Love Ballads In Convection Factory

Cheating 2

So long time passed

My heart aches awaken me

About the meaning of loyalty

Tainted by infidelity

How forbidden my love is

Intertwined albeit hidden

Is it willing for you to survive

Although without certainty

I will not force you to leave him to turn to me

If your love is only for him

I know you're just your affair

But not forever

A bond that I think would be this beautiful

And before it was finally revealed as well

This affair must end

Let everything be a secret

I'm the one who's giving up

Because cheating is not always beautiful

I force you to leave him to turn to me

If your love is only for him, I know only your love

But it won't be forever the bond that I think will be this beautiful

And before it is finally revealed, this affair must end

How forbidden my love is

The Pigeon Band.

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For months, Ami has been in a relationship with Rayan without Adam's knowledge. Saturday and Sunday tomorrow happened to be Ami was not on holiday. As promised Adam was willing to come to visit Ami. As usual he will stay at the place of Ridwan.

" Hello assalamualaikum de, "Adam.

" Waalaikumsalam mas" Ami

" How are you, healthy?" Adam.

" Thank God, how is Adam?" Amis.

" Thank God be well too, Saturday Sunday is no time?" Amis.

" God willing there is a mas, coincidentally another holiday. Why mas?" ask Ami.

" I want to go there, and I want to see Lala with Didi." Adam.

" Say I'd like to meet you I use the reason for Lala's meeting Didi." Inner Ami.

" De?" Adam.

" Yes,"Ami was a little surprised.

" how am I talking?" Adam.

" Don't mas I was horrified, just now there was an angkot passing so I haven't had time to answer." Ami reasoned.

" Where are you now?" Adam.

" I'm still out there, I'm out of work, I have something to buy." Amis.

" Oh, yeah, be careful on the road. Assalamualaikum." Adam.

" Yes mas, waalaikumsalam." Amis.

For Ami, Adam is actually a good and responsible man just somehow now in his heart there is only Rayan. His former feelings for Adam were like evaporated water exposed to the heat of the sun, with no residue. Maybe because he felt disappointed because Adam had deceived his father.

Ami is currently in the car with Rayan beside her who is busy driving.

" What are you talking about, I don't really hear it." Rayan.

" Well, Adam is coming here. Saturday and Sunday tomorrow, maybe he'll take me for a walk." Amis.

" So our holiday is off dong?" Rayan.

" Yes, are you disappointed?" Amis.

" Well, what else. I still know who I am, who I am." Rayan.

" Don't I say from the beginning, but you still choose to be in your current position, are you sorry?" Amis.

" Why do I regret it, but if I say jealousy there must be." Rayan.

" I'm sorry Ray, I was forced because my family depended on my decision. That's why I can't break this engagement with Adam's mas." Inner Ami.

" If you're not up to it, we can finish it at any time." Amis

" I want to stay at least until you graduate. I'll always be by your side, don't mind how I feel." Rayan.

" Thank you Ray," Look Ami's eyes at the taste.

" I don't know why you're staying with Adam, when you obviously like me. And honestly I can't be away from you. Forgive my selfishness, dear." Batin Rayan's.

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Dikafe.

" Tumben hanging out here again?" Goody.

" What's mom? Can't you?"Rayan.

" Well, you've had love fever lately, I think you've forgotten me as a friend." Goody.

" What the hell is Gus. Until whenever you're my best friend." Rayan.

" Ray, you and Adam are my best friends. I am confused as to who to support. The three of you got Ray wrong. In the eyes of others, you will be blamed and considered a third person. So just end your relationship with her, it's for the good of all of us. And I'm saying this because I'm your best friend." Goody.

" I'm sorry Gus, I'm not a wise man like you. I'm just a selfish man who can't let go. She's the first girl I've ever liked, all this time I've been playing around with a lot of women. You know it's not easy to change my bad habits. As for Adam he's a good man, it must be easy for him to get a good woman, unlike me. Besides, before Ijab qobul said, isn't there still a chance for me to be with him?" Rayan.

" It's up to you, Ray, the important thing is that I've reminded you." Goodly

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After returning from the cafe, Sarah meets Rayan at her rented house.

" Hey Sarah, what do you need to do here?" Rayan.

" I just want to see you, can I come in?" Sarah.

" Sorry Sarah, I live alone here, maybe we should just talk on the porch." Rayan closed the door of the house and sat in the front seat of the terrace of her rented house.

" Let's sit down Sarah. " Rayan's.

" Yes, thank you." Sarah.

" Is there anything important you want to talk about?" Rayan.

" No, I just want to know your news. We haven't seen each other in a long time, and how's your relationship with Ami?" Sarah.

" Our relationship is fine." Rayan.

" Ray, have you ever wanted to know why she still keeps her fiance, when her heart likes you?" Sarah.

" I don't want to know that, let time be answered." Rayan.

" You're a stupid man, he just wants to play you. On the one hand he wants to get his first love but he won't let you go. Do you think she's still a good girl?" Sarah.

" From the beginning I forced this relationship, so you don't have to blaspheme her blame me." Rayan.

" It is so deep that you feel for him that you cannot distinguish between right and wrong. If you'd give me a chance to replace him I'd be willing." Sarah.

" I'm sorry Sarah, I only thought of you as a friend from the beginning. There's no special feeling for you." Rayan.

" Ray what if in the end she prefers to marry your best friend, while your feelings for her have deepened. Are you willing to accept it? I'm just here to offer you a favor, who knows where I might be can help you forget." Sarah.

" Thank you for your concern Sarah, but it's my decision. If in the end like that I believe there must be wisdom behind it. Right now I just want to live it. The soul mate we don't know, but what's wrong with trying to catch up to him." Rayan.

" Well if it's like that, I just want what's best for you Ray. If you need anything, you can call me Ray. Remember I will always be there for you." Sarah.

" Yes Sarah, thank you." Rayan.

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