class is on him and gen


"tasya, sit." exclaimed miss maya


"but miss him who started first" said Tasya while pointing towards the gene


"it's good that you start first!" refute tasya did not accept with tasya accusations


"do you fuck me anyway?! it's obvious you started first!"


" are you going to make a fuss with me?!"


"STOP!!!" sambar miss maya in the middle of the commotion between genes and tasya"you have to stand in the field until rest!" scream miss maya to make the class state become silent


"ta..but miss. rest still 3 hours away" lamented taysa bend his lips


"or want to add?" miss maya gives an offer


"no miss" sambar gen and tasya. they immediately ran the spaciousness and did the command of miss maya


it had been more than an hour and the genes stood under the scorching sun by raising one foot and twisting their ears at each other, and they still ha-rus continued the punishment until


time isti rahat.it means they must remain like that for approximately 2 hours more.


'huh" tasya let out a long sigh


"gara lo anyway!" gene whispering


"kok me anyway?! is it my fault you're the same?!"


"yes it's wrong because of lo, I have to be punished on the first day I enter." replied ketus gene


"do you not realize?! you've dirtyed my uniform this morning. continue to ngomelin me. you don't know so embarrassed anyway!" murmured tasya tried to ignore the mistake of the gene against him. "hiks hyks hyks" tasya tried to wipe his tears so as not to be heard by the gene


"well he was crying again" complains gene confusion"eh do not cry dong. sorry deh sorry" genes trying to menyangkan tasya.