Love Agreement

Love Agreement
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In cafe


Fidira and ian are constantly going around from table to table, while others are busy in the kitchen to make customer orders that are indeed on this Sunday really very crowded. "Of course it wasn't this same? " Sobbed fidira at all when lunchtime comes.


They all responded to fidira questions simply by shrugging both shoulders. "Maybe more fun this time of day? " Say rafa sips her expressiveness.


Nah!


Elma put her sweet iced tea glass on the table "yes alhamdullillah donk. Today's sustenance, the week of blessing. Eeeaaa" All just nodded in a nod."eitss! Is there anything more important than that?" Everyone looked at elma seriously.


"Waituin huh..? " Say elma with a grin, while changing all the expressions of her friend. "I'm not serious about this. You guys are unconscious? Kalos.... NEW FIDIRA HAT!! " She's saying horrendous. Everyone gawked, then stared intensely at the fidira.


Rafa quickly took the fidira hat, for a moment he fell silent and smiled "uuuuhhh from whom? Look away! It's 'MINE'.." Rafa showed it to everyone. They all with suspicious smiles staring at fidira, then throw the temptation of misguided temptation, especially after hearing the explanation of fidira that it belongs to afkan. The more excited in the flirting.


There were shortly phone calls around them. "Bent on" Fidira slightly moved away from her friend whose voice was completely out of control.


"Btw ringtone fidira instead of opening the bluebird naruto? " Tanya jojo plain, but still with the naughtiness.


"Wommy is so bad! " Elma responded while momentarily glancing at the fidira who was doing the phone call, all just chuckling a little. Eventually, the fidira regrouped with them.


Not in asking what is it? Even the unimportant thing in asking in "Ring tone lo.. ? " Tanya jojo stared at fidira


"Yes, I haven't heard my good sound" Fidira grinned at the horse. "Gesss sorry this yes earlier, after lunch I unplug yes? But I need malem can help until it's over already? Okay well? " Fidira brandished his two fingers to form the letter V. Peace.


"Lo end of this smooth photo? " Tanya rafa pairs the fidira hat correctly. "The hat man gini! Don't go back. If gini is sweet" Rafa wants fidira not to flip his hat like before he took it. Yep... Throughout the service to the customer earlier, fidira indeed flipped his hat to the back. Cool said.


Fidira grinning horse "yes yes..this is sweet right? I've pulled it!" Fidira.


"Gue help you?" Rafa got up


"Haiiss said you want to walk? " Elma ruffled waist.


"Gue did not work rafaaa, this was the boss of tel-" Fidira's speech stopped when he saw the change in the expression of evil from his friend. "Sial" he murmured softly.


"Oohhhhh! A beautiful husband" Goda jojo embraces spoiled nando.


"What NSA?" Nando brushes off jojo's "cieeee in cariin" and Nando follows.


"Just like you! " Fidira gulped down her mineral water.


"Alhamdullillah... They already like each other aaaaaaaa" Ian iku followed the flirt with a wicked laugh.


"Udah in the hat, in the search! Guess what the hat was put on, right? " Guess rafa and it managed to make the fidira speechless.


"Cieee is real again" Imbuh ian really makes the face of red fidira holding anger plus shame.


"KALIAAANNNN!! "


***


At 14:00 noon


Fidira had just parked his motorcycle in the garage, he immediately went inside the house. Slovenly? Instead of directly meeting afkan, fidira even stopped by his room. Fidira took off her hat and shoes, then threw herself into her beloved soft mattress.


Drrttt drrttt


"Hmm? " Sapa fidira with closed eyes.


"Where are you? "


"At home"


"Where? A home? "


"Hek.eh" Fidira replied with still bristling. It was so sleepy that he could not hold it. Without realizing it he fell asleep with a phone connection that is still connected.


"Hallo's? The fi? Hallo's? "


Tut


Because there is no answer finally the phone connection was severed unilaterally.


A few moments later....


Tok tok tok tok


Tok tok tok tok


Chequelek


"Yes my.. Molor continues his work" Afkan approached the direction of fidira . Afkan sat himself on the edge of the bed where the fidira slept. "What else is there to do besides sleep? " Afkan started to grumble.


