LOVE BLOWS FROM REUNION

Episode 210: SHADOWS

    Every time Yudi laid his body on the bed, he always saw Yuna in the painting that was displayed in his room. The faces of Yuna in the large painting seemed to be alive, moving, walking, even running. Sometimes stay away from Yudi, but sometimes get closer. Of course this resulted in Yudi not being able to sleep.

    Yudi got off the bed. Then his feet stepped closer to the giant painting. His hands felt one by one Yuna's face that was plastered in the painting. Then Yudi stroked Yuna's body, as if he felt that he was in the painting with the real Yuna. Even Yudi walked with Yuna, along the places they had visited together. Starting from enjoying the beautiful view of the Heaven Bridge in Kyoto, watching the beautiful girls wearing kimonos come out of the temple, playing with Yunu under the scattering of cherry blossoms. Even Yudi was also invited to run by Yuna to a flat field with a beautiful view, and finally arrived at Awang-awang Park. Yuna pulled Yudi's arm, invited to run towards the edge of the park. But Yuna dragged and ran too fast, until they both fell off a cliff and went to the bottom of the ocean. Yudi tried to scream for help, but from his mouth could not come out his voice, just ha .. hu .. ha. hu. Wanting to move his legs or hands, as if there were strange creatures holding his body, so he had difficulty moving.

    Yudi shocked. It's gasps. His hand flailed, looking for a grip to save himself. His body rolled up in a blanket, he fell out of bed.

    "Oh .... I overlap ..." muttered Yudi while removing the blanket that wrapped around his body.

    Yes, the pierihan experienced by Yudi is a strange sleep phenomenon. In foreign language is called sleep paralysis, which is the feeling of being unable to move, either at the beginning of sleep or when going to wake up. A person's senses and consciousness are still intact, but the person experiencing the piercing feels as if there are other forces interfering with their body. It was as if an evil creature was going to catch him. Because it is often accompanied by strange hallucinations, including a creepy figure, this sleep disorder is then widely believed to be people who experience, if in his bedroom there are subtle creatures that interfere with him.

    I woke up, headed for the bathroom. Then he washed his face, gargled and washed his hands and feet. After that take a glass of water from the dispenser, drink it in just one sip. The next day, he sat on the edge of the bed. Of course with a tangled face. His mind went far away. I remembered his nightmare again. So no wonder, if Yudi immediately re-think the fate of his wife again. Will Yudi ever find his wife again? Is it true that the Great Priestess said that I should forget Yuna?

    Yudi's mind continued to stretch. Until Yudi came to his own conclusions, if Yuna has an important secret that should not be known by anyone, then by the secret agency Yuna deliberately isolated to not communicate with others.

    "Ah, let .... Maybe it is my life line like this." muttered Yudi who finally went to sleep again.

    Yudi tried to close his eyes. But again, he saw a large painting containing the story of his life with Yuna. Yudi got up, got out of bed, then turned off all the lights in the room. Next, put his body back on the bed. Yudi went to sleep.

    However, again while sleeping, Yudi again encountered Yuna. This time Yuna took Yudi to a very distant place, full of colorful flowers. They were both having fun, full of jokes and laughter. But suddenly, Yuna dragged Yudi's arm, and entered into a pitch-black place with no light beam. Yuna was nowhere to be seen, but her hand was still dragging Yudi. His steps were getting faster, even like flying. It was as if his movements were turning into whirlpools following a vortex that was growing faster and faster. Yudi's body that was circling, certainly made him confused, as if he wanted to faint. Yudi screamed, but again could not make a sound. His hands were flailing, but there was nothing he could grasp. And finally, Yudi's body seemed to be thrown in a vast expanse of field without limits, drooping limp.

    After realizing it, it turns out Yudi experienced bullying again. Yudi's body was thrown from the bed, and lay on the floor. Yudi fumbled at his bumpy head, as he stared at the foot of the chair next to the bed.

    "Ah, again .... What is this really about?" muttered Yudi who felt strange with him.

    Finally, that night Yudi could not sleep again until morning.

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    "Yudi .., so you use HP, so easy communication. At least if there are urgent things, you can call directly ..." said Rini who advised Yudi, while they were alone at Yudi's house, sitting on the dining area. Of course, Rini was worried when she was told by Bagas that Yudi fell out of bed last night twice. So Rini immediately asked to be escorted by Mas Trimo to visit Yudi.

    "But at home there is already a phone." said Yudi.

    "Different, Judy .... Call the house only if it is at home. If you're outside you can't use that phone." protested Rini.

    "I actually need less HP. Who do you want to make the same phone call? After all, if only with Rini, I can directly come here, or if you need a phone from home also already exist. So, what else?" it is Yudi who does not want to lose.

    "Jude .., Judi .... Then you are given a gift by your children that contains HP is also for what? Wedding cooks are given gifts by many people kok not opened. Try if for example the gift there is the contents of rendang meat .., must have been rotten. You are outrageous, Yud .." said Rini who was certainly not happy with the way Yudi received the gift.

    "Not that I don't want to open the gift, but frankly, I'm not comfortable opening the gift alone. After all it was given not for me alone, but with Yuna ..." said Yudi.

    "Well .., that's what makes your sleep not good. Which makes your sleep chased by supernatural beings. Which makes your sleep always fall from the bed ..." said Rini.

    "Which part?" ask Yudi.

    "Yes, because you're still shackled by Yuna. That's why you always meet Yuna in nightmares. It's actually not Yuna who came to haunt your dream, Yudi .... But there are demons that try to disturb your peace. It's just that those demons seemed to be Yuna .... Though they are trying to disturb your life" said Rini who seemed to understand the supernatural world.

    "Is that really so?" asked Yudi who again doubted Rini's words.

    "Rini .., I admit to losing to you. But know that Yuna filled my heart because of you. And know that when I say love, it's hard for me to let go" said Yudi who certainly pierced Rini's feelings.

    "I'm sorry, Yudi .... I knew and realized that I was wrong. But I don't want to see the past. I want to bury that dark history. But you need to know, Yudi .., my heart cannot forget you. The first words of love that were scratched in my heart were the first time I stole your cheek kiss. From then on, that love just fused the names of Rini and Yudi. Even if you want to know, Yudi .., under the table, in the drawer, or behind the school, there is a sign of waru leaves pierced by arrows, he said, and there were the names of Yudi and Rini, it was all that made me." saying so, Rini had bowed her head, and certainly shed tears.

    Yudi. Stare at Rini with pity. Maybe he had said the wrong thing that made Rini sad. Yudi became confused, had to say what else, he was afraid of the mistake that would hurt Rini's heart. Only Yudi's hands embraced Rini affectionately. That's for an apology. Even if you want to protest, Yudi can say that Rini could leave her to marry another man, it means Rini who is not loyal.

    "I'm sorry, Yudi .... I was too selfish. I only think about myself ..." Rini said in a sobbing in Yudi's arms.

    Yudi remained silent. Only her hand caressed Rini's hair. This time Yudi stroked with great affection.

    Rini who was stroked by her hair immediately put her head on Yudi's shoulder. Of course Rini wants to shoot in Yudi's arms. Rini wants to get affection from the person she has at least loved. Even now Rini still hopes to love Yudi.

    "Rini ..." said Yudi who then disconnected.

    "Yes, Jud .... What's up?" asked Rini who immediately raised her face to Yudi.

    "G .... I was too afraid to say ..." Yudi said.

    "Why afraid? What was? What is it to say?" ask the curious Rini.

    "In my life, always haunted by the shadows ..." said Yudi who then stopped.

    "What shadow?" ask Rini.

    "Before, when you left my life, I was so scared to live. I'm afraid of suffering. I'm frustrated ..." said Yudi slowly.

    "Until it's like that? I'm sorry yes, dear ..." said Rini interrupting.

    "Yes .... My life is broken and messy .... Until the moment I met you again, I started to get excited" said Yudi who explained his story to Rini.

    "Taste, the hell ...?" sahut Rini's.

    "But when you betrothed me to Yuna, my heart began to change, albeit very heavily. Many times I try to forget you, it is very difficult. Until your words awaken me, if you have a family. Rini has a husband. That is, I finally turned to try to live close to Yuna" Yudi told Rini.

    "Is it really like that?" ask Rini who is certainly very happy when Yudi is unable to forget her.

    "Yes .... And when you, your children and friends and the people who asked me to marry Yuna, it is the burden of my heart that must be responsible to love Yuna wholeheartedly. That's my principle. But after I was married to Yuna, and now I don't know where and until when I can see her again ." Yudi said.

    "Yudi .., don't regret that .... God must have another plan that is more beautiful ..." said Rini who calms Yudi's heart.

    "Actually, I want to feel like I'm making out like this. But in my heart, Yuna's shadow can't be lost. Yuna didn't die, Rin .... He is still alive .... That is the shadow in my life ..." said Yudi who was certainly also worried about offending Rini.

    "I will keep you by your side, Yudi ..., so that the shadows may go away from your life. Don't worry, there's Rini who's always at Yudi's side to ward off the dark shadows that haunt you" Rini said with her hand that's already wrapped around Yudi's neck, then Rini's tiny lips have been stuck on Yudi's lips.