Long Wait's

About Kania

The day before graduation ....

No one knows, the relationship Kania and Nafis actually have been graceful since three months ago, only Kania did not tell it to her best friends, Cazy and Regina. Often times anyone questions her relationship with Nafis, Kania will answer 'good', smiling. The joy that he showed at school was fake, Kania's mind was haunted by questions about Nafis attitude that changed 360°.

Nafis are now irritable, like to organize, and have even accused Kania of duplicity behind her for unreasonable reasons. It then triggered a quarrel Kania and Nafis, resulting in their lost contact until now, but their relationship is still intertwined.

Because of that, Kania so did not focus on learning that had an impact on his declining test scores, but fortunately no one noticed.

Right on the night before graduation day, two hours of Kania's growing age. Kania, who has been providing tarts with candles in the shape of eighteen figures, continues to stare at the phone, hoping Nafis still remember about his special day even though their relationship is not okay.

Until two hours passed, another second the day changed, there was no sign of Breath reaching him. Kania lit a candle to be ready to be blown. Then, look back at the phone screen. Unfortunately, the status of the activity of Breath on the chat page does not provide certainty. In fact, when was the last time the man was active was not emblazoned. Kania finally resigned.

The day had changed, the class group immediately gave Kania congratulations. Kania smiles warmly, she is grateful to have a compact classmate and attention to him.

While replying to dozens of birthday messages that entered on his phone, suddenly from an unknown email sent him a link that if pressed directly led Kania to a web page.

Apparently it's a happy birthday card link. Kania's cheeks expanded, the corner of her eyes to display her happy cupping wrinkles.

The greeting card was originally in the form of a 2-dimensional house that only appears from the front side only, has paint a variety of pastel colors. The house is inside a frame that has a white background. Animated shot of the house was approaching, up to the brown wooden door, there is the inscription 'click in'. Kania pressed him to make the door open and display the contents of the house in which there are many frames of Kania's photo, and on one side of the wall there is a greeting, Happy Birthday 18th, Kania. All the best on your birthday.

(Happy Birthday to the 18th, Kania. All good things happen on your birthday).

There is an animation of gas balloons with various colors floating on the left-right side of the wall, there is also a table on which there is a pink two-story tar cake.

Kania is like being invited to explore the 2-dimensional room. Unconsciously the water suddenly fell in the corner of his eyes, he was moved by the shock 'Nafis' gave him.

Yes, he believes that anonymous gmail must belong to Nafis.

His instincts towards Nafis' new attitude go too far, Kania shyly admits this, but honestly as a Kania woman suspects Nafis has become duplicitous. Kania actually did not want to believe that instinct, but the so-called instinct, no matter how hard he tried to brush it off, continued to stick to the nerves of his brain and control his mind.

Kania regretted having assumed a no-no to Nafis. Then, when finished making a tour of the 2-dimensional house under the guise of a birthday card, Kania immediately sent a message to Nafis.

There are dozens of messages from him that are not reciprocated, even seen by Nafis, but Kania ignores it, he only focuses on what he wants to tell Nafis about the special greeting card.

Kania Lestari

Thanks, yeah. I love the greeting cards you send. Also ... I'm actually embarrassed to say this, I wanted to apologize before I thought nothing of you. I was embarrassed but had to admit this, actually after our fight that day I got a feeling that you were cheating on me. Sorry, yeah, sorry. I hope you understand and thank you for getting your gift.

In spite of his joy, he even watched the animation again, ignoring some of the greeting messages from people who knew him.

An hour passed, finally Nafis was active also when Kania watched the animation somehow for the tenth time.

Breath Message in. With a feeling of pleasure Kania immediately opened the chat page.

Breath

Greeting card?

Instead of apologizing first for his behavior that ignored Kania's message, he immediately questioned the matter that made Kania frown.

Kania Lestari

Yes, the greeting card you sent in Gmail, I love it.

Breath

I have no sending greeting cards.

Drag

Kania's heart immediately beat violently after feeling the loud throb just now in her chest. Also, the word 'gw'. Why does Nafis change their style of speech? Still in shock, Kania did not immediately reply to Nafis' message, she still digested Nafis' message just now.

