Love At A Dusk

Could it be the same problem?

May 2014. 20.00 WIB.

"You really don't know the problem?" Anggi's question was a long night for Yunita. Of course he couldn't sleep because he thought about Fika. He also still did not dare to contact Fika after Anggi spoke like that.

From earlier Yunita just kept looking at the phone screen, she was still waiting for Fika to contact her. It was only natural that he was so worried after listening directly like that. If only she had become Fika perhaps her heart would have been completely broken and it was better that she would not return home again.

Yunita rounded her eyes looking aware of something. Hurriedly he searched for something from his phone, got into the group chat and searched for Anggi's name.

"What if Fika doesn't come home? Until now Fika has no news." The chat that Yunita wrote and then she sent to Anggi.

"Have you tried to contact him?" Just a few seconds Anggi replied to a chat from him.

"Let me!" Soon the second chat came in again.

Yunita was still confused and unsettled, should she go see Fika directly to the house? His eyes moved towards the wall clock that had shown at 20:30 WIB. It was late at night she was also unsure of being able to leave the house and was given permission by her aunt.

Yunita stood observing the window of the room which revealed the atmosphere outside. He couldn't calm down even though he should have gotten used to sleeping for another half an hour.

Yunita thinks contacting Fika directly, waiting for Anggi to preach it only makes her bored.

Very quickly Yunita returned to take the cellphone that had been lying on the mattress.

"Mk..." The type, but Yunita's finger was completely restrained due to the confusion she would contact Fika for what reason.

Yunita sat down again on the mattress, she immediately focused on thinking about what she would ask Fika for now.

"Fic. I want to apologize again." Yunita immediately sent Fika the message.

A few seconds passed even minutes later. Viewed again hp screen that still does not show any incoming chat from Fika.

Seemed restless, not only Fika who did not reply to his chat, Anggi also did not give him good news.

Can't wait now it's Yunita's turn to send Anggi a message.

"Have you heard from Fika?" Write it on the contents of the chat he sent to Anggi.

Unlike earlier, it is a pity because Anggi does not respond quickly. As a result Yunita was agitated, she still imagined how Fika felt back then.

If you think again actually Anggi's actions were right, Anggi deliberately did it because he wanted to keep Fika's feelings. Then it was clear in the mind how Anggi asked him to keep his arrival secret maybe even Anggi's intention also to keep what they know accidentally.

Yunita sighed, she was still thinking about what happened exactly. I can't believe he's imagining guessing.

Yunita was still focused on guessing another possibility that happened.

"Did Fika's father cheat on her so she didn't live there." Just getting more frustrated. Yunita seemed to be going awry as the more she guessed then the answer she found was too exaggerated. Many times Yunita seemed to be beating her own head, she was very bored of always having assumptions and somehow this time her heart could be sure about her conjecture.

"Fika definitely didn't want to tell him because she knew what I was going through, the problem was the same with my family." Guess again in my heart. It didn't take long for Yunita to be able to cry again dropping every tear of hers. She was really weak, therefore she could only cry without speaking and make the mother's father not to the point of separation.

For a while Yunita continued to dissolve in deep sadness about her own life. He did not know if such a complicated matter made his own father also leave until there was no news, mother even left his family here, and also himself as his only child. He really could not imagine what kind of problem made his family have to part ways like now.

So why did Fika have to experience the same thing as well? If only his guess was wrong, he hoped it was wrong and would always hope that Fika would never run into the same problem as him.

Ting ...

The sound of his phone beeping indicates there is a chat coming in.

Yunita was aghast trying to regain consciousness and looked at her HP screen.

"Now you're the one apologizing. What's the matter again?" Send a message from Fika.

"Fika's fine, calm down!" Send a message from Anggi.

Just a moment like that, Yunita pegged she let a little time for him to digest something strange. He didn't understand if this was a coincidence? Of course Fika and Anggi sent him a message at the same time. Can this be called a coincidence?

"They're really compact. A compact couple." Yunita muttered to herself.

Instead of answering the message, Yunita kept her original phone on the mattress because it seemed once she was ready to sleep, now there was no more reason that made her unable to sleep right? Fika answered her message and it meant she was fine as Anggi had said.

Exactly at 21:00 WIB. At the same time every day Yunita must have slept. That fast and that easy he slept, when he had thought himself if he would not be able to sleep easily.

"***I want a divorce. We'll just divorce!" A shout that Yunita did not understand when her age was still unworthy to know.

"Please! You're the one who cheated on you to leave, I'll never care!" No less loud the voice of his father seemed more dominant than mother.

"I'm sick. You never understand." The last words that Yunita heard back then, until now she really could not meet her mother anymore***.

"MOTHER...!!!" Shouted Yunita along with her two eyes that instantly glared sharply at every corner of the room she saw. Yunita's breathing sounded a little dull, her chest rising and falling offsetting.

Yunita instantly woke up and slightly tried to get rid of the cold sweat from her forehead. Yunita immediately walked towards the study table there was a glass of drinking water, then drank the water until it was completely exhausted. Now that he realizes that everything is just a dream, the nightmare continues to haunt him mercilessly. That was over about 12 years ago.