Love Ammara

Chapter 24

" I'm sorry, but it's better to the point... What are you visiting here for...? I think of you as someone else.. Because we've got nothing to do anymore...?" rara said firmly.

" That I still wish we could be like before Ra.." said Yudi.

" I'm sorry, I can't anymore... And please take care of your marriage with her... We have nothing else." said Rara while looking intently at Yudi.

" Have you remarried Ra...? Why are you pregnant...? Whose child are you carrying...?" asked Yudi while looking at Rara's stomach that had been bloated.

" Does it matter if you want to know my personal life...? Hmmmm...!" rara said in a high tone.

" I was once the most important part of your life, Ra... If you remember...?" yudi said as he looked at Rara.

" And we got divorced about half a year ago and our relationship is over if you remember that." Rara stared intently at Yudi.

" Now answer my question Ra, are you married...? Where's your husband ? And whose child are you carrying...!" yudi said as he walked in and sat in the living room.

" I'm not married anymore.. And the child I bear you don't need to know whose child he is." said Rara with emotion.

" Are you after my divorce, you're a bitch who needs a caress...? Haaa...?" said Yudi while gripping Rara's chin tightly.

" Want me to be a bitch or whatever it's none of your business... Get your hands off me...!" rara shouted.

" As far as I'm concerned I won't tell you." said Rara, throwing Yudi's hand on her chin.

" Do you prove that you're not barren...? Then you peddle yourself to the striped-nose guy...? Serve me now... I will pay you a fantastic price." said Yudi while staring pervertedly at Rara.

" At death I will not serve you a jerk...! Go it's been a bad night a married man is still staying at another woman's place...!" said Rara while looking intently at Yudi.

" I don't care, even though I'm a married man, but my life is not happy when you used to be." said Yudi.

" I don't want to know about your household... It has become your own choice.. Please go home, your wife is waiting at home... I beg you.." said Rara in a low tone.

" Alright I'll go home, but remember our business is not finished yet." Yudi said as he walked out of Rara's house.

After Yudi's departure, Rara collapsed sitting on the floor staring out.

" O Allah, forgive the servant who lied to Mas Yudi about my pregnancy, the servant is afraid that he will do the desperate again, may the path I took not be wrong... Someday you will know Mas if what I bear is your flesh and blood... For a while I covered it up with you... Because I do not want to disturb your household with the presence of this baby... I'm sorry, son, if you have to be away from a father's affection.. I'll be both Mom and Dad for you... Growing up healthy, son..? I love you so much." said Rara as she stroked her stomach and stared at Yudi's departure.

Now Rara stood shut the door and walked towards the bedroom. He will rest his tired body, mind and heart. Until morning comes.