love 6 seasons

Absenteeism

I am a Buddhist and this is my life story..

summer in the awaL is a refreshing year almost like an experience..

memiLiki to a warm family, a comfortable home and a beautiful friendship in my childhood..

But it all ends when.....................

mornings like my dad, mom and I have breakfast together at dinner table ..

"rachis, wake your mother..! "

"rachis I asked toLong quickly wake your mother up in my room in a hurry "

(dalam LungLai's eyes were still closed I went to my parents' room to wake my mother.. )

" mom.wake up I've been waiting for you at the dinner table "

" mother... ayoo wake up!! "

(in silence I realized why my mother's body was not moving and almost cold all over her body.)

" ibuuuuuuuuuu "

his heart was not beating his body was not seen breathing (what happened to him? )

Suddenly I entered the room and saw from the entrance what I was doing ..

from behind my father touched my shoulder and said

" rachis, mother is gone "

I flinched and fell on one of my mother's bodies lying in her warm bed

the voice was out of my mind

the sound of her laughter, the sound of her Light were all instantaneous from my memory

" what!!! mom dad why!????? "

" why didn't mom wake up ??? " what did you do to him!!!!!!!!

Rakhis listen...

" when you're just finished taking a bath, you wake your mother up as usual "

" but there's no answer for 10 minutes, LaLu's father see he's not breathing "

" and then I went to your room asking you to wake him up, Dad was still very shocked.I don't know what to do "

" jd father ordered you to see for yourself "excuse me father Rakhis..

(in silence I got up and left my parents' room.).

I took off kendaLi, everything I had in mind

this mom just fell asleep, mom couldn't have just left me.

But all this is real.......

my house is crowded with close relatives, I saw my father and Klien from the company that my father and mother went to LoLa..

However... I just stared blankly at the photo of my mother in the room to our family where there was a warmth of laughter, affection, and warm revelations from her.

" Rachish, we're so sorry for your mother's loss "

" we didn't expect you to lose it so soon "

" strengthen your heart for your father, my rakhis "

(in the middle of this crowd there was one voice I really wanted to hear)

" Richis !!!!!! "

" Kai! "

I'm running around to my best friend the only place I want to be at that moment memeLuk and warm my heart..

"ibuuu.. ibuuu.ku Kai she's leaving me "

huaaaaaaaaa.

" yeah I know, there I am a Rakhis, I will not leave you "

" i'm here seLaLu for you "

" let's eat something rakhis, your father called you beLum what you ate since this morning "

" i'm not hungry kai "

" don't be like that, ayokk I'm a bribe, Aaaaa "

Kai is all I need right now.

LaLu when maLam arrived my house felt lonely all the guests were already puLang and my house arrived felt cold and quiet.

" Kai, you stay here for a few days "

" yes uncle I will accompany the rakhis "

and after Kai came to his house I just stayed in my bedroom and never opened the door for anyone.

For days I passed just silent in the bedroom looking at the photo of mother, hoping all was just a dream and I woke up in a pseudo reality.

" Rachish, out of your room, eat with the Rakhis' father "

" you've been in there for 5 days, you don't love me?? let's eat with dad "

"pity of your body, rakhis "

the silence from my room only made me worse off from my home..

but I don't want to get out of my zone of darkness and symptoms of this sadness I feel..

I am like an undead that does not eat, does not sleep just silently staring at the walls of Heaven and crying.

seriate......