Love and Last Memories

Chapter 269: Loss of self-confidence

"Actually you nyesel ingga Tan, dating me? it feels good too, Tan, being a woman who usually just nuysahin his own girlfriend, emang basic yes, I do not really useful vows!".

The words of a Rere sounded so clear, even until now the speech still muttered in the ears of the Sultan.

Insulting himself into thinking himself as useless, it can be guessed Sultan that his woman had accidentally removed the figure that had made him change until so far.

The figure is an attitude, which is where the attitude of confidence was accidentally forgotten, Rere, even until the submission has reflected that Rere really does not remember the figure that the Sultan had taught first.

"As long as my eyes can still see you, it's still something I'm grateful for Be, there's nothing I have to regret so far, because of what I want now I've got."

The Sultan's words managed to make Rere evoke the subject back, it feels like what the Sultan has been through for now is so easy he reached, but still that the target is still in the starting point, it seems, not yet to the top point, but clearly as long as the woman can still smile, it can help a Sultan so that he can quickly reach the peak point he wants in having the full Rere.

"If you think of a more useless person it is me Be, but I realize that what I have been doing all this time was not always in the lowest point, but I realized, because I'd rather keep trying than I should complain about my situation."

"Gue doesn't want to be defeated by necessity, but I want to beat that need to what I have achieved so far, I'll reach out more until I see that hope is still there and not gone."

"You know what hope I mean what Be?".

The Sultan really did not let Rere speak in the slightest, even until the question from him was answered by himself without him willing to let Rere guess first.

Today the Sultan did not want to let Rere get dizzy, so he continued to talk non-stop, because he realized what he had to do so Rere smiled like that time.

"You're right Re, that hope is you, where maybe I can forget the hope that I've built up so far just like that, I can't see the hope lowered, I can see, especially until I make the wish that I mean was crying, as long as you know Be, if now I am again entertaining that hope so that he can smile widely again like the times that have been passed."

The Sultan's onion is what Rere longs for, without all that Sultan can make Rere laugh freely, and without all that where can the Sultan have Rere now.

Rere used to talk to the Sultan, more or less when the Sultan and Rere were dating on the first day, which is where Rere was so happy when he saw the Sultan turned out to be a handsome man.

Rere hoped that the Sultan would still remember that, and Rere hoped that the Sultan would continue to do all of those things, because if the Sultan behaved as he expected at this time, he said, Rere can see how understanding the figure of the Sultan.

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"Basic baffles! you should have let me talk first Be, yes you are the one who said, while I am here only able to listen to all your stupidity, though I can also behave like you Tan, even the level of kebawelan you will lose when compared to the level of kebawelan I have this Tan."

Maybe now Rere's consciousness has returned, but like the Sultan, he is the one who must keep that smile from withering away.

"You must remember my words Re, that you are not a flower that grows and falls every season, but on the one hand you also have to be a nurse for my girlfriend to see for herself that the beautiful flowers that bloom are just as beautiful as I see your sweet smile there."

"As for Tan, I should have realized from earlier that what you want is ... ," Rere said was cut off just like that, because the Sultan did not want to hear any explanation from him.

"Sutt, sutt, sutt, it's Re, don't talk about things that can make the nature of my rese back again, actually I udan know that you miss me again, same me, though you said honestly Re, I'm not going to reject your misses really, seriously."

"Elu times Tan, who misses me the same!".

"It is true that when talking about Re, a Sultan who might miss a figure like you whose work can only complain, just complain, it would have never happened before you could turn into a half-ancient human."

"Bodo very! I didn't hear what you said Tan."

Tutt, tutt ....

The voice phone call was turned off by Rere just like that, even though the Sultan still wanted to tell him, but the woman did not want to listen to the words she would give him first.

The words that the Sultan will give in the form of affectionate words, just that Rere thinks that the Sultan will give him more than that, so he prefers to hang up his phone call only.9

"Let's just say if I love you, but you even matain phone call from me this so soon, I'm sure you will regret it later Re," sultan said with a faint laugh seeing his woman still often do such unexpected things to him.

Shortly after the voice phone call was turned off by him, it turned out Rere had written a few words short message on Whatsapp Sultan, and the word looks like an excuse in the eyes of the Sultan.

"Tell you yes! I don't think you'll be acting like this again, anyway tonight I won't be calling you again Tan" Rere said in a Whastsapp message.

Sultan did not want to lose to Rere, then the Sultan took the initiative to do the same thing, he said, where it is a way that the Sultan can make his female figure feel even more annoyed at the attitude he is now giving to Rere.

"It's up to you Re, I don't care! what is clear is that now I can hear your voice, it feels like it is enough for me Re, until tomorrow yes, hopefully your words will never make your longing again shackled."

These words were the Sultan's last typing, and after that Rere just read it without the slightest bit he wanted to reply to Whatsapp messages from the Sultan.