Love 2nd

Disillusioned

Khanza and puja finally went puja to take him to the tourist attractions of the lembang area,yes Lembang is indeed very good for sightseeing in addition to the cool air a good view of tourist attractions and complete culinary presented there of course with a very affordable rate makes Lembang a lot of tourist visits on the weekend.

unlike usual Puja who can always melt the atmosphere becomes quiet whether what is in his mind makes Khanza feel awkward finally Khanza ventured to ask that to Puja.

"you why did Ko diem continue from earlier?"

" it's okay za kangen ajah." sighed deeply while holding khanza's hand.

Khanza only fell silent regardless of Puja's speech because he did not know what Puja's attitude meant.

"za here handle." clasped the khanza's hand and placed the khanza's hands on her stomach.

The atmosphere has melted they tell a lot of jokes back and forth laughing and Puja tells Khanza that he will be on leave for college because of the complicated work schedule and Puja's shaky financial circumstances make him have to leave some months there was a bit of disappointment for Khanza because he would not be able to get close again to Puja but he understood the situation might be difficult for Puja so Khanza encouraged and supported every decision that Puja take.Journey to Lembang is quite far not had half the trip heavy rain flushed the city with the swift Khanza and Puja shade on the side of the road and buy a warm drink.Khanza who has an allergy to cold air is quite upset with this situation eventually Khanza just silence and frown.

"sorry za so rich gini show you must be angry yah?" tanya Puja is sorry

"no I'm just a little unwell." lead Khanza

"the rain is very heavy want to continue in no way.?"

"we back ajah kali yah if di continuein tar home terribly late let alone rich weather gini fear there is nothing on the road."

"we're back, but wait for the rain to stop."

after the rain subsided they rushed home and stopped by one of the eating places kablika day had started to dark they stopped by to rest for a moment.Khanza who has allergies began to blush all over his body.

"za you why is your face red so where is the heat of your body, do you hurt?" rubbed Khanza's cheeks and forehead.

"owh it's okay if it's cold I must be gini." lowered his head.

Puja also ordered food and warm drinks for the khanza he also put his jacket on khanza they eat together and occasionally talk about their days on campus,Khanza and puja have not been in college for a long time let alone meet like this.Cold weather breaks their atmosphere Puja wrapped his hands around Khanza's waist.

"emhh.eh my drink where yah cold hunt is not good later." trying to release Puja's hand.

Khanza gulps his drink awkwardly occasionally looking at Puja, Puja just smiles at Khanza's behavior with Khanza's allergy getting worse he sits curled up and Puja hugs Khanza tightly from behind.

" Za I actually like you but I haven't dared to commit to you I can't promise you anything."

"this is what people say they like? real feelings? on date?or what does it mean to be committed?? what do you want??" gerutu khanza in his heart while looking at Puja and just speechless shocked to hear his words.Not until after the daydream Khanza imagined the speech of Puja Khanza lips in his kiss soft and Khanza was increasingly shocked by what happened to him,khanza's tears fell and soaked his cheeks.Puja let go of his embrace and looked at Khanza.

"are you crying za?"

"i've never been rich enough, why did you come to me?" khanza's crying voice also broke. fortunately their dining place was indeed in a small bale-bale design and fairly private.

"you're never really rich? I'm sorry but I don't know I'm sorry." holding khanza's hands and bowing her body touching khanza's.

"what did you mean all this time?"still crying.

"i love you but I can't be with you sorry."

Khanza tried to calm himself and Puja felt guilty for what happened The darker the day they rushed home.

"za sorryin I well I don't mean to hurt you." pulled khanza's hand.

Khanza just silently lowered his head somehow what he felt in his heart especially the allergy that attacked him made Khanza unfazed, he said, Puja held onto both cheeks of Khanza and kissed her forehead Khanza just looked at Puja with a lute then wrapped her hands around Puja's waist hugging Puja and crying, Puja returned her embrace and kissed her lips back gently.

"sorry sorry I don't know what we're gonna do now."

Khanza just silent they rushed away without a word coming out of them until they came home.Khanza cleaned up and daydreamed on his bed thinking about the events of the day

" if he likes me, why can't he commit?is it because of her situation now? he had to go on college leave and his finances were shaky? is it because of that? why he kisses me is not polite, why can't I fight and just be quiet! ach.." Khanza grumbled regretting it all until he fell asleep.