"For a long time" The soft voice made the afkan a little surprised. Fidira opened her eyes slowly, she put away the burly hand of afkan perched on her head. Actually when grumbling earlier afkan intend to move the hair fidira that covers the face.


Fidira changed her position to sit cross-legged while rubbing her eyes also yawned.


"Eitsat! Not in the mouth! " Afkan stopped fidira's hand.


"But not good" Fidira still wants to rebel.


"It's a face wash, you can take a shower. Don't mess with me" Omel said, still holding fidira's hand.


"Where are we going anyway? " Fidira asked.


Afkan was silent for a moment. "Have a shower first. I wait" Afkan rise.


"should now? " See again


"Hurry now!! " Get out of the room.


Huuuuhh. Finally the fidira lazily followed the command of afkan.


A few moments later fidira came out of the room with neat clothes. Although the only thing replaced is the shirt, fidira still looks cool when wearing it.


"SIR BOSSS!!? " Shouted fidira without sin. Suddenly Fidira remembered something, he smothered his mouth and screamed loudly in his heart. He forgot in his house not only his afkan and himself but also his in-laws.


For fear of being discovered, Fidira chose to run to the afkan room whose door was slightly open. Hunt him in and close the door quickly. Like chasing a ghost.


Huuuhhh fidira breathing relief. "Yahoo!!! " She returned when she found that afkan was next to her even very close. "Sir boss ming-gir! " Fidira looks nervous when afkan instead bring himself closer and lock the movement of fidira. Fidira did not dare to look into afkan's eyes which looked different than usual.


*want to run but his hand in gini, whattt? My brain is shaken... Relax fi.. Don't panic*fidira continues to wait for him who began to panic when the breath of afkan began to feel near his face. Fidira could only close his eyes so as not to be afraid of the situation he really did not understand this. And worse yet afkan looks very charming today.arrgggghhh!


"Pa-k boss sir" Fidira tried to break the momentary silence, to escape this strange affkan immediately.


"Hm? " The sound of afkan sounded very heavy, even fidira had never heard a sound like this.


"A-pa's the boss, right? " With still his head down, Fidira dared to ask.


"Yourself" The correct response made fidira glare, without any fear at all fidira finally looked up at the afkan who was staring at him. Wanting him to end this strange situation, it turns out that fidira even missteps. Instead of moving away, forgive instead of approaching until the fidira is squeezed.


Fidira could not dodge, his courage this time was completely lost. Wanting to feel he slapped afkan as usual, but somehow his hand did not want to do it, as if supporting the situation most feared fidira when with a man.


And this time it happened for the first time that fidira was afraid of the man who was cornering him. His heart rate is getting tighter, his hair along to stand when his forehead afkan attached to his forehead. In addition his nose is now in contact with a very pointed afkan nose. Their eyes locked on each other.


Deep black eyeballs, long eyelashes, and even slightly thick eyebrows are recorded clearly in the eyes of the fidira. Fidira was no longer able to think clearly, only the feeling of fear that was now burning inside him.


"P-ak bo-b. I beg you to stop this" Fidira's voice sounded trembling.


"Why? " Task afkan with a voice that was still as heavy.


"My sa-yes.. Fear" The fidira's voice is somewhat weakened.


"So this is what scares you? " Task afkan in a different voice, a voice as usual with a mocking tone and one that always irritates the fidira. Afkan finally moved away with a gaze that was still locked towards the fidira. But not a scary look like that, Fidira could feel that. The look of disdain, the afkan laughter instantly broke when the fidira had realized that he was just teasing her.


"YES, I WILL KILL YOU!! " Shouted fidira with a hard pinch of the waist afkan.


"AWW! Excuse me... I-i'm sorry! Fidira forgive me hahahaha." The not-so-powerful afkan squeals held back the hard pinch of fidira, which would definitely put a charred stamp on his waist.


"You're so mean, boss! " Fidira switch tickling afkan.


"Please! Helpme! Hahaha pardon fidira pardon" Afkan could not resist this amused feeling. Seems satisfied fidira also stopped him, staring afkan who was coughing because too long laughing at least can treat his fear.


Feeling neutral, Afkan sat himself on the edge of the mattress. Fidira was still looking at him with a ruffled waist. Seeing that afkan laughed again, but did not dare as hard as before.


"What do you want again? " Fidira's hand already wants to pinch afkan's cheek. But afkan held him down.


"Sorry" Afkan looked at Fidira with a sincere smile. Fidira is only able to bengong not understand. "Fidira... Forgive me" Afkan pinched both cheeks of fidira.


"Huuuuhhhh" Fidira blushed her lips and it made her cheeks even more puffed up. "Where are we actually going? Look at the boss, I took a shower and now I'm sweating again. Why would the boss do that? It's so scary" Fidira nagged on, afkan just stared at her with a smile. "Why is the boss smiling? " Fidira glanced at afkan with her chest crossed.


"Naggotnya?" Ask afkan still with a true smile really makes diabetic fidira. Arrrgghhh why isn't it just Ian who has it?


Fidira just nodded. "All right come with me! " Afkan holding fidira's hand out of the room. Somehow fidira did not reject him, he instead looked afkan in wonder. "Why? " Afkan glanced at the embarrassed looking fidira.


*this can be taken off? " Fidira glanced at his hand.


"How could I not? " Affen asked back.


Huuuuuhhhh why why? Why don't you refuse? Why you even comfortable in the ama ama boss lo this? Huuuuhhh I am confused about myself. Inner fidira guessing hell.


Afkan brought fidira to the book room, fidira was a little surprised. But immediately a smile expands on the face of fidira after seeing the many novels plastered there.


The large room has 5 large and high cabinets, filled with many books. All shelves are filled with different types of books in each shelf.With the shades of wood brown, as well as a table in front of the window makes the atmosphere comfortable when reading.


With a quick step fidira towards the shelf containing the novel. He saw one by one novels that were very tempting to his faith. Arrggghhhh his mind will be dirty again. "Have you read all this, boss? " Tanya fidira whose gaze is still on the book.


"That's on the top shelf yet" he answered still by opening the drawer of the desk drawer.


"Crazy... This is in total how many billion? " Fidira took a book on shelf number 4 which was a little high from her.


"I don't know for sure"


"But all these are adult novels? Why are there no teenagers? " Tanya fidira is still flipping through books.


"I'd rather be an adult" he answered, taking something from a desk drawer.


Fidira turned to afkan, then alluded to the smile grinning "wah wah wah... Your brain is getting too dirty, boss" Fidira approached afkan with a mocking smile. Afkan approached towards the fidira, and it managed to make the fidira startled.Afkan slightly crouched down to face right with the face of the fidira.


Takk


"It's also dirty" Afkan snapped a little fidira forehead. Fidira rubbed his forehead and complained loudly.


"Sick tauu!" Fidira returned pouting. "But my brain stays halal" Fidira defended herself.


"Hmm...if your brain is not dirty, why are you shocked when I approached earlier? " Afkan crossed his chest.


"Hmm? Yeah, it's a shock.. Arrived then? " Fidira won't lose.


"Oh yeah? Then what are you thinking? " ask again.


Fidira. Does he have to answer? But I'm ashamed to say that... Not likely.


"You must think I'm going to yell at you, right? " Guess if you really hit the target.


"Hisses... Quickly where are we going? " Fidira distracts.


Afkan just smiled in response. "Aren't I coming back? " Threat fidira.


"For what? " ask


"Open up" Afkan clasped his fidira.


In honor of the afkan, Fidira was forced to open the box. A small golden necklace with a small butterfly pendant is seen stored there. There was no expression of any fidira, he closed the box again.


"Sorry boss, but... I can't use Ginian. Yes, to be honest... I don't like jewelry more. Don't know why.. I think that's alay's jewelry. Though yes, but I was am amused by it lo. Look at the wedding ring I didn't wear. What else is this, boss thank you. But-" Fidira's remarks came to a halt as afkan cut them off.


"That's from mama" he said softly. "He prepared this all long ago, although he could not meet his son-in-law. At least he can give a small gift" he explained to make the fidira touched.


"But... I'm not his son-in-law, am I? Why not for the boss sir's wife later.It's just-"


"Who said you weren't his daughter-in-law? I have married you legally and religiously. So you've been my legal wife, and that means you're her daughter-in-law. The daughter-in-law in this family, even your last name has my name. Although yes.. Maybe it's just a formality. And don't discuss the future, for now. " Struthfully affkan made the fidira a little scared.


"Emm! Sorry about that... But... " Fidira bowed down, what should he do. She felt unworthy of the special gift of her late mother-in-law. He felt he was not entitled to it, because he never carried out the task he should have done for love. It's just a year's formality, right?


" This is there again for you! " Afkan gave an envelope, patterned the same as the envelope from sarah for afkan at that time. Fidira. Without saying anything afkan left the fidira still silently peeked there.


"Misply speaking" Fidira sat herself in the reading chair by the window. The opening of the envelope, it looks very neat handwriting lined up in clean white diary paper.


*dear my dear son-in-law.


Even if mom doesn't know you, she never even sees you. Mama is sure you are a good girl. Afkan could not be chosen wrong, therefore my mother strongly believes in her choice.


Mama just wanted to say thank you very much for accepting the affirmation as it is.Thank you for giving up your life for your child. Thank you for taking care of it. Thank you for closing the emptiness of his heart. Thank you for loving her. Thank you for being a mother to your children. Thank you for everything you have done for him.


I don't know who you are? Where's your group from? Mama did not mind that, the important thing is to be happy, mama was happy too. And my mom will always bless you. If only mama got a chance to live longer, we might be able to shop together, cook together, travel together, anyway all together. Unfortunately, my mother did not get that chance. But no papa, you can do it with nanda.


Hustt! Don't tell me yes!


Mama will give you tips to be a good wife in the eyes of afkan. First, be spoiled to him. Although he was a spoiled child but he preferred someone who was spoiled for him. Second, don't cut her words when she's angry. He hates that so much. Third, give him more attention. Not only likes people who are spoiled, but also likes to be spoiled. Fourth, be gentle to melt his heart. He's the kind of guy who gets easily crushed. And lastly, give him vanilla ice cream and also a warm kiss when he is angry. Mama guarantees she'll be weakened.


Maybe you already know a lot about it, but this is the top according to mama, bi inah, and also nanda. Remember those five tips, right? That's all you can help Mom.


Oiya, must have given something, right for you? Mama can only give it to me, baby. I'm sorry I couldn't meet you. But mama gave a necklace that mama thought was very valuable to you. It is a necklace where papa affkan buy a gift for mama when mama will give birth afkan. That was the most beautiful happiness for my mom. Because mama does not want to lose those memories, so mama love for you so that the memories are not lost.


Maybe this is all you can write for me. If all the mama wrote must have spent a pack of books to write the outpouring of your heart. So please take care of your mother, love her even though she is a little annoying because of her effective attitude. Live with him until only death can separate you. Promise my mom for it. And.. Titip papa indra, help your mama nanda to take care of them.


Thank ye.


Sarah nirani*


Fidira squeezed the paper hard, why? Why should he bear this. Why should he be caught up in this marriage? Wh why? Everyone thinks their marriage is as normal as most couples. But... They're different.


Why did God give her an unclear path? What's he supposed to do? All the messages from mama sarah are very contrary to her attitude so far. He never was polite to the afkan, often cutting off his words. Never cared about your personal life. And always be rude to afkan. All of this became his habit. And to keep afkan forever? That's not possible.


Fidira was silent for a moment. Could he have to change? At least just his attitude? Or should he remain firm in principle? Arrrggghhh he doesn't know? Why was his belief shaky today, his heart began to be touched to do all that. And for this gift? Does he deserve it? Does he deserve trust? No no he's not worthy.


If only this marriage was really like the marriage he dreamed of. Maybe Fidira will do it all with pleasure. But... It's different, it's all different. Fidira rubbed her tears that had dripped violently. Why is she crying? It was not that this was just an insignificant letter to him. Shouldn't he care? Butwhy? Why does Fidira feel guilty about all this? Guilty of playing with her marriage, guilty of not being a good wife, and most regretted that she had lied to all her family.


Fidira closed his eyes, the shadow of his mother's smile kept spinning in his mind. A smile of happiness upon learning one of his daughters had been betrothed by a man who loved the princess so much. Haru cried when she had to let her favorite daughter go with her husband. Smile of the mother... Which always makes him calm. And if all knew about the actual marriage, what powerful fidira to deal with it? Oh my god, help this servant of yours!


"What are you thinking? " Task someone startling the fidira, immediately he wiped away the tears left in his eye patch.


"Nothing" replied the fidira in a discordant voice without staring afkan. Afkan sat himself on any fidira table, making them face to face.


"Why are you crying? " Say directly


"Who is crying? " Fidira dodged, yes even though it was not useful.


Afkan alluded to a cynical smile "you're a lousy liar"


Fidira turned to stare afkan with a shrunken forehead. Afkan looked at Fidira with a difficult look.


"Look at you! Obviously your eyes can't lie. You're a good girl. Even you don't know how to lie right" Afkan still stared at the serious fidira.


Fidira smiled wryly "everyone must think that way. But I am not the good one, but God has been kind enough to cover up all my disgrace" Afkan continued to stare at fidira with a serious look.


"Look at me! Big and hypocritical liars. I have lied to everyone, my family the boss sir family. And especially I have lied to my mother a lot. A mother who always believed in my decisions, who always believed in my steps. Now that I lied to her, I can't imagine what if she knew all about her daughter's marriage being just a covenant. I couldn't stand it" Fidira seemed to hold back her tears with all her might.


"I'm sorry" That's all you can say when fidira makes his complaint.


"It's not your fault, boss"


"But because of me, all this happened" Afkan's voice weakened.


"Sir boss! Do you think I deserve this prize? " Tanya Fidira was serious by thrusting a small box containing the jewelry.


"Of course"


"But... All your mama's expectations don't suit me, boss! So then... Give this to your wife who will be able to fulfill it." Fidira thrust the small box to get closer to afkan.


Afkan glanced at the lump of paper that was beside the fidira. Afkan took it and read it. Afkan shriveled his forehead. A few moments later, however, smiling. Fidira was a little surprised by the affkan, why was he smiling?


"Hisses! Mama" muttered as she read the tips about it.


Afkan turned to stare at the fidira who looked at him in wonder. "Alright if that's what you want! " Afkan took the box with a smile.


"Seriously? " Fidira doesn't believe much.


Afkan simply nodded and it managed to develop a fidira smile. "Thank you for your understanding, boss"


"But not as you might imagine" Fidira again confused by the afficionado.


Afkan got up from his seat, fidira only saw the activity of the man who was walking behind him. "What are you doing? " Tanya fidira stared at the front mirror with eyes focused on the man behind her.


"Be quiet! " Bisik afkan with his heavy voice made the fidira stiffen again. Fidira was silent, not daring to protest. Negative thoughts came back to him. Oh, protect your servant always. Fidira closed her eyes tightly, not wanting to see the creepy afkan like earlier.Until the sound of afkan again sounded.


"Done"


Fidira opened her eyes, to her surprise she saw that the little necklace was already attached to her neck. Fidira groped his neck to see if this was true and it was true.


"Whatever bad you are, you're still his daughter-in-law fidira. Never think of not deserving it. All the current that I have is also yours" Afkan looked at the fidira's eyes from the mirror.


"But... "


"Sstttt! Nevermind! C'mon quickly.. It's already afternoon. Later the night hunt" Afkan took fidira's hand to get out of the room.


*what should I do?* fidira kept asking herself along the way. Afkan glanced at fidira for a moment.


"Easy! Don't think too much. It's just my mom's wish. Hope doesn't have to come true, right? " Afkan tried to comfort the fidira.


"But I lie to all" replied fidira in a soft voice.


"Then what do you want? "


Fidira nodded slowly. "I don't know"


"Not to be thought of. Everything will be fine" Afkan convinced fidira not to worry too much. Fidira just nodded small. Even though he nodded his mind and feelings still felt guilty.


It did not feel like the car had stopped in front of a flower shop. Fidira looked at afkan in surprise.


"Please wait here" said the comment and got out of the car. Fidira just stared at the back of the afkan that sank into the store. A few moments later afkan returned with 3 red rose stalks and fresh flowers.


"Hold this! " Afkan thrust the flower he bought earlier.


"Can you put it there? " Fidira pointed towards the rear car.


"Take it with you" Afkan put it on top of fidira's thigh. Fidira who was lazy to argue just followed suit.


The car began to run again, along the way fidira continued to breathe and look at the beautiful roses.


"You like it?" Fidira just nodded small by continuing to kiss the flower. "It was actually my mom's favorite flower. You know why in our yard there are so many roses?"


"Because someone planted it" answered the fidira without sin. "justified? " afkan put on a flat face while staring at the sharp fidira. Fidira received that gaze while trying to hold back a laugh.


"Sial" Pekik afkan groaned but fidira could hear it. Hearing that the laughter of fidira increasingly broke, he could usually make jokes from serious affkan words.


"You're a bitch" said the upset


"Thank you" Fidira answered him with a still.


Moments later the car stopped at a funeral. Fidira wanted to ask, But the flower she was holding right now was enough to give her an answer. Yes, you definitely want to visit the tomb of people, right? But don't know who?


Fidira continued to follow behind the afkan, until their steps stopped in a tomb with the name 'sarah nirani'. Afkan crouched down beside the tombstone, gently rubbing the stone.


"Hi maa, afkan mama dateng. Sorry!, excuse me these days I rarely see my mom. Because of a lot of work. Afkan kangen very same mom. Here a good affkan aja, so mama do not worry yes there.oiya... As usual afkanain mama gift" Afkan turned to fidira who was squatting behind him. Fidira gave all the flowers to afkan. "Mama's favorite red rose. May my mom be calm there! I love you" Afkan put 2 stalks of roses on the tombstone. Then sprinkled the flower into the grave ground.


After sprinkling flowers, afkan was now silently pensively looking at the tombstone. I heard heavy breathing from him. Fidira patted Afkan's shoulder as if telling him to be patient. Fidira knew very well the pain of leaving someone who was very important to him forever.


Afkan turned to fidira, then he smiled. Fidira is confused? But jaudah deh. "Maa.. Afkan has fulfilled the wishes of mama.Diaaa... " Afkan looked at fidira.


"His wife, my aunt's daughter's wife" Fidira replied by looking straight at the tombstone. He did not pay attention to the confused affections directed at him. "Thank you for giving me a gift, can I call a aunt with mama? I hope so, hehehe. Afkan has told me a lot about mama, sorry fidira just here now. Oyya...My name is fidira seftiana, the second son of bu tria of three brothers. I am from sidoarjo. " Obviously with a smile.


"Not fidira seftiana.. " Cut afkan cuek. Fidira looked at him confused, that was his name. Is something wrong? "But fidira seftiana affkan senses" Clearly afkan switched to staring at fidira with a smile. Oh jesus.. It's his smile.. Manisss bangettzzz..in addition to the sunglasses, can not be kept away from sunglasses? Fidira salting is severe.


After much talk, they recited prayers, and they walked away from the funeral because it was already evening. Suddenly afkan stopped his steps and faced fidira.


"Why? " Tanya fidira was confused.


"This is for you" Afkan gave the remaining red rose.


"Hmm? For? "


"Just a thank you sign" Afkan grabbed the fidira's hand, then slipped the flower stalk into the fidira's grasp.


"Emmm... All right thank you" Fidira blushed a little. "Oiya at the end of this you're acting very sweet boss sir" Fidira again walked in following afkan beside her. Afkan only responded with a smile.


I don't know why the eyes of fidira from the moment he got out of the car, until now he just wanted to look at the afkan that was walking beside him. What's with the procession of giving flowers just now.arrgghhh!lemessss,leleh,sweet.Repent times fidira shook his head to immediately wake up.


"You sick? " Tanya Afkan who was confused saw the fidira who kept on bobbing his head. Fidira just shook her head.


"You why the hell? " This time afkan stopped his steps and faced the fidira.


"Emmm.gak papa anyway...Should I wear sunglasses? " Afkan scrunched his forehead.


"Why?"


"You know a Thai actor named bright sir boss?"


"Who? "


"Aiisss you never watch dramas. No exclamation ah"


"What happened to him? "


" You know he's very handsome, especially if you pack sunglasses. Ouhuhhh! Make a melt" said fidira while imagining the Thai actor he called it.


Afkan smiled wryly. "Say me if I look like him! " Songong nya.


"Emang yes" Fidira shamelessly smiled at her own smile. Unaware of the words he just said. While afkan is already songong, by acting pretentiously to allow sunglasses that are being worn.


"Euittts! Waita! WHWHAT? " Fidira.