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24 - Ririn

“I don't want to know. Anyway, you have to take my wedding day off. You should come. Point. No rebuttal.”

I let out a loud sigh hearing Meta's voice across the phone.

Already from a few months ago, Meta warned me to come to his wedding next week.

But I don't seem too ready. Either I'm not ready or I'm just running from my past.

“Alright, I'll come.” I said to Meta.

I turned off the phone with the meta. I sighed while staring blankly at my phone.

After moving from Pelita High School, I decided not to be curious or not want to find out about Bima.

I also avoid Meta and Alin.

But after graduating high school, I accidentally met Dimas. I told Dimas to keep my whereabouts a secret from Meta and Alin.

Dimas.

After graduating high school I decided to take a flight attendant school. I don't know what kind of wind made me decide to be a flight attendant.

I met Meta a few years ago, on one of those flights where I was one of the flight attendants.

You know your own mouth Meta, Meta immediately frenzied Alin.

I realized, Meta and Alin are my best friends in High School, although not too long we are one school, we are still friends.

Every accidental encounter with Dimas, Meta, and Alin, the one thing that always put emphasis on them.

I don't want to hear anything about Bima, whatever it is.

I can't believe it's been almost 10 years I haven't moved on from Bima.

Suddenly I felt a tremendous pain in my stomach.

Whatisthis? Did my maag relapse? My inner.

I picked up the phone and searched for a name on my phone.

“Halo, Dimas. Where are you?” ask me about Dimas.

“I'm still in the office. Why, Rin?” tanya Dimas across the phone.

“Maagku relapsed again it seems, my car is in the workshop. I thought you were back in the apartment. Yasudah, I took a taxi aja.” I said to Dimas.

Dimas and I were in an apartment building, just a few floors apart.

“Rini is out of town anyway. If there is him I can ask him for help.” Dimas.

Don't expect too much romance between me and Dimas. We're just friends now.

Even Dimas already has a woman of his own choice, his name is Rini, my high school friend after moving from Pelita High School.

“If there's Rini, of course I'll call her first.”

Dimas laughed at my words, “True too. You just take a taxi. I'll pick you up later.”

“Oke, thanks, Dim. It's not wrong to introduce you to my friend. You are the best.”

I then turned off my phone and picked up the jacket on one of the hangers on the wall.

I then went down to the bottom floor and called a taxi to the hospital.

But when I just set foot in the hospital, the pain in my stomach was unbearable.

But I keep trying to move my legs. But it seems like my body reached its limit.

I felt my vision blurred and my vision darkened.

***

I opened my eyes slowly, I turned to the corner of the room, this is not my room.

I tried to sit down, my eyes then caught the infusion that was in my right hand.

I immediately realized the situation, it seemed like I fainted earlier.

I heard Dimas's voice from outside the room.

Looks like I'm calling Rini. My inner.

I opened the door of the room and immediately my blood sighed.

Of course, no matter how hard I dodge, times like this will come.

The moment I met Bima.

Bima stood in front of me. I can feel the shock of Bima.

I looked at Bima with a sad look, Bima was very mature, and had achieved the dream she wanted.

But I died lice, when Bima was about to walk closer, I called Dimas instead.

Dimas seemed to know what was on my mind.

He then walked into the room and closed the door.

“You all right?” ask Dimas.

I was still standing while holding my chest that was pounding very hard, without me noticing my tears falling.

Yeah, I haven't even forgotten Bima yet. When I was faced with Bima like that, the wall I had built over the years collapsed unceasingly.

Dimas sighed and patted me on the shoulder, “Cry as much, Rin. Finally after a long time, the fake shield you made collapsed.”

Unexpectedly, my momentary meeting with Bima when I was in High School would make me this broken.

The relationship that many people say still love monkeys, but I've considered Bima too much.

I love Bima too much. I've missed him.

***

I looked at Dimas who was calling someone. Dimas is in my apartment.

The plan, Dimas and I will invite Rini to attend the marriage contract Meta and Rio.

But suddenly, Dimas said Rini couldn't seem to come with us.

Not long after, Dimas hung up his phone and walked up to me.

“Dim, how? Rini where?” ask me about Dimas.

“Rini said late, Rin. He said he didn't have to pick her up. He'll be next later.” Dimas.

I nodded my head, “Once, we move now yuk. Later we even have time to see the marriage contract Meta and Rio.”

Dimas nodded his head. The two of you then walk towards the apartment parking lot and board Dimas' car.

Dimas then drove his car through the city streets.

It seems that we are both unlucky. Meta and Rio's marriage contract has just been completed.

I spread my eyes across the room. That's when my eyes saw Alin's whereabouts.

I walked straight to him.

“Yeah, the schedule is done?” I said as I approached Alin and Bagas.

But I was surprised to see the man sitting next to Alin.

A milkyo? My inner.

I mourn my fate, Dimas was idling the phone, so I went into the building first.

I weigh in, should I sit next to Bima? But it won't be good for my heart health.

Should I sit in a chair with him? But it would not be polite.

That's when my savior came. Dimas walked over from behind me and sat down beside Bima.

I let out a sigh of relief. I can avoid Bima a little.

Just like any other wedding.

After the meeting, there was a wedding reception. Invitational guests gradually filled the hall.

I got up from my seat.

“Where are you, Rin?” ask Dimas.

“To toilet bentar.” My speech.

Dimas just nodded his head, my eyes stole a glance at Bima.

The man looked at me with a difficult gaze.

I walked towards the toilet and looked at myself in the mirror.

You are so stupid, Rin. It's this old, but you haven't been able to move one from Bima. My inner.

I spent some time in the toilet. I'm not ready to meet Bima yet.

But when I came out of the toilet, I met someone I wanted to avoid.

I held the pounding in my chest as hard as I could, that's when I decided to walk and leave Bima.

Suddenly, one of my hands was held by Bima.

“Ah, forgive me.” He said while taking off the grip on my hand.

“What are your activities now Rin?” ask Bima.

“I work at one of the airlines, brother. I'm a stewardess.” My words answered Bima's question.

After that, I wasn't even too focused on what I said, or what I heard.

Suddenly from a distance came the voice of a girl, “Papaa!”

I looked towards that voice.

I immediately gasped when I saw the little boy hugging Bima.

I feel stupid for my own feelings.

Of course Bima is married to Nadin, the woman who is in line for Bima.

I feel so stupid. I still love men who have been men's husbands.

Look at the little girl who is smiling at me right now. This girl looks a lot like Nadin.

Instantly my heart broke.

I immediately walked away from Bima and the little girl. I didn't even heed the little girl's question.

I just feel so devastated.

To be continued...