
The evening after the completion of the study, but the condition of the house is still very crowded, the chants of the holy Quran continue to be heard. Mother Zenia was about to enter her room, but when passing through the prayer room she was like seeing a husband figure who was teaching, with a quick step Zenia entered there.
"By" called Zenia with a hoarse voice holding back a cry.
"What's the matter, Nia ?" zaidan.
In that instant, Zenia's tears flowed profusely, just now she was really like looking at the figure of her husband who was sitting cross-legged while reading the Quran but in fact she was wrong to see, she was wrong, in the room was Zaidan, her husband's sister.
Without answering a word Zinia left her sister-in-law, walking on her long legs towards her room. The room she used to live in with her husband.
Chequek.
The door of the room opened wide, the room that is usually inhabited by two people is now only one, Zenia is not strong enough to hold her cry, she wants to roar and release the tightness of her chest
"Why do you have it ? why ? do you feel sorry for my life ? How am I going to do it by ?"
The chest that feels tight is increasingly urgent like squeezed by a large object. Zenia sat on the bed where her husband often slept there, while the shadow of her being together with Zahran revolved like a movie, how the two laughed at each other.
Zenia shook her head when her memory was never lupus from her husband. He stroked the pillow that Zahran used to use. Then Zenia got up and walked towards the closet, she wanted to wear Zahran's shirt tonight to calm her mind.
A green toska shirt is the main choice. The distinctive fragrance of Zahran's body was still attached to the shirt, Zenia hugging and kissing deeply in the shirt that was currently on her chest.
Until his eyes were fixed on a blue book that Zenia had not known.
"What book is this" he murmured
He picked up the book and headed to the sofa to see the contents, Zenia turned over the cover and it said To My Beloved Wife Zenia Shakila.
"This is your writing By"
"Why haven't I known anything about this book"
A handwritten Zahran is beautifully written on every sheet of white paper.
"*Assalamualaikum my dear"
"Why did Byby suddenly want to write in this book, like ABG's son, right ? I hope honey don't laugh at Byby for this silliness"
"That time on Thursday, February 15th was the first time I knew a woman wearing a knee-length dress but so very beautiful, she said, when the woman's grandfather introduced her to me she was so haughty but I kept smiling, I think he looks like that but it turns out wrong especially when I meet he cried while roaring to make this chest suddenly feel tight. And my eyes immediately rounded as he was clearly about to kill himself*"
Zinia wiped her tears again, reading the writing from her husband. He remembered very well that day was the day of his first meeting with Zahran, a handsome man of high stature.
"*I thought it was only our meeting for a moment but it turns out that God predestined her to be my wife. Masya Allah. I am really excited to be the husband of this beautiful woman.
"Especially when Byby's call came from his lips made my heart feel stopped close, also Baba's call from a small child that made my day become more colorful"
"Dear my dear wife when you read this it means Byby has gone far. Byby doesn't know who left you first or Byby, but Byby hopes Byby will go first, because the kids still need the bunch. And Byby also did not want to feel the longing is so great hehe. joking dear* !"
Zenia's crying increasingly broke through reading the sentence after sentence written there.
"Then does Byby think Nia won't miss you ? or do children no longer need babanya. ? we all need Byby, and miss what Byby means has reigned great in the heart of Nia by, no matter what way this miss is healed" said Zinia.
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The king has started to live his day even though it still feels very heavy, and Arda and Adel also inevitably have to return to their lecture place if Adel will graduate next month.
"I'm leaving first, baby, you're good at home. Take care of Mommy !" said King.
"Yes Bang, be careful on the road ! Key will take good care of Mother" Keyla replied.
After the departure of Baba Zahran the two decided to stay in the main house for a while, until Mother Zenia returned cheerful as before, not like now that many are silent.
Mother Zenia's body was a little thin, it seems she was still very sad to lose the Husband.
After the King left Keyla to the kitchen to bring Mother Zenia breakfast.
"Bun" called Keyla after entering the room.
Mother Zenia looked up "Yes Nak"
"Breakfast first Bun ! surely Mommy hasn't had breakfast yet"
"Let's go, kid, Mommy's not a laper yet"
Keyla actually smiled "Mother wants to be angry with Brother again because Mother's body is getting thinner"
Mother shook her head, "No son"
"Mother eats a lot !"
Inevitably Mother Zenia complied, she ate little by little food that was bribed by Keyla.
But a few moments later Keyla felt his stomach nauseous and wanted to vomit, immediately Keyla put the food on the table and ran to the bathroom, his stomach felt in a puddle.
Uweeek-Uweeekk.
Keyla let out the contents in her stomach, even until the yellowish liquid came out making Keyla's mouth feel very bitter.
Because of the worry of Mommy directly following her daughter-in-law, she helped massage the nape of Keyla who until now still continues to vomit contents in her stomach.
"Key why are you ?" ask Mommy.
"Don't know Bun already want a week Key feels like this" Keyla rubbed his lips using a tissue "The stomach tastes bad, the head is dizzy and when smelling a pungent aroma makes Stomach Key taste turbulent" obviously Keyla again.
Mother put the back of her hand on Keyla's forehead "Not hot" muttered Mother.
"I don't papa Bun most just in the wind usually also that, later ask Abang to oil the wind on his back directly healed his cake"
"Key's coming months ?" ask Mommy to switch the conversation.
Keyla thought for a while, he recalled his mens schedule last month he still came months but this month has not been at all. Maybe because it was too busy with the departure of Baba Zahran made Keyla forget his Mens schedule.
"Not Bun"