
Manda ran to her room at home. Put the bag on the dresser and then throw his body on the bed. He was so tired both his body and his heart. Still wearing work clothes he lay down and hugged the pillow and buried his face under the tightly hugged pillow. Although relieved, his heart ached for what he had met in Hose's room who had just officially become an ex-lover.
Manda held back her torrents and slowly tears began to pour down her face. The pillow and its bedding become
wet from the flow of tears. Inevitably he had to accept the fact of his disappointment. Manda sobbing as he pleased. Footsteps sounded faint after the door of Manda's room closed. Manda looked over and found someone sitting at the end of her room. His face was so warm and soft. He sat down and hugged Bu Tere.
Ms. Tere was very familiar with the habits of her first child. If you are not sad, you may be hurt, guess Bu Tere. Bu Tere patted the soft back of Manda who was sobbing. Letting Manda let out her entire disappointment was also her sadness with her cries. Bu Tere felt Manda's body tremble slightly, again he patted Manda's back to calm her down.
Manda's cry died down. Taking off her hug and wiping her tears.
“What happened Manda?” ask Bu Tere to Manda. Bu Tere gently rubbed the rest of Manda's tears. Manda just bowed. Confused how to tell his mother. Never once did he discuss – things like that to his parents. Manda considered it a taboo and embarrassed if he had to tell Bu Tere gambling. It's impossible for Manda to tell Bu Tere if she just saw Hose making love to another woman.
“Hose cheated on Ma, Manda saw for herself earlier in her house," Manda began to get the right choice of words so no need to tell in detail. Bu Tere sighed.
“Better so, you can know him from the beginning so you won't regret it at the end later. Mama even told you to think and pray again from the beginning, because she was a little less confident with Hose. But because you always say if Hose is a good – male, mama tried to believe," said Bu Tere so soft. Manda back sobbing. Covering his face with both palms.
“No problem dear, now you have managed to get out of your worries. Mama's relieved," Bu Tere rubbed and gently stroked Manda's hair.
Manda's crying had already begun to subside. Ms. Tere had already left her room to prepare dinner. Manda rushed to take a bath because her stomach was already hungry. The aroma of Bu Tere's cooking never fails to tempt the tastes of everyone who breathes it, not least Manda. Manda hastened her bath. It only took him fifteen minutes he had finished the bath complete with shampooing. Her hair was still wrapped in a pocket-patterned towel. Manda heading to the dining room that has been available delicious cuisine has been arranged neatly on the table.
“The towel was removed just ate!" bu Tere's orders poured wedang ginger oranges in four glasses on the table. Gontai Manda walked into the dining room to dry his hair. Just like when bathing, he had returned already with his hair combed even though it was still half wet. Bu Tere shook his head but understood Manda was currently very hungry.
Hungrier. Disappointment turned out to be draining energy as well huh, huf.
Manda sat down and placed both hands on the table. Can't wait to eat the chicken soy sauce and fried tempeh in front of him. Oriental kale vegetables also look very tempting. Mr. Rendra and Manda have joined forces to start eating.
“Mbak Manda lead meal prayer yes!” pinta Bu Tere's. Manda nodded in approval of the beloved Mother's orders. Everything in the dining room was closed and Manda led the prayer.
After the prayer ended they began to eat dinner. Manda is not sad, the proof is that he can devour the food on his side. Mr. Rendra who found out about Manda today smiled to see him. Yes, Mr. Rendra knows. Who else if it wasn't Bu Tere telling him.
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Manda threw his body on his bed. Closing his eyes with a towel handkerchief in the hope that it can be more comfortable. Stretch his feet that are quite sore. With his back asleep he hugged his roll. His disappointment became gratitude. Manda was surprised at his own making. Manda felt that God was very good in his life. Manda changed her position to sit. Folded his hands and his eyes closed. Manda was very grateful in his prayer.
Now he understood that all this time God let Manda run as fast as possible. Until in the end there is a wall in front and Manda hit him and fell down made. Be ill. So hurt. But there God not only silently watched, His hand helped and healed Manda's wounds. Manda was very grateful he could recover from his disappointment. Manda grabbed her blanket and fell asleep with relief and peace in her heart.