Love at the end of my breath

Chapter.05

"Are you okay?"vino asked as he returned to his inpatient room to see Nafisa sitting with a face that was paler than usual.

"Yes, I'm fine.What's wrong?"asked back Nafisa stared with a confused face towards Vino.

"No, it's just that your face is paler than yesterday" he answered honestly.

"Oh, here.Today is my schedule for chemo and maybe this pale face is a side effect"

"Is that painful?"

"Lumayan, but I've been friends with it.So, it's ok"

Vino stared intensely at the pale face that was now trying to smile in front of him.

"why see me like that?I'm really fine Vin, really"Nafisa also tried to convince Vino if he's okay.

Vino also returned the smile of Nafisa and then returned to the brangkat that was intended for him.

"How are you?is everything going well?"ask Nafisa.

"it's still an examination process and it's still waiting for the results"

"Patiently yes, I am sure if you can get through all this well.I used to be so, too,instead I tried to end my life by suicide.But the cries of Mamah who hoped I fought together realized if we should not give up just like that.I know if this will not be easy for you at this time, I know if this will not be easy for you,but believe me if we've already begun to make peace with this situation I'm sure everything will be fine"

"I will try it, thank you for encouraging me to strive and fight for my recovery"

"Because that's all we can do, right?"

"You're right, rest.You look so tired"

"You too, we'd better get the same rest"

Both also seem compact to lay their tired bodies both.But tired after a day of activity but tired because of the routine that just like that.

But both of them still have to try and survive to see the smile on their parents' faces.

"Why do you daydream, Mom?"ask someone who just came and sit there.

"Mother Ana?you here too?"ask back Mamah Ratih when she saw Mother Ana who was sitting next to her.

"This is also my favorite place when I feel restless and restless because of Nafisa's condition.What are you worried about?how's Vino doing?"

Mamah Ratih was seen sighing before answering the question given by Mother Ana.

"Vino is positive for stage 3 colon cancer and from now on Vino should be at home for intensive care,I don't have any relatives or friends that I can help to accompany Vino during Vino's treatment, while, I also can't continue to be here because I have to sell so I can finance Vino's treatment"

"Then what about Vino's father?sorry if my question made Ratih's mother uncomfortable" continued Mother Ana after seeing the reaction of Mamah Ratih when Mother Ana asked about Vino's father.

"It's okay, besides it's not a thing that even though I cover up.The father of Vino has long gone, even before Vino was born.Entah how is he currently, he said,I also don't want to find out because it will only cause new injuries for me and also Vino of course"

"I'm sorry if my question made Mrs Ratih recall her bitter past"

"It's okay, Mother, again I have made peace with the past and have forgiven what he has done to me and also Vino.Just let it be like this, let it be like this,this way no one will get hurt again"

"If the obstacle is only the person who will accompany Vino as long as Mother is not here, then just trust Vino to me.Is not our child in the same room?so let me and Nafisa accompany him"

"But I have much trouble Mother, Mother and Nafisa are willing to share the room I am very grateful and somehow I repay the kindness of Mother and Nafisa"

"I just help as much as I can Mom, Mom and Vino don't need to think about it.We better focus on the recovery of our child only Mom"

"Yes, Mommy's right.One more time thank you"

"Dear you're here?I was looking for you earlier?"

The landmark of a man who was talking to Mother Ana.Sontak made Mother Ana and also Mamah Ratih turned to look at the man who was now walking closer.

Degs...

Both Mamah Ratih and the man looked the same surprised by their current meeting, so that made both of them silent fixated on their respective places.