One message from Nafis came in again. The message this time made Kania's heart beat violently, his eyes bulged and slowly let out tears after reading it.

Breath

Kania's vibrating hand moved quickly to turn off the phone, she threw the origin of her phone, then cried inside the blanket. I could have Nafis say that.

Amidst the silence and darkness, there was only the sound of Kania crying, and another speck of candlelight that was extinguished for a second as his axis burned out. As a result, the surface of the tar cake that was originally pink turned white by candles.

Initially, Kania's crying sound only sounded like a small cry, but a few seconds immediately turned into a loud and heavy cry.

On this special day, only Nafis and her friends could hope for speech. One of them ruined his happiness.

Then, how are Kania's parents? This is the reason why Kania is so very bucin to Nafis, because the relationship between Kania and her family is not good. Kania has a twin brother who currently lives with his parents, unlike the solitary cania in kos-kososan

Kania is not from a family that is, but his life is increasingly unfair because the treatment he got with his twin brother is different. Since childhood his brother was treated special, what his brother wanted must be obeyed by his parents, even though they were not from a family that could be said to be able to realize anything they wanted.

While Kania, none of his requests were granted, 'they' just always say later, later and later, but never materialized. Until finally Kania got used to it. His always restrained ego piles up, to dare to make decisions that he did not let his parents interfere.

Kania asks to separate from his family when he has stepped on the 1st grade of High School. It was not approved by his father, but because Kania's mentality has been formed very strong, he dared to fight his father's words with a loud voice, while his mother was silent. The 40-year-old woman agreed Kania was separated from them.

But, for some reason Kania's father is a little different, he is adamant not to let Kania break away from the family. Even for the first time, Kania's father said, "Kania's my son, she can't go far from me."

Kania who heard that instead of leaking even chuckled, then replied. "I'm not your son, your son is just Kefan. I was never considered to be in this house, so what use was I to stay here for? All I got was the pain of liking to be compared and now that I'm big enough, I dare to stay alone. Alone's better at keeping me mentally sane."

At that time Kania really did not feel the bond between the family, until he was sure to separate himself.

Finally because of Kania's selfishness that can not be resisted and her immunity against her father's ban, Kania chose to run away and sure enough none of the people she called family struggled to find her.

Kania has to finance herself by working part-time after school until late at night.

This is what Kania hates when she is sad, it should be on this special day that she is happy, but suddenly she remembers her family. Suddenly recalling their mistreatment of Kania, and suddenly Kania remembers how tired she struggled living alone. This provoked her cries to make a louder voice.

Not only did Kania fail in her family, she failed in romance, and failed to maintain her standing as a strong independent woman. Her crying made her realize, however she was still a weak woman. Kania admitted, Kania is tired of living this life.

Of all that has happened, will Kania be able to live her life after the departure of Nafis?

The only person who knows how to live.

Is there only human breath in this world? Don't be cheap, Kania. Kania screamed in her heart.

Kania became aware, all this time he was just begging for attention from Nafis because of the lack of attention from his parents. Kania also only uses Nafis to relieve his fatigue. He has no right to be angry at Nafis, it is natural that if the nature of Nafis changes, if he is tired of Kania.

The resentment that had originally spilled on Breath now turned to itself. Realizing that, making Kania's cries slowly subside, all that was left was the sound of breathing and sighing.

Kania came out of the blanket with a staggering path to his cellphone which he had thrown. The power button he presses slowly while regretting having thrown his phone, fortunately it is still on.

There are three messages, from Nafis, Cazy and Regina.

The first message he saw from Nafis, which contained a call to end their relationship. It then again made Kania's cry break. Although selfish to make Nafis a place of salvation, but from the bottom of his heart he really loved the man.

Only Nafis knows how difficult it is to live to this day, only Nafis always accompany her loneliness, but. Inevitably Kania must be sincere and learn to get used to living without someone beside her.

Her crying that had changed faltered began to subside. Kania walks towards the kitchen to get a glass of water to drink, then with trembling hands Kania sends Cazy and Regina a message about her relationship with Nafis, at the same time ask them to pick him up to go with graduation later.

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