Let Me Love You's
Chapter 54.
Andin was determined inwardly to no longer contact Toni. He was desperate, having contacted him several times, but no response at all. The voice message from him was only listened to, without a single one in answer.
Andin decided to stop wishing on Toni. She will try to raise her own child. Although Toni left a considerable savings, Andin did not touch her at all. He is reluctant to accept gifts from people who do not appreciate them at all.
Today, Andin decided to search
job. He had been staying at Bram's house for a few days, after being discharged from the hospital.
While he was an orphan, so he should be able to be independent. Andin was sure, together with his son, he could get through all this.
"Andin, open the door, I bring you breakfast".
"Wait a minute Bram".
Andin went ahead and welcomed Bram's arrival. He brought chicken porridge, and offered breakfast together.
"Wait a minute, this big suitcase....You want to go to England to see Toni??".
"I want to start a new life and move on from here".
"Toni probably doesn't want me anymore".
"So I don't have to look for her anymore".
"I want to move to Yogya Bram, my mother's hometown".
"I'm going to work and start a new life there".
"If it's just work, I can find you here".
"There is no need for you to go to Yogya all the time".
"I'm sorry Bram, but my decision has been unanimous".
"I want to forget everything that happened here Bram".
"I want to start a new life".
"Alright then, let me drive you".
Bram told Andin to sit down and eat breakfast. However, just entering one bribe, Nisa had already spewed her food back.
"Look, you're still sick like this, where can you get on a plane to Yogya??".
"I'll take you to the doctor, I don't care if you want to or not".
"No Bram, I'm like this".
"What do you mean like this??".
"I'm pregnant with Bram, so not all food can get into my stomach".
Bram fell silent and looked at Andin's adorable face. Apparently Andin was pregnant with Toni's child. And he's cowardly enough to face his condition with Andin here. Though he will have a baby, but you he prefers to go.
"You're serious about your words??".
"And, Toni doesn't know this??".
"Only you know Bram, and please don't tell anyone including Toni".
"He's my son, and I can raise him on my own, even without his father's help".
"If he doesn't want me, let alone my son??".
"Mean, I have to go right now".
Bram was speechless no more. He was very excited to hear the decision from Andin. There were a lot of injuries there, and Bram knew that. It's not easy to go through all this on your own. Andin needs a person who gives him spirit and accompanies him.
Especially in such a condition.
Bram finally escorted and accompanied Andin to Yogya. Bram still loves her. He would never let