Livelines

Livelines
Little Heart



The living room was tense for Ladira, after helping Winda prepare a dish in the form of drinks and some snacks, the two immediately joined in approaching Zayan and Gean who were chatting. I don't know what they're talking about so there's no friendly expression between father and son.


"Why tell us to come here now ma?" Tanya Gean opened the conversation.


Winda glanced at her husband who only chose to be silent, "um, gini. Tomorrow the plan is for mom to go out of town first about 3 days, so after we go home, mama asks you guys are ready to go together to London."


Gean frowned, "why are we going to London?" Ask Gean.


"Papa want to give up the company for you to manage," replied Zayan suddenly.


"Why in London? Gean wants to be here," he refused.


Zayan had expected that his son would answer so. "You're going to stay here and just have to manage it from home" Zayan explained, leaving Gean a little relieved.


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It was very late and the clock showed at 01:00 in the morning. Gean and Ladira are forced to spend the night and they are already in Gean's room.


Time slowly went by, but Gean and Ladira's eyes were both unable to close. After having a light conversation with Winda who had been to their room and handed something over, the two could only remain silent.


Flashbacks


Gean, Ladira and Winda sat together on the sofa that was available in the room. The three were talking about school and many other things that invited laughter that made them a little entertained.


"Hm, mama became jealous of friends who already nimang grandson." Silence, the two couples were silent after the Winda speech made them speechless.


"Well, it's late at night, mingan mamah sleep is tomorrow already about to leave," said Gean diverted the conversation.


Winda nodded. It was also true what Gean said just now.


"Gean, you come with me for a while to the kitchen. For Ladira, you wear whatever's in this Tote bag, okay." Strange, before Winda came out, he smiled to himself after handing the Tote bag over to Ladira.


Now that Ladira was alone in the room, she sat on the bed and checked what the bag she had just given her, Ladira had to check and put it on immediately.


"What. What the hell is this shirt?" Pekik Ladira when he saw a model of clothes that lack materials in his hands.


Alright, Ladira already knew what the Vinda meant to hand the thing over to him.


It's been almost half an hour that the room is open. The sound of lightning began to sound loudly accompanied by the thundering rain. The girl was already lying on the bed, enveloping her cold body due to the changing air temperature as the rain fell.


Chequelek


Just as Ladira was already asleep, the man finally came and threw his body on the bed.


"Hot skirt," muttered Gean who then opened the black t-shirt he was wearing.


His hand wanted to grab the AC remote, but he saw that Ladira might get even colder if he turned on the AC.


"Damn, must be the work of mama," said Gean, as soon as he saw what the contents of the Tote he handed to Ladira earlier. Vinda's plan fails Ladira, but not for Gean who is even foolishly trapped by chocolate milk, which used to be usually ready for Gean before going to bed.


The man was pacing back and forth with a body that was getting wet with sweat. Gean's eyes were diverted as Ladira moved and unconsciously fixated on the girl.


"****, hold..hold!" Snarled. Gean chooses to get out of the room, but should Winda's plan succeed in trapping him, locked in the room.


"Well, open the door!" Gean shouted irresistibly, making Ladira instantly wake up.


The girl sat down and looked in annoyance at Gean, "don't yell!" Said Ladira who raised his voice, because of the sound of the rain getting heavier.


Deg


"L-o why?" Tanya Ladira ventured.


Instead of answering, Gean approached and Ladira quickly ran towards the bathroom.


Damnit. Not yet had the girl opened the door, Gean's hand had already restrained and cornered Ladira.


Gean's face approached and began to launch his action. While Ladira had tried to rebel, but his strength was defeated by Gean who had now tightened their bodies so that Ladira could not go anywhere.


"Ge-hmm, seelinh," raced Ladira with a faltering breath. Gean had been playing with his lips for a long time, but there was no intention for Gean to stop, making Ladira's breath almost gone.


The man again attacked Ladira's neck, without realizing Ladira instead looked up to make Gean easily play there.


As hypnotized, inexplicably Ladira this time felt comfortable and sometimes reciprocated the treatment that Gean gave him. Until Gean had brought Ladira to the bed, and that's where their minds no longer think, about all the problems that have been preventing the two from doing something, and then they did not think, not as long as a married couple.


Darr


Brug


Ladira's breath was panting, a pertir voice resuscitated his mind. Gean who was mastering Ladira immediately fell beside the girl. It hasn't got to the point yet but it has to stop halfway.


Ladira wrapped her innocent body inside the blanket, her tears suddenly flowing slightly from the corner of the eye.


"Lo said that, you forgot to promise. I'm not ready, I don't want to gini first," said Ladira who turned his back on Gean.


"Sorry," muttered Gean who was also lying on his back to Ladira. Now he must again be tormented, holding something back until morning.


Back to this moment, where Ladira's eyes still could not be closed at all. His plain body which only had a blanket, made Ladira cold. Moreover, Gean who had been unable to stay still through the movement of the bed that constantly made Ladira dizzy himself.


The girl ventured to turn her head and immediately turned around, her eyes were caught alkaline by Gean who was apparently watching her from behind.


There was a bit of guilt and heartlessness when she saw the listless Gean, did Ladira have to give her husband that right now?


His mind was always branched when considering many things.


It's nothing, but Ladira is just afraid of making Danael hurt. What if Ladira gets pregnant? How was school and all her dreams?


A few minutes still silent, Ladira strengthened his decision.


The girl turned to face Gean who closed her eyes. Persistent sweating comes out and soaks the body, which makes the breath blow irregularly.


"Ge, you can continue."


Hearing a soft voice hit his sense of hearing, Gean opened his eyes and looked at Ladira. "Lo, what the hell is that?" Gean asked, because really if he did not hear Ladira's voice so clearly because of the sound of rain.


Ladira approached and briefly kissed Gean's cheek. The man was stunned, staring at Ladira in disbelief. His body again reacted uncomfortably even if it was just a kiss on his cheek that Ladira gave.


"Take what is your, tonnage" Ladira replied.


A faint smile rose on the man's lips, and he was pleased, for if Ladira were to give up her crown, Ladira could receive Gean slowly.


The sound of the rain getting heavier, became a witness where both of them did not sleep tonight. Perhaps this was the most beautiful night for Gean, which he would never forget.


Ladira did not know whether his decision was right or not, but surely his little heart said that this was the right decision. Like what his mother said before. Listen to his little heart if Ladira is in a confused state of having to choose which one, even if the decision will probably bring a little trouble, but Ladira is convinced that the problem will also lead him to the answers he has been asking about the purpose he lived the days like now and so on.


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