Life Scratches

Part.7 Miss mom

The night moon was shining brightly, coupled with a gentle breeze that hit the girl's skin..Meiza was standing in front of her half-open bedroom window, looking up at the sky, Mei tried to release all the burdens she had left alone.

“Mahh..I miss mama tonight.what are the circumstances of mama father and sister?may miss you very much tonight.what should May do to God?” Inner May

There were no tears flowing from Mei's eyelids..Mei tried to stay strong and try to be okay, but when opening her cell phone accidentally Mei saw the contents of her whts up with her mom.remembered clear memories while with her mom, she was with her, the moment where the world really does not feel heavy, when there is always warmth in every day that he lived.all the memories seemed like a movie that was played back in May's mind..

Mei was crying so badly, Mei was sitting lethargic by her bedside.. Mei tried to stay unheard Any sound from her room.she did not want her mother to come and see she was crying..

“Meiza..you must be strong.you must be Sabarr.” Meiza tried to strengthen herself

Then Mei picked up the diary that was under her wardrobe..

It turns out that Mei often wrote her heart in the book.seen a pocket book in light blue with a picture of a family sitting neatly and posing..That's a picture of Mei's family..Mei keeps the book secret from anyone, including her mother..

Mei opens the book on her sheet..

Her hand stopped on an empty sheet that she would later fill in Mei with all her outpouring of heart..

“Hay Maa how are you?? Have we not talked for a long time? Have we not eaten together in a long time? Mama miss Mei ga? Mei miss bgt same mom and all.mama happy ga? Isn't it a long time for mama's birthday??may mama always be given health and longevity yes mah.sorry now can not make mama happy.sorry now May can not gather and joke with mama.sorry that Mei often make mama sad..May dear bgt same mama.hopefully mama is always happy huh..May very much hope that later we can re-assemble as before mah.i lob u so much mah.warm embrace of mei.”

May's writing that made her tears fall nonstop..

“God give your guidance.I beg God.I strengthen myself Lord.I must be strong, my journey is still very long.” Inner May.

“May you have slept ? Tok tok tokk” mom calls from outside..

There is no telling from inside the May room, when clearly May heard the mother's call, only that May did not want the mother to see and was worried about the state of May now..

“Meizaaa.tok tokkk” the sound of a knock back is heard..

Mei is reluctant to open the door for her mother..

“I'll pretend I'm asleep tomorrow if mom asks.” inner may

That night may sleep with a state of sadness, not bad, all the feelings were mixed so as to make the night tired it becomes more and more heavy.mei again lay on his bed..while looking at the sky of her room sky, Mei sat in..

“Yes God when yes all this will end ?”