Life of Silent Girl And Kuper
CHAPTER 44
ROSE POV
Tonight I should have been with Fahmi in the room to let each other miss but in fact the miss was not treated because he canceled his return. I don't know since he told me that he didn't come home, made negative feelings appear in my brain. Like tonight, again and again the negative and uneasy feelings appeared but soon I was overwhelmed by taking my mind off and trying to interact with the baby in my heart.
After that, I decided to contact Mas Fahmi before going to bed, because he only gave news to me this afternoon when discussing his canceled return after he did not report again. So I should just hang on to him so that negative thoughts do not reappear, after all it is night for sure he is also not busy.
“Tutttttttt”
Several times I contacted him and nil, my call was not raised. Actually what is it, not like he usually ignores the phone from me even though his phone is active but not lifted. The negative mind² seemed to reappear, either the effect of Hamil or what makes me as a wife feel suspicious. Because of my instinct to think negatively, that it doesn't seem like usually Mas Fahmi ignores calls from me. Stopping overly complicated thoughts, though, make me decide to rest because the night is getting late especially I am pregnant so do not want to harm my womb with negative² thoughts that continue to nest and stress me and will eventually affect my fetus.
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POV AUTHORS
In a relationship, it must be based on trust and honesty between couples. Because the key to lasting a relationship is to be open to each other, if between the couple there is a lie then there will be another lie² that will later become a war vehicle that is ready to be lauded and the rest is only about still being able to survive or even choose to leave.
After checking on Anita's condition, Fahmi returned to the room to rest. Happy, yes now felt by Fahmi when he could go back to joking with Anita his former lover. After getting married and finding out his wife was pregnant, Fahmi Benar² broke off his relationship with Anita and he only met when his wife's family event was rare. But today, he gave the opportunity to meet even jokingly in one room without thinking about his married status. Fate was like giving her a chance to be with Anita even if it was only a day. And made him dare to lie to his wife.
Fahmi had cleansed his body, and went to his bed to rest. But just sitting on his bed, his mind floated on the wife because he only realized that only contacting the Rose last day after he was preoccupied with Anita. Hurry up to pick up her phone that she placed on the table beside her bed, because she had forgotten her phone all day because of caring for Anita.
“shitt” umpat Fahmi when he saw three missed calls from his wife when he left his phone earlier.
Trying to call back his wife but who said only the voice of the operator. He feels guilty for leaving his phone, because too focused on Anita's condition makes him forget to bring his phone. Regretfully, that was how Fahmi felt at the moment.
“Sial, the number is off. Surely Rose thinks that like², especially she is pregnant must make her think negatively. Huhhh, stupid” pissed fahmi on herself. Finally he decided to go to sleep and will inform the Rose tomorrow morning.
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This morning after finishing worship as a Muslim is praying. Roses decided to go to the balcony of his room, to see the viewer in the morning after last night twitching with the mind of² that makes it stressful and do not forget to bring a phone in his hand to wait for a call from the husband. And shortly after, it turned out that his phone was shaking and Fahmi had contacted him this morning after he ignored his phone last night.
“Hallo dear, assalamualaikum” said someone across there, after the rose raised his call.
“Wa’alaikumussalam mas, good morning” said the rose with a shady smile.
“Dear darling, how are you. You are fine² kan” said Fahmi with a fluffy smile, because he still heard the soft sound of the Rose. Though his mind kept saying the rose would be angry and not raise his call it was exactly the opposite.
“Alhamdulillah, I'm good mas. You also fix the mas there” replied Roses and did not forget to ask the news of the husband.
“Alhamdulillah well, oh yes that last night sorry not meant to ignore your phone call. My phone was left in the room, and I forgot to bring it when I went out to meet client”, Fahmi said. But for the second time he lied to his wife, which was clear last night he met with Anita and not a client.
“Iya mas not pp, I know you are busy even to make you cancel your return yesterday, surely you are very busy. Yeah, I better call him, 'cause I'm gonna have breakfast first. You do not forget to eat breakfast and take care of your health, said Roses at length without giving Fahmi a chance to cut his talk.
“Iya dear surely... ”ucap Fahmi hanging, he has not had time to continue his talk until² phone has ended with a greeting from the wife.
“Assalamualaikum mas”
“Wa’alaikimussalam” said fahmi shortly after the call ended, he was sure that the rose did not hear his greeting because the rose turned off his phone before he answered his greeting.
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Angry, disappointed and sad that the current rose felt when last night his phone was ignored by the husband. And this morning getting a call from Fahmi made him happy but somehow when he heard the fahmi voice and explained the reason why not pick up the phone. It still makes him disappointed and angry, which is why he ended his call and did not want to continue his conversation with the husband, for fear that he was not strong enough to hold the anger, and so he did not want to continue his conversation with the husband, disappointed and sad for her husband. Roses are not the type of people who like to see their anger and sadness in others even though they have a relationship with them. He just needed time alone to win his mind from his anger and sadness. Roses also divert his mind by going to the security that he often takes care of to clear his mind.
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Meanwhile, in the other place, Fahmi who just finished calling the wife immediately sat on the sofa of his room riled with the words of the wife who seemed to insinuate her who was too busy with her work to ignore her phone last night. He was surprised because the wife who did not give a gap to speak a word two called, whether his wife might be angry because of the phone he ignored last night.
“No ordinary rose talks a lot on the phone and earlier he did not give me a gap to speak even directly close my call without waiting for me to answer his greetings, he said, Bizarre” said Fahmi thought of a moment where his wife seemed to avoid him by not giving a chance to talk on the phone. His mind was already filled with strange thoughts² about his different wife this morning on the phone. But he seemed to ignore his thoughts for a moment after thinking back to Anita who was still sick.
Fahmi finally moved from his seat and walked out of the room to approach Anita's room to see whether his condition had improved or not. Walk casually and knock on Anita's closed door.
“Tok ,tok ,tok” knock on the door after several times knocking on the door Anita finally opened it with a fresh face indicating that she had improved.
“Good morning” said Fahmi smiling when he saw Anita open the door of his room with a face that was much fresher than yesterday that looked pale.
“Iya”ucap Fahmi follows Anita's steps.
“Sit Mi, you happen to come. I have prepared breakfast for us to eat this morning” said Anita who deliberately prepared breakfast ordered from hotel employees, Anita said, as a sign of gratitude to Fahmi who had taken care of him yesterday to be willing to cancel his return to the city of J.
“Iya, you should not have to bother² to prepare it. Kan I can order myself later” replied Fahmi with a little awkward because again² they must be in condition together in a room that makes him think of the wife but immediately repelled the thought, but immediately repressed the thought, because he will finish later after coming home with his wife.
“not bothered, anyways this is all as a sign of my thanks because you already want to take care of me when sick yesterday” said Anita softly.
“should not be necessary, anyways we are now brothers so it is appropriate that I help you who are sick”pap Fahni with a sincere smile.
“Oh yes Nit, like her you already look healthier than yesterday yah” asked Fahmi again.
“Iya Mi, my body is enjoying even healthy now. Thanks to you who spent the day caring for me” replied Anita.
“incidentally you are already healthy, so it seems like you don't need my help anymore right. Since I have to go back to the city of J, the roses have been waiting at home since yesterday. You do not pp will I leave myself” asked Fahmi slowly² so as not to hurt Anita's feelings.
“Emmm, sorry yes because I am sick so for you yesterday canceled your home schedule must be yesterday your wife is sad because you canceled home. Sorry once again, I feel bad with Mawar” replied Anita with a familiar look but deep down she felt sad, sad, he still wants to be with Fahmi both but it seems like fate has not sided with him anymore at this time.
“It is not pp. anyways I have said, that you are the brother of my wife and I should have helped you because we are already brothers-in-law now. Rose problem you don't need to think about, he's fine² kok” explained Fahmi as if his wife was fine² only yesterday he canceled his return, he said, real not good² especially the attitude of his wife who this morning seemed to change.
“Oh yes if indeed you have to return to the city of J, no problem anyways I have been fine²” said Anita.
“Yes, yes we should have breakfast with the food you have prepared. Kasian daritadi food is just taken for too long chatting” said Fahmi accompanied by laughter to break the awkward atmosphere that had happened.
“Eh yes, come eat” Anita replied also with a smile and a little laugh.
Finally, they spend breakfast together for the last time before Fahmi packs up to return to his hometown to meet his wife.
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