
"what makes you cry General?" ask darren
"ha crying? cehaha you I cannot cry ", replied General John evasive by wiping away his tears.
"hm take it easy, General, I will not tell your KOPPASUS troops" said Darren
"he? hehehe "general john laughed a little, but from his voice and eyes the general could not lie to darren, darren understood that his general was remembering something, his mind was depressed.
"in the past, my family was very harmonious" said the general, they were silent for a while, darren facing directly at the general.
"i am with my wife's child, and my brother and his wife's child are also always relaxing out just enjoying the night wind, seeing the stars beautifully, hyks but all can not be repeated" the general's tears broke, he was devastated by his fond memories
"why general?" ask darren
"all my faults are "examples, General john
"it should have been that time I listened to my wife, bought toys for my son, and went to relax with my family" General John said
flasbacks
("are you going out of town?" ask john's wife
"yes, take care of your health as long as I'm out" John said
"em but tomorrow is new year's night, e I want us to go together" his wife said
"but I have to get out of town baby, I have to go see the gang, I've got their point of existence, I hope you understand*" said John
"my gut feeling always says, that the guy who called you was just mocking you" whined john's wife
"they're going to go here baby, they're going to make a mess in this town, please don't go" cried john's wife
"father, papa don't go, I want to welcome the new year with you, I want to buy food, toys, with you " pinta John's son who was still in elementary school and immediately embraced John with glassy eyes
"honey, papa must go, papa whiz take care of mama yes, if anything happens with mama I will pinch you" replied john with a smile, son john nodded his head.
john hugged his wife and rushed out of the house")
"then what happened?" ask darren
"the hell after I got there, I didn't find them, they tricked me, I remembered what my wife said, when I wanted to leave someone hit me from behind, I don't remember, but there were good people who helped me they said I was unconscious for 2 nights, I wanted to call my wife, but my phone was lowbatt" said General John
"i rushed home to Jakarta, but what I found, I hiks hyks, ......
my wife's son, my older brother, all fell victim to the gang shooting, now there's only my sister-in-law and her daughter left" the general cried louder, he held onto his shirt very firmly
"i'm sorry darren, hiks hyks, I'm sorry, I'm useless to my wife's child" said John
"no general, you've tried, your intentions are special, you can't live with regrets, remember your wife's son and brother in your heart, remember the special things you've been through with them " darren calmed the general
"yes, you can always make people's hearts relieved" John replied
"you have considered my father a general" said Darren
"aaa? haha you mean my son huh?" john replied, they laughed together while staring at the star