Living Again in Naruto World

author's vent

guys...author would like to confide you call the author aja that is the name of the author and no one knows

here the author wants to talk about the author's life ,I've been the pendem of this story until now the age of 13 years I never get affection from parents sya because they went out of town when she just entered paud until the age of 6 the year they never saw the sya, when sick and when the sya oprasi at that time they did not go home, they did not go home,and at that time I was thought not to know that they want to take care of divorce papers when Iru already understand what divorce is. his heart was broken yet dapet affection from them they were separated and at that time he was taken care of with child custody in court. sya resistant nagis see the father of the same mother sya separated and I do not know what the problem is there sya mother fought sya, and finally she fell in the foster of the mother sya.

sya guess sya will be happy but shad wrong after the court custody of her mother's children abroad and she in living with her grandfather there sad sya sya just want affection from people old sya but will not sya dapet trus when sya class 1 to sya mother come home and bring new papa for sya.sya happy but happy it was destroyed when she had another child aka sister sya the female.since then not considered and sya mother just take care of sister sya until papa sya also mintak divorce same ibusya.

she is sad because she does not get affection and is also neglected. at that time I was trying to be smart and the results were good I was smart but it did not change the reality of the life of the deregarded.and when the 3rd grade as a mother married again the same father who was into the 3 they had a son sya seneng had a sister at that time and forgot the dearest sya trus mother sya say gini

"******(real name of the sya that is closed).you follow the grandfather yes mother same father will live in the other house there"

his heart felt torn into thousands of kebing sya in told to follow grandfather and they are happy with their family until they forget sya. since then I have a very opposite nature smiling in front but that smile is a mask to cover the pain of my heart that often cries in the room locking the door and hiding in the closet she was covered with the same mask from grade 3 to grade 6 on the school farewell day.

the time when the person who thinks I exist has left me forever is my grandfather who takes care of sya from childhood alone without a grandmother because my grandmother was gone when she was 1 year old....I could not bear to cry and scream and say in my heart

"why god why am I not the one who goes I am the one who is not in view of his existence why did you take the one I love"he said as he screamed to strip away

and now when the 2nd grade I am so stupid to get the attention of my mother. yes, I often get attention from the mother sya who scolded the bad value of sya (for sure you think that anger means love but not for sya mommy angry and blame sya because it is considered a family disgrace)

the value of sya continues to plummet until the mother said

"one more time your grades drop you pack your stuff away from here and don't let me your mother, it's hard for me to pay for your school but this is the reason you reply with a failing value drop"said the mother sya who was re-ulan

there she held back crying not because of being scolded but there she said *DON'T ANGAP ME YOUR MOTHER AND YOU WON'T I ANGAP MY SON*

after her mother went to the room and cried she wondered if she was a child,is it not worth it because I want to kill myself but I am afraid of blood so I am not so suicidal pitula cause mood author is sometimes good but most mood writers are bad

thank you already read the author's curses and please review the author because the author only has you author never whose name has a friend so the author can only vent through this work sorry the author must be up tomorrow but not for now the author's heart still hurts because the last word that makes the new author drop was said earlier