
"Huh-uh!" kim Min-soo grumbled, barely thirty minutes after her brother left the room. "Why does Eonni always like to piss me off? You are insensitive!"
Kim Min-soo looks up at the ceiling. The golden yellow light from the LED light is not a barrier. The light that was actually quite dazzling to the eyes even more made his mind turbulent. The shadows of those memories were revealed again. It caused him to have to exhale for a long time.
Kim Nami, I'm sorry. Eonni apologized. Eonni didn't mean it that way. Just kidding.
Kim Min-soo's tears begin to drip. His index finger wiped away a drop-two of tears. His nose is starting to feel slumped. Those memories of five years ago made his stuff harder. Although in front of his brother, he seemed evasive, actually he really regretted his actions. But that's human. People often feel the pride to admit their mistakes. It was as if by admitting a mistake, it had dropped their self-esteem and made them into a loser. As a result, what happens more is the transfer of errors. Mutual blame.
Until now, Kim Min-soo felt sorry for the boyband formed by YG Entertainment. Until now, he has not been honest with his parents that the wrong thing is not G-Dragon, and friends. No, they're not the ones who're wrong. Wrong is she, the short-haired girl with the most beautiful dimples in the Korean Peninsula.
If only he hadn't mentioned his sister's sexual orientation that felt strange in his eyes, if only he hadn't lied about the audition, if only he had been straightforward that all that was said was just a joke, if only Kim Nami would have been alive. Perhaps the two-year-old brother of her - who is the twin sister of Kim Daebu - is still in this house. Maybe his brother who is good at dance is busy auditioning for boyband or solo singer. Or maybe the sister has become a television star whose name flutters outside of Korea. Who knows.
*****
Five years ago,
"Nami... Nami.." call Kim Min-soo, after the knock on the door Kim Nami didn't touch. "Breakfast time. You also have to go to school. When will you be in the room?"
Stay ungubris. What was Kim Nami doing in the room? Why so long? Still sleeping? Uh, gidalyeo - wait a minute. Kim Min-soo sharpens the hearing. The sound inside is quite noisy. Like the sound of music that can make you shake your hands and feet, then jerk your legs. If not wrong, the voice is Kwon Ji-yong aka G-Dragon. What is that kid doing inside.
Unable to stand it, Kim Min-soo moved the hinges, slowly entering without making a sound. And. gosh! It turns out that the younger brother is busy imitating a choreo from Big Bang, which is in the music video 'La La La'.
Kim Min-soo giggles. And for some reason, the giggling sound that should have been lost to the sound of the video, was instead heard by Kim Nami's ears. His sister turned down the volume. And then he stopped dancing.
"Nuna" said Kim Nami blushing. "Why just go in? Nuna just bothers."
"What are you doing yourself, Nami?" kim Min-soo said. "In the morning, you've jogged unbecoming. Just less work. You better get ready to take a shower, you'll be late for school."
"Huh? Joget-joget not because?" tukas Kim Nami's. "I'm practicing dance, Nuna. And dance is not just joget-joget not funny."
"Well, what do you keep doing? Why do you have to dance at half-six in the morning?" kim Min-soo said. Slowly, he began to move closer to his brother.
Explode Kim Min-soo's laughter. Seeing this, his sister became sewot. Oh, that grin was so scary. Looks like Kim Nami tried to pounce on Kim Min-soo. Dodge immediately, Kim Min-soo!
"Yeah, keumanhae! Quit laughing. I seriously know." spray Kim Nami.
"Joesonghamnida, my dear sister," said Kim Min-soo concluding a smile. "Eonni apologizes yeah."
Kim Nami's lips are still bent. The look in his eyes still shone with an aura of annoyance from being underestimated by his biological brother. While Kim Min-soo, suddenly his brain gets an idea. Brilliant idea of the naughty.
"Eh, Nami, you know what? YG Entertainment is holding an audition. That said," they plan to create a boyband with members who are still teenagers."
"Correct? How come I don't know yah?" said Kim Nami frowned, looking at her brother if only it was the brother's frown.
"Yes, I'm serious. It's better after school, you go there. Do you know the address? Or do I need to take you there?"
Boost. "No, Nuna. I remember the way there, too."
"Yes already. Now you better take a shower and go downstairs. Or Eomma will scold you all out."
Kim Nami smiled, and immediately rushed to the bathroom not far from the room. Meanwhile, Kim Min-soo is still in the room, despite being warned not to be there. The girl moved forward towards the bedside cabinet. Something was troubling him from earlier. It was a small photo frame. Previously, approximately two months ago, he did not see any frames there.
What a surprise Kim Min-soo. Because in the photo, Kim Nami is posing quite affectionately with a man who seems a bit older. The man, who was about two years old from his sister, was holding Kim Nami's head. The heads of the two of them collided with each other with the two lips also close together, like a middle man making out. And in the photo, there's a handwriting of the sister, my nae lair-love.
Kim Nami is fourteen years old. And since when has Kim Nami been in a relationship with this man? Who is this guy? Schoolmates? Classroom maybe. Even Kim Min-soo can not cover the fact that his sister was indeed impressed feminine. Rather than its not-so-similar twin, Kim Nami is far from masculine. Kim Nami is more female than she is.
Now, what should he do? Does he have to tell all the information he got to his parents? Maybe he's getting used to gay people. But Appa, who is still conservative, will certainly be angry. It could be that, to separate from the man, Kim Nami will be evacuated somewhere. Like being taken to Eomma's hometown of Miryang.
Long staring at the photo, Kim Min-soo finally chooses to ignore it. He could not ruin the happiness of his brother. Especially in the photo, Kim Nami is so happy. It was seen from the look in Kim Nami's eyes that he rarely saw. During this time, Kim Min-soo often looks moody and unfolds a smile. Unlike Kim Daebu who always radiates optimism.