Love [Silver] Perfect

BITTER REALITY

While Steven Lou was racking his brains to remember and guessing where his skateboard was, in the living room, Mrs Lou and Lou Haikuan were having a very serious conversation.

After telling the truth, why Steven Lou was at the bar and drunk. Now the conversation penetrated into the family problems that they had been covering from Steven Lou. Both were so sure that the young man would not come down again, considering that if his mood was bad then he would rather confine himself in the room.

"I was confused how to convey all this to her. I don't want her heart broken because the father she's always proud of isn't as good as she thinks." Lady Lou's voice trembled and raspy as it restrained itself from crying.

At that time, when he heard about the accident that befell the husband, who was in Singapore at the time, Mrs Lou felt her world had collapsed. However, once he arrived at the Lion Country, he would have to face a more painful reality. The fact that makes him think that being hit by the ruins of the world, then dying is much better.

The husband, whom Mrs Lou thought loved her dearly and made her the only woman, was married without the knowledge of her parents long before they met and were betrothed. When knowing all that from the mouth of Mr. Lou who was dying at that time, did not mind Mrs Lou was angry. Great wrath without caring about the condition of Mr. Lou who is already on the threshold. He made whatever he wanted to say, including swearing and cursing.

However, when suddenly a ten-year-old boy entered the room crying, and after being near Mr. Lou who was lying dying the boy sobbed as he said, "Daddy, mommy's gone. Yiehan please, Daddy don't go. Yiehan doesn't want to be alone."

Madame Lou's heart that was like burning was instantly extinguished, and suddenly in her eyes the figure of the boy was transformed into Steven Lou. He also could not bear to see him cry as much as he wanted, while continuing to shake the body of his father who, although still breathing, could not move anymore.

Lady Lou was so angry that she even hated the boy's father and mother. However, her instincts as a mother cannot stay silent when she sees a young child having to endure such great grief. At that time, unconsciously his limp feet slowly stepped over and without saying anything immediately grabbed the boy into a hug.

A moment before exhaling his last breath, Mr. Lou in a soft voice could hardly be heard saying, "Sorry. He doesn't know anything. I beg you to take care of him because he has no one." Later, Lady Lou finds out that the boy's mother is an orphan.

Lady Lou sobbed as she hugged Lou Yiehan, her husband's eldest son with his first wife.

At first she cried because she felt betrayed. However, come to think of it again, she was not the woman whose husband was taken, but rather the other way around. Unknowingly she was the one who had snatched away another woman's husband. But it wasn't his fault. He doesn't know anything.

Even if you continue to defend yourself, any reason is not useful at all. Reality is undeniable, he is the usurper of people's husbands. Yeah, grabbing people's husbands.

After seeing Lou Yiehan, the reason for crying was no longer the same. He no longer felt betrayed, but still his tears spilled from pitying Lou's sons. Two innocent children who have become victims of the depravity of their parents.

And when the husband is gone for good, he cries louder and louder. Even roared, not because it felt sad to lose. He just wanted to cry, cry and cry to spill all the burdens that seemed to stifle the chest. At that time, Lady Lou only hoped that all the lara that settled in the soul would also flow out with her tears.

"Bi."

Lady Lou flinched from the daydream when Lou Haikuan touched the back of her hand. The nephew sat next to him. Gently, the young adult wiped away the tear of the aunt who was already soaring.

"I understand the worry that Auntie is feeling. But, Steven deserves to know the truth, Bi. He should know that his father had another daughter. Faster is better."

Madam Lou's face looked even more tormented. "Haikuan, I'm afraid Steven won't understand. Afraid that he would think his mother had ignored him for the sake of the other child. I just want to act fair. Divide the love equally. However, without me realizing I had been unfair to him."

Lou Haikuan could not bear to see his aunt shed tears. While carrying her into his arms he said, "It's fine. If your aunt can't say it yet, don't force it."

Madam Lou only nodded weakly, unable to say a word. I never thought it would be such a bad day. The day he will lose his only son.

Now he knows. His mother often left and only returned after days not only because of work, but also because there were other children that he had to pay attention to. Her father's son with another woman.

With shaky steps and a feeling of destruction, Steven Lou walked up the stairs again. His eyes were glazed over, but he tried hard so that the glasses would not break.

She didn't want to cry, she was an adult, no longer deserved to cry. However, when his foot reached the top of the stairs, memories from his past just jumped out. There, she again saw her six-year-old self sleeping leaning against the wall while hugging her beloved little bolster.

At that time, he woke up in the middle of the night and did not find his mother beside him. She was afraid of being alone, and therefore desperately came out of the room with the intention of looking for her mother in the room, on the first floor. His little legs stepped quickly, he wanted to meet his mother immediately because solitude seemed gripping and scary.

However, when he got to the stairs he just stood looking at the dark downstairs. Little Steven Lou is so scared of the dark. He did not come down and chose to sit on the top of the stairs while crying out of fear. She was so afraid that she did not dare to make a sound to call. He stayed there until he fell asleep.

The next morning, little Steven Lou woke up on his bed. He was happy to think that the mother had moved. However, when they asked the servants, they said that his mother suddenly had to leave last night. Steven Lou is disappointed and sad because when tomorrow comes mother does not return, and so on the next day again, mother still has not returned.

Just calling to ask me the news. After not knowing how long the day had passed, the mother finally came home. Steven Lou was happy, his cheerful smile back. For about two weeks she enjoyed being with her mother and then she left again.

So on until Steven Lou gets used to it. At those times, Lou Haikuan would often come and stay overnight to accompany him. Small things, but it is a happiness for the little one who always feels lonely.

Lou Haikuan always said that his mother went to work. So, he can't be angry. Little Steven Lou was very sweet and obedient, listening to and obeying every advice of his older cousin. Slowly and surely, she became closer to him than her mother. In the end, the mother was at home or not, no longer important as long as there was Lou Haikuan with her.

Given all that, Steven Lou is heartbroken. He's sobbing a little. The glass that dammed the two small wells in the eye finally cracked, then broke apart spilling fluid that was no longer able to be held. Now he remembered, from that night slowly and surely he felt the loss of a mother figure.

With a rumbling anger in his chest, Steven Lou stared at the photo of his father hanging on the wall of the stairs. Hates. He hates her so much. Hate it, because he's a descendant of that son of a bitch.

According to his anger, Steven Lou pulled the photo with the beautifully carved wooden frame from where it was hung, then slammed it on the floor until the glass shattered into pieces, as he now felt.

"Bag motherfucker! I hate you!"

Lou Haikuan and Lady Lou were aghast. After briefly exchanging glances, immediately rushed out of the family room. Arriving below the stairs the two were flabbergasted to witness Steven Lou going on a rampage, destroying all the photos hanging on the staircase wall.

"Fake! All fake! Why should I be born in a falsehood?!Ahhhhhh!!"

Steven Lou slammed the last photo while roaring. After which, it ran down the stairs, without caring about the pain as something sharp pierced the soles of its feet. He continued to run even though Lou Haikuan was trying to prevent. The sound of wailing the mother when calling him while crying was not ignored

Steven Lou kept running out of the house leaving a trail of blood on the floor that made Lou Haikuan and Madam Lou panic. The two ran in pursuit, but only saw the young man grab a shoe from a shelf, then dart out of the fence.

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