Life After Marriage (Jenar & Arya)
Arya's guilt
Jenar's operation went well, now Arya faithfully accompanied Jenar in the ICU room. indeed no one should be able to visit, but Arya insisted on accompanying his wife. The doctor also allowed Arya to wear special clothes.
"Dear, wakeup. Ii'm sorry. Wake up baby, let's punish me." Arya said as she sobbed and clasped Jenar's hand.
"I'm a stupid man, I'm a fool. Wake up baby, let's punish me. Don't leave me like this."
"Two times I made a fatal mistake, I made you back in a place like this, I'm sorry baby forgive me." Arya was sobbing when she recalled the time when Jenar gave birth first, and now she again made a mistake with her stupidity to make Arya lose her child and Jenar had to lose her womb.
"You may punish me as you wish but please get up. Don't leave me." Arya continued to rummage beside Jenar until for a while she fell asleep while holding Jenar's hand.
Arya awakens when she feels her hand on the brake@s strong by Jenar. Jenar's eyes were still closed but her breath was breathless and cold sweat splashed on her forehead.
Arya panicked and worried, she immediately pressed the emergency button to contact the doctor.
Before long the doctor and several nurses came to check on Jenar.
"How's my wife doing Doc." Ask Arya.
"It's better, soon he'll wake up and we can move him straight to the treatment room." Said Doctor.
"Thank you Doc." Aryan.
True what the Doctor said, Jenar slowly began to open her eyes. He looked around until his eyes met Aryan's.
"Dear." Arya said softly, but Jenar still had a flat expression.
"How do you feel, does it still hurt?" Arya asked while holding Jenar's stomach.
"Dear, I'm sorry. I know I'm stupid I made a mistake again. I'm sorry, baby, please forgive me." Arya said in tears. Jenar could see sincerity and regret in Arya's eyes but Jenar was still reluctant to open her mouth. He decided to turn his face away and close his eyes again.
Then immediately transferred to the treatment room. Singih changed Pranata family came to take turns to visit Jenar, but Jenar still persisted with his silence. Even now he just looked blankly around her. There was no life in his eyes.
"Dear, eat ya? Mama's bribe?" tamara asked softly but Jenar was still silent.
Brakk!
The door opened violently revealing Fahmi coming with a hunting breath.
Fahmi immediately looked at Arya with a look of horror until finally he gave a spoiled punch right on Arya's face.
Bugs.
Arya immediately fell to the floor because of a sudden attack.
"Gue already believes in my adek just as you do not to continue to hurt like this." Said Fahmi emotion while pointing at Arya face with her index finger.
"Gue's sorry." Arya said as she wiped the fresh blood flowing at the corner of her lips.
"What's with sorry you can return to my good health huh!" Snapping Fahmi emotion.
Arya did not fight because she realized that she was wrong. Arya just kept quiet and apologized.
"Milk." Gentle Tamara.
"I'm sorry Auntie, I'm emotional." Fahmi said sincerely then he immediately approached Jenar dsn hugging him tightly.
"Hiks hyks hyks." Only sobs came out of Jenar's mouth to make Arya's heart more broken when she heard it.
Arya was eager to hug Jenar tightly but she was afraid that Jenar would rebel even more.
"Sstt there's a sister here. Sorry brother shhht yes you have to be patient and strong." Said Fahmi gently while continuing to hug Jenar's body.
Jenar further tightened her embrace and shed all her tears. He just needs a shoulder to lean on right now.he needs a place to vent all the pain and tightness that inhabit his heart.
