LOVE BUT NOT LOVE

KZL DENGER HIS ADVICE

iraf moved his seat to be in the most blakang, I kezel knp should be to blakang???, he chat me,"you gabole like old people, later sin lohhh",safa did not care about the words, raf chat because she did not feel good with my mother and mamahnya, after the iraf and mamah went down, me and my mother continued the journey home, I continued,mother told me to sit at the front, I also recited, and when I was in front, I nagged to mother why it should be so, and my mother said, I said,mamahnya iraf once told me that safa once liked the same iraf, iraf also liked tp gaberani said, I was saddened to be embarrassed, ttp I forward ngomel ngomel to my mother ,because I don't like it anymore, and I'm saying, if I'm going to be betrothed, iraf parents agree, Siraf also agrees, all parties agree but I don't agree because I don't want to be fooled, I don't want to be fooled,I have the right to choose the person I love and sincere, like iraf, when I get home, I lock myself in the room 3 days, and the third day my mother calls to iraf,so iraf worried and went to my house, I'm more comfortable, I don't want to see him again, but mother instead brought me sm iraf, mother said klo matchmaking not mutually like, mutual affection, each other,and also love each other, everything will grow slowly, but how else, I gabisa nolak, tp many ways to nolak iraf and his family, I have 1 way, I ask my best friend and my best friend find a way ,that's also only1 , i.e.uu, I'm dating a man, and told all my family and iraf family , 'klo I udh have a girlfriend, and at that time my friend named Deni expressed love to me,and it's an opportunity, if I don't like it but it's an opportunity, I'm also able to break up with deni, I immediately accepted deni and I told my family and iraf family, do you know the reaction???iraf's family and my family ignored him, and they said, you can break up, because safa udh was betrothed by his parents, I am kesel bgt ,why should iraf, when many men are out there, I am happy,I tried another way, next week the iraf family will go to my house, and this is my chance to introduce deni to the iraf family and me