Looking for my Ribs

because I can

suddenly a woman opens the door of Aji's study room with a flat face she walks closer to Aji while Aji just looks at the woman's face without expression because in her mind she can already guess what reason is make the woman act like that

" what news is this Ji" said Lintang who was sitting in front of Aji with a face full of anger

" it's my decision, maybe only in this way can I calm down" Aji responded

" yes but, what this will not disturb the relationship between loe and Bhinneka" lintang complained

" i'm sure this won't ruin our friendship but I also need time to erase my feelings, and I'd better leave" Aji explained

" but what should be so far away," asked Lintang

" yes if I don't stay away I'm afraid I'm going to make Bhinneka stay away from me"

" ok I give up persuading loe to survive but I ingetin although far communication we have to keep connected" pinta Lintang

" yes, just calm down, and my flight is about malem, so I don't seem to have time to attend the reception, and here I have a letter please give to the bride, ok" Aji handed over a letter to Lintang and Lintang received it,

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one of the halls in RINDA hotel

yusuf and Bhinneka reception event went smoothly, the hall decoration is so beautiful makes the atmosphere more beautiful, on the sidelines of the Lintang event trying to gather his friends to capture the happy monen,,

" i have not seen Aji since" said Sammuel

" yes I am too," replied Dika, The star who heard also approached the two men,,

" if you want to know the reason better now you shut up ok" said Lintang and Dika with Sammuel was just looking at each other with question marks but the feeling they immediately put away so as not to make this beautiful event should be disturbed

the event also took place with happiness and excitement, after various sessions of the event took place the closing event after the closing speech time for the throwing of a bridal bouquet that was so much awaited by aleh the hadurin ,the guests and some relatives went home after the event,

with a slow step mother Rita approached the two brides while smiling happily

" well, the show is finished now you go to a special room that your mother and sister have prepared ok" said Rika mother while handing over the room key,Yusuf and Bhinneka also responded to mother's words with a happy nod to hold back the awkwardness of a little shame,but when the three friends of Bhinneka say goodbye and say congratulations accompanied by prayers for the newlyweds Bhinneka without realizing a little confused why Aji did not attend the happy event,was there any mistake he made that Bhinneka thought, Joseph tried to interpret what his wife was daydreaming about,

when Joseph was about to resuscitate Bhinneka suddenly Lintang approached Joseph and Lintang thrust a letter to make Joseph a little astonished

" this, "not yet had Joseph continue his words Lintang immediately voiced out

" read later after the bride's room, I hope this will not make the night dark happy brother," said Lintang who immediately left without command steps followed by Dika, Dika,Indi and Sammuel, while Joseph hid the letter in his pocket

" Bhinn, why do you" asked Yusuf to reveal his wife

" uh,e,, no kok kak, maybe just a skill" Bhinneka tried to hide her thoughts

" let's go to the room, do I need to carry" Yusuf teased a little

" no need ah, I'm ashamed to know brother" with a slightly embarrassed face Bhinneka replied, then Yusuf and Bhinneka also took the elevator to the special room that Rika's mother talked about earlier

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halu cafe

" so Aji has always liked Bhinneka" said Indi with a slightly screaming tone that made some visitors turn his head

" sssshtt do not shout dong" said Lintang

" what to say again, if not a soul mate can not unite" Lintang tried to neutralize the mood of his three friends

Dika tried to calm his wife Indi's heart while Sammuel who had been silent staring at the menu paper in front of him suddenly made a sound

" so he left without saying goodbye to us"

" yes he said he was afraid his heartache would open again if we get to know the reason he did not come earlier" Lintang tried to explain even though in his heart he was confused to be honest or slightly cover up what he already knew

after Indi, Dika and Sammuel understood on the reason Aji acted like that they went home, the Star who was a little sad then walked closer to Aji's office door

" Ji come out" said Lintang

" i'm sorry Lin I made you have to lie a little, and sorry justin myself, better now you go home besuk you there is a morning flight right" Aji tried to release his best friend from the test of his life

" well if it wants to loe, it's been me saying goodbye first and hopefully the journey will be smooth and there you will be given happiness by God" Lintang finally walked home

Aji who had been sitting behind the door tried to reflect on the test she was facing,after a few minutes he stood up and took his bag and suitcase Aji out of the room there were several employees waiting for him at the front door,Aji walked up to them to explain his departure and introduce the person in charge of his cafe when he was not there, after the breakup Aji also boarded the car that was waiting for him in front of the cafe,the car also walked towards the airport, the driver who saw his employer was silent while staring out the window could only be silent, he said,

" i'm sure I'm up for this test" Aji murmured in heart **

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bridal room

Yusuf and Bhinneka, who had finished cleaning, sat side by side on a chair near the balcony of the room, with Joseph slowly making a sound

" Bhinn do you regret accepting me to be your husband" asked Joseph

" sister said what the hell" Bhinneka was a little surprised

" yes, you've run out of it like holding doubts, actually what the hell is going on" clearly Yusuf and Bhinneka who heard her husband's words just said an apology and bowed their head suddenly there was a letter in front of his eyes

" what is this sister" Bhinneka tried to venturately ask

" The latitude that gives and maybe with this can remove your doubts on the decision you have chosen" explained Yusuf slowly and calmly,,Bhinneka also received the letter and opened it terlihst a piece of paper and then he took it out as he tried to read the paper, Yusuf embraced Bhinneka as if ready to accept the sadness that his wife would feel, and then he took it out,Bhinneka also read slowly the neat writing did not miss Yusuf a little glance to find out what really happened

***happy new bride,,,

the first is that the newlyweds will be a family that is very happy, warohmah, aamiin

make Bhinneka thanks for this has been a good friend for me, I honestly confused where to start to express a taste that should never be expressed, I was told,but if I stay long it might just be a gap Satan corrupts the faith

Bhinn honestly I love you more than a bond of friendship since we first met but I realize our bond can never be more than friendship,therefore I try to let go of this feeling because I want you to be happy with what is destined for you

and make brother Yusuf sorry if I am a little presumptuous to state what I should keep secret, but as a man I hope brother Yusuf can understand what this writing is about

I hope that Joseph and Bhinneka will be able to pass through this new life that God has given with love of happiness

then when the test comes, may you pass it by staying in the way of God and remaining recognized by the bonds of love and compassion

oh yes maybe when you read my bad writing I was sleeping on a plane to France so I hope when we meet later I hope to see the children of righteousness and righteousness right next to you ok***

tears came out,,,