
Slowly the old wounds he had covered began to re-stir. This is not what he really wanted. Nor does it mean that he wants to avoid unfinished problems. He only wanted to face it when his heart was really strong. Not as it is now. When his heart was still covered with wounds.
"Alvin's back and I think you know who he's back to" said Fikri and sighed harshly.
Hearing what was said by Fikri made Adam's emotions peak instantly. While Deni, he can still control his emotions.
"Yes I know it in sosmed" said Ayna flat as if not care when her mind is now flogging. And Fikri just nodded.
"If I had met lo Ay first" Inner Fikri
They can only guess what will happen.
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After his conversation with Fikri a few days ago. Making Adam more determined to propose Ayna after she graduated later. Certainly not without reason he hastened his wedding plans. Adam wanted to treat the wound that still gives pain in his heart.
Their engagement also took place on mutual agreement. Although Ayna had never discussed her relationship further but Adam knew that Ayna did not want to give hurt if they were together later.
Yes, Adam's words to Ayna's friends at that time were a lie. A lie that might come true. To be honest Adam was happy to be Ayna's fiancee but there was a fear that made him doubt his decision.
Adam was really afraid that Ayna would fall back. For him to let Ayna along with Alvin was his biggest mistake. But that doesn't mean it's only his fault with Ayna. There are many other mistakes. What he did not know was whether his mistakes could be forgiven or not.
He did not intend to cover up his mistake. But maybe next time he'll tell Ayna.
On the other hand, someone is smiling while looking at the photo in his hand. That person was so impatient to meet someone very special. Even he hastened his departure to meet the man and proclaim a truth.
The truth about the events of a few years ago that he kept to himself. The truth that makes a person worse off. Maybe this truth is not a happy thing but he still has to convey it. So that no one gets hurt by it.
Keeping him alone made him feel depressed. Sometimes he has to accept the harsh reality. If the person waiting for the news must undergo treatment because his health is declining.
He had wanted to see her for a long time. But there are many things he has to do. Because it's not easy to meet him. And a lot of people are after it. He had to protect her from far away. Although it was difficult, he still did it. Because it was a promise to someone.
Although there will be unpleasant events, he is still determined to convey it. He doesn't care what's going to happen.
Tonight the wind blows hard. Inside the room a teenage girl was looking at a picture of a man for whom the reason had changed. He rubbed the photo and could not feel his tears.
“I miss you” said the girl.
“If you were still here, I wouldn't feel lonely” he continued.
The girl revealed all her complaints to the photo, as if the person in the photo could listen to her. The loss he felt still hurt his heart. The figure who was the crutch of all his troubles, the figure who became the spiritist had left. He really lost. Even then he had to be rushed to the hospital because of too many thoughts.
After a long time with the photo, he decided to go to sleep. Because the clock has been showing late at night. That's the habit before going to bed to tell everything about the figure in the photo. Although only a photo but it can make you feel calmer. It felt like his weight was lifted.
In the morning he woke up because someone was knocking on the door of his room very hard.
“KAK WOY WAKES UP CEPETAN AT NOON, NOW MONDAY” shouted Daniel
“KALO LO LATE IS NOT MY FAULT YA” HE CONTINUED.
“IYA IYA IEDAH WAKE UP BAWEL” shouted Ayna while waking up and went to the bathroom and get ready to go to school.
After he finished preparing he quickly went down almost he fell if he could not balance himself.
“Yes kak” said Elina surprised.
“Almost you fell. So be careful dong and do not have to run-lari” continued Elina intensified.
“Iya sorry ya mommy babe”ucap Ayna.
“Where is ma?” ask Ayna.
“Papa has departed from earlier because there was a meeting so hurry to go” said Elina.
“Yahhh keep me how dong?” ask Ayna.
“You leave the same ade you aja” said Elina.
“Eitsss will not ma later if ade nganterin first brother Daniel late ma” said Daniel refused.
“lagian wrong sister also sok kok rich dead” ledek Daniel.
“Hussss can not talk rich so de” said Elina advised.
“Hmmm yes sorry ma kak” said Daniel lirih.
“Iya, next time can not talk rich so again yes de, not good” said Elina. Daniel also nodded.
“Ya has Daniel lift ya ma telat” pamit Daniel.
“Yahh keep Kent how dong ma?” ask Ayna.
“Ya let mama anter you today” said Elina.
“Wait a minute, mommy take her car keys” said Elina. Then went and took the car keys in his room.
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