Life Wheel

Fear

After from the room of Bu Wanda Delisa so moody and silent, even the Teacher in front of explaining the lesson was not listened to at all because he continued to think about his school that seemed to be on the verge of collapse.

Delisa's gaze was forward but with a blank look, her right hand was chopping her chin as if so enjoying her daydream that I don't know how long.

Delisa was very afraid to make her father disappointed due to the problems she made at school today, but everything that has happened in regret is no use anymore just to see the results in the future what will happen next.

The bell rang once and had a long tone which meant it was time to go home from school, the teachers in the classroom ended their teaching and left the classroom.

"Del, Delisa" called Wulan while shaking Delisa's shoulder

"Ehh, yes Lan what's up. You know the class is already quiet" said Delisa when she saw there were no classmates other than herself and Wulan

"You've been daydreaming, let's go home. From earlier the bell went home" said Wulan then moved from his seat

Delisa immediately put the books on the table into her backpack, she moved out of her seat and out of class with Wulan.

"Del, don't you want to tell me the same story?" wulan asked as the two of them walked in the hallway of the school that had started to quiet down there were only a few students

"Gue was afraid that Lan, it seemed like my scholarship would be revoked" Delisa said again grimly considering the scholarship

"Gue could be a witness, if Bella was deliberately run over because of Lho" said Wulan convinced Delisa not to be pessimistic first

Delisa simply replied with a headband, though, Delisa knows that if she is guilty of fighting in school and about witnesses there will be no point in the name of fighting in school there will be no tolerance at all from the school.

Wulan also chose to remain silent himself know the purpose of the head of Delisa, Wulan was also afraid that the scholarship Delisa in revoked must be Delisa had to return to school as they paid SPP money per month.

Delisa and Wulan were sitting in a gazebo in front of their school where students were waiting for an invitation or public transport, Delisa wants to go home right now she has sent a message from her mother Aisyah that she cannot teach LES today because she is not feeling well.

Wulan's pickup car has arrived, Wulan offers Delisa to go home together but Delisa refuses the reason still want to be here and want to be alone first.

Wulan who understood the current state of Delisa did not much guidance anymore, Wulan said goodbye to Delisa to go home immediately and replied Delisa with a nod of her head while waving her hands.

After the departure of Wulan Delisa chose to walk along the long road but crowded vehicles passed by, Delisa was really sad at this time what steps she would take if her students were removed.

Delisa paused at the bus stop looking back at the street with a blank look and her tears kept flowing, Delisa felt like God was unfair with her life now suffered made more and more suffering.

Delisa immediately ordered an ojek online, she knew where the most appropriate place for her to spill all her sadness today.

"What's Delisa's name?" ask the motorcycle taxi driver in front of Delisa

"Yes sir" Delisa answered and then received the helmet given by the Ojeker

"According to the application yes mbak" said the motorcycle taxi driver who had started to advance his motorbike

The motorcycle driver continued to drive his motorbike between the luxury cars that passed by, occasionally the motorcycle saw the look of Delisa's face from the rearview mirror that showed sadness.

Ojek operators like tau if Delisa is currently having problems, especially the destination of Delisa at this time is TPU whether the tomb who will be visited by Delisa that is the thought of the Ojek carpenter.

"Udah nyampe mbak" said the carpenter ojek

Delisa who had been daydreaming finally realized when she heard the voice of the motorcycle taxi driver, Delisa immediately got off the bike and paid the fare.

The motorcycle taxi driver left immediately after getting paid by Delisa, Delisa began to step foot into the TPU where her mother was buried.

Far enough away Delisa entered the place until finally met with a green mound of land, Delisa squatted in front of the tomb while her hand held a tombstone that has the name of her mother.

"Mom, how are you? Sorry Delisa rarely visited, I must have known what problems Delisa is facing right now" said Delisa as if talking to her mother

Delisa's tears just came back and more and more, Delisa began to feel the point of weakness now after all this time trying to accept her condition and accept what had happened.

There is no one who can rely on Delisa now to give her spirit, her mother has gone far while her father currently also needs support from those closest to her.

After being satisfied to spill all her sadness in front of her mother's grave, Delisa immediately moved to want to return home so that she could rest and eliminate for a moment the problems she faces now.

Maybe this is just a small problem, but Delisa is so afraid of not being able to continue her school if her students are really in the drop even though her late mother so wants her to be a successful person someday.

Lucky from this TPU to his house not too far so Delisa decided to walk away, and so that both her eyes were swollen back to normal and her father would not worry or be suspicious.

Half an hour walk finally Delisa arrived in front of her house, Delisa immediately stepped towards the front door and knocked on the door as usual always in the lock of her father from the inside.

"Assalamualaikum yah" said Delisa when the door was opened as usual Delisa immediately took his father's hand and kissed the back of his father's hand

"Walaikumsalam" Dika replied with a smile

Delisa entered the house while pushing her father's wheelchair until in front of her father's bedroom, Delisa said goodbye to her father to go to his bedroom.

Delisa forgets that her school uniform is now changing color, her father has noticed Delisa's school uniform but does not want to ask first let alone Delisa just came home.

After taking a shower and wearing casual clothes, Delisa was still in the room while reading a call letter to her parents, Delisa won't be able to give this letter to her father even if he knows and wants to come to school.

But Delisa did not want to get her father to school not because she was ashamed to have an imperfect father, instead she was afraid of her father's mental down if she heard the students insult her father.

Especially since the accident happened a long time ago and the situation of his father became like this now his father became more silent and did not even dare to go out, in addition to the woman who loved his father has gone forever makes his father increasingly prefer to shut himself in his bedroom.