Life But Death

Story 51

Story 51

"Wooooy Nis.. lemes very" said Mita who began to sit next to Danis. This beautiful girl is still sitting with her head resting on the table.

"where's it?" danis asked, at first glance he squirms Mita just entered the room.

"from the bottom, there is the package" he said while taking hape. today their work is not too busy, already through the deadline schedule.

"owh.." replied Danis briefly, she was still stuck with her original position.

"you why the hell Nis? lately there has been no enthusiasm. follow lemes I see" said Mita while ngutek hapenya.

Danis just silent. lately the same mind is not compact. his mind says Lupain Arka, but his heart is rejected. he miss Arka, like someone died in the life of Danis. but he also realized that he had to relain Arka. from the beginning, he should not have done this. Danis Nyesel, nyesel uda gave Arka a lot of space in her heart.

Sometimes Danis ngayal, want to go back to the past. when he was in High School, where he felt happy, again pedekate the same Arka, sometimes like to steal the same view of Arka if ngangkot together, Arka, ato pas accidentally met at school. it feels really-real seneng. try first he immediately rhyme Arka, the incident will not be kayak gini. many delusions appear in the head of Danis, make him more nyesek.

"Mit, can't we go back in time?" danis asked Mita with a glance.

"mostly ngayal, your brain is sliding a little bit like that"

"there used to be a time-lane film, which we can go back in time, can fix the problem"

obviously the original Danis was still lazily.

Mita laughs "the movie that there is a fast pas first huh? we found out we are old, really long movie"

"make the movie" Danis said, nudging Danis' arm "I'd like to tell her to go back to the past" he said slowly

"Apaan the hell Nis, the future is also fun tau. shadow aja we again watch drakor, curious greg-greget how is the same continuation of the story.each episode tuh there must be horror-horror dikit, dikit, but see..the main lead must be happy ends" said Mita while writhing Danis.

"tumben your talk plates" Danis said as she sat down.

"new tau buk. haiiish.". "said Mita while shaking the head of Danis slowly. "we are masalalu ya uda anyway closed aja. now enjoy aja time."

"tau ah, the dark of the brain" Danis said.

"Nih son, beautiful yes pinter not" muttered Mita. "lagian why the hell in the past? the young lecturer uda is clearly your future"

"he's not going to be my future" Danis replied casually

"that kog?"

"what is it, how is it?" Danis behind her.

"you broke up?"

"should not have been from the beginning" Danis actually answered, he never told anyone about him and Arka. only Anjas and Raya knew.

"fucking?" Mita is curious.

"already back to work, want to eat a blind salary bergegibah mulu" said Danis while pushing Mita shunned his desk.

When Danis returned alone at her desk, she squirmed at the tiny doll that Arka had bought, still sitting sweetly in the corner of her desk. 'can actually die if I keep your eyes on you. Please.lost from my head' Inner Danis.

***

"Danis.." call someone when Danis again out of the office.Doubt Danis behind his body, he memorized the voice that called him earlier.who else if not Arka. now Danis' hand has been pulled Arka to get into his car, initially Danis nolak but because Arka kekeh really ngajaknya, Danis forced to follow. let alone this is still in front of the office, especially, it could be a meal of mouth lemes later if Danis membebiarin drama gaje this.

"Why else Arka?" asked Danis softly. despite their last meeting of the neck and the same emotions, but now Danis more calm, because she herself also really kangen wriggling handsome face Arka.

"I'm sorry for the yesterday.I should be self-conscious, I'm jealous of you wriggling with other guys, even though I myself like gini. often hurt you"

"already, do not need to be discussed" said Danis still squirm ahead.

"Nis you know I'm so cute, so ,bangeeet with you"

"i don't want us to be like this if you want me to be able to leave Mega and we can elope Nis"

Danis laughed, "don't be funny"

"who's the funny one, Sayank? I'm serious" said Arka, clasping Danis' hand.

Danis did not get Arka to mutusin Mega, but honestly sometimes he also wanted to fight with Arka, he also wanted to be happy with Arka. he wanted to belong to Arka completely.

"Before, before I knew your story, I was giving you a chance to make Mega Mutusin, but the fact is that you're still the same now." Arka was a little surprised by Danis's talk,

"Arka, sometimes I doubt. in fact you really love me, or just benefit me?"

"Nis, don't talk like that ak.." Arka hasn't had time to continue his words, Danis first cut it.

"You love me as Mega Ka, not to me. So I ask you, let me. Justin I'm happy." slowly Arka took off Danis' hand, she shook her head.

"Aren't you happy with me, Nis?" asked Arka while squirming Danis' eyes inside.

"I'm happy, but my happiness isn't perfect, because you belong to someone else.I'm self-conscious."

Arka looked down at Danis's answer, she was really sick with the girl she loved talking like that, but she also realized all this was her fault. Arka is a cowardly guy who always hurts special girls like Danis.

"You have to focus on Mega, you have to be happy with her. Trust me, you love her" Danis said reassuringly.

"I love it just with you Nis, all this time I was very happy with you" said Arka while holding Danis' hand again.

"You must not be selfish Ka, until when you will be a cowardly guy like gini. from the beginning I entered the wrong in your heart. and now I want to end all Ka. I hope you can understand"

"don't you love me?" asked Arka while squirming Danis's eyes, Danis' hand still kept faithful in Arka's grasp.

"Don't be a fool Ka, how could I possibly be this fast I don't love you. I love you so much, but it doesn't matter" Danis said, holding back her emotions and tears.

"You'll be happy if I leave?" ask Arka again.

"I will definitely be happier than you" said Danis convinced, he knew Arka was willing to let go of Danis as long as she was happy, even though Arka himself might not be happy.

"Do you like that guy?"

"Arkaaaa.. I told you, I'm the same Anjas no relationship. He also has a girlfriend. I can't be a bad guy anymore" said Danis annoyed.

"you don't despise meank, you're different" said Arka, Danis may be an actor, but she never did admit to cunning. if not Arka who always tacked on to Danis maybe there would be no situation like this in Danis' life.

The two fell silent again, they were swept away with their respective thoughts with their eyes looking forward.The Arka car was still in front of Danis' office.

"No matter how hard I think, there is no name Mega in my heart Nis. only you" said Arka firmly, without looking at Danis.

Danis turned to Arka at a glance, she was really fathered by Arka, 'if you love why did you do this to me ka? why do you have to admit it's the same Mega? make what?' inner Danis.

Arka always says love, but as long as Danis wait there is no action that makes them both free. Danis was completely dark with her way of thinking Arka, and now Danis was convinced, with her decision.

"Udah is Ka.. All this time we've been playing crazy behind your girlfriend, you've been happy with me, and that's enough. now you have to think to make happyin Mega"

"I don't want Nis, I want to keep you happy"

"If you want to be happy with me, release me Ka. If you continue to believe in me, there I will continue to torment, Ka, you want to wander at me constantly crying when you are the same Mega again? you want me to keep crying when you leave me to make Mega? enough Ka, I'm tired" Danis couldn't hold back her tears, she cried again.

Arka really-hates to squirm Danis cry, she pulls the tiny body into her arms, she caresses Danis' hair, Arka's heart crumbles with Danis talking like that. All this time he thought Danis was a strong girl, he didn't realize that he had been sick with Danis this much.

Danis was crying on Arka's chest, her hand hitting Arka's arm slowly. "You are evil to me Ka, evil.." he murmured softly.

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