
In dreams
"Do you really have no money, huh"??!! "Aren't you paying the rent this month"! "Surely I am very upset about getting to know and be in a relationship with you" "Look what I got from you"?!!!!!!
"Look you can only give me a daughter only"!!. yelling purnomo a husband and a father who is a businessman who almost broke because of his own work.
Vaaaang!!!! Plaaakkk!! .., the sound of broken glass bottles right about the head of the pasih as well as a slap that landed on his cheek (Asih is the mother of three children including sweet (marsya nidya sar),pebriani, pasih,and her sister santi purnama dewi)
"Aren't you the head of the family"!!?? "Do you have no heart now"?!! "Didn't you say you'd keep your promise"!!
"You have a growing company, why am I the one you asked to pay ?!!!! You know I'm just a housewife!!!!
"What is this now that you're cheating behind my back !! And play with other women?!!!...........pasih said while crying and holding the legs of the puree firmly.
"It wasn't now" said Hadi with a smile.
"You know the girl can't what they can only spend the parents' money and they leave.
"But you as the father and head of the family are entitled to spend your own business money with other women"!!?! ...
."you let your wife and children starve!! and give all the duties of the head of the family to me!!! Is that fair???!!! " what's the fault of your daughter?'" "huhuhuhuhu".
Santi who saw his parents perched was crying and pebriani just silent perpaku.
But not with Marsya he tried to defend his mother who indeed thought it was right.
Daddy's!! " can you not treat your mother like that?!.(in a slightly high tone while hugging her crying mother)
"Ma...you don't papa right. "Yes .mama no papa really".."take care of your sister don't let them cry" "Mama can take care of this really"
"But your head is bleeding.
"Don't pa pa pa.. Go"
Marsya was forced to follow her mother's orders there she just remained silent while watching her parents fight.
"Go away"!!!.."Isn't your intercession waiting for you"?!...Please say when his grief is gone.
"All right I will go, but remember when I return I will bring you divorce papers!!!. said Hadi as he walked out of the house.
Bbbrrruuuuukk..mama of the three children fell right when her husband came out of the house.
homehouse.
"Ma"!!!!. said her three children together.
"Ma.mama woke up ma" said Santi while shaking his mother's body.
Marsya found out that her mother had fainted and told her sister to calm down and help herself take her mother to the sofa and clean her wounds.
"Should we be doctors"?ask her brother.
"Mom maybe you need a doctor but now we don't even have money"
"Maybe uncle can help".said someone behind the door.make the brothers look towards the voice.
And so his uncle treated their mother with a heart before being taken to the hospital.
"Sorry .our staff can't save him. The son who heard it was very sad and cried Then with a heavy heart Marsya called his father and gave his birthday . "Hello" her father's hoarse voice was heard after a while Marysa called her
"What's up"he said.
"Mother died"
"Oo well.later.
The connection was severed and Marsya was silent and desperate. And strangely at the end of the phone he heard the voice of a woman with a disgusting tone of voice.
* Elsewhere Santi was alone at home hoping his mother was okay there.he was pensive and began to remember the words of his mother when she only spoke to her mother .
"Santi.maybe this is hard for you but remember whatever happens always listen to your father??
".maybe it's time for you to get through this"
"If mom leaves you stay at home .." Maybe my spirit will calm down when it looks at you rather than at someone else"
"If you know your mom loves your dad very much, but she changes when she meets new people and you just let it go"., said her mom with a smile with a hint of hope in her eyes.
"What does mama mean??"sahut Santi who was afraid something would happen to his mother while holding back his tears.
"Your friends will be fine just calm down don't talk too much"! Further
Then came his older brother along with his mother who was preparing to send her to the hospital.
*
"Well? "there came a man who woke her from a sad daydream that turned out to be her brother.
"Sister !!!" How's mom doing"??.just curious.
"Follow .maybe it will fit in the hospital you will know.
Arriving at the hospital Santi knew that his mother died and made himself very scok, his hands shook when what was said by his mother was really happening .but strengthened by his brother and uncle.
"Calm down" Perhaps you are destined to be a strong person in the future .
"TIIDAAAAAK".Santi screams when dreaming of a very terrible thing that makes her wake up in cold sweat while shaking with fear.
Santi feels that the dream is real and he goes back to living in the past.
"Tok tok tok" a voice from outside the door sounded and made Santi even more surprised.
"Santi" "what is it"?.. said his father who made himself immediately answer.
(Santi complied with the last request of her mother to stay with the father who she thought was very cruel and jerk, he said,while his two brothers who are fed up with his papa mukutang go to live independently without anyone knowing where he lives and what they will do .santi now lives with her mother and stepbrother who come after a few weeks of her mother's death.)
"Yes well well well".sahut santi when she found out it was her father behind the door.
Actually after a few years passed santi still have the same nature .the nature that is afraid to meet his father is afraid to ask for something that he does not need even though his father has a business that can be said to be quite developed now, he said, but if the fear has grown from small it will be something very scary.
Since then she has been afraid to have someone she loves, she is afraid that in the future her life will be so : hurt , abused, crying in the dark and every night, abandoned because it has only one shortcoming.
From that moment on, he was afraid to start a conversation, afraid to get acquainted unless the opponent spoke first to say hello, he was afraid of being liked and liked someone, he wanted his heart to be empty and silent.
*but there is no such thing as emptiness, it is emptiness that makes all want a place to live in that emptiness",,,, it is",,,that's the little heart said santi so she busied herself with an empty dream that she did not know what it was and replaced the emptiness with a lot of burden.
But when his father was gone he was still pensive and the dream made him afraid to wake up even he did not sleep until dawn and he realized he had to go to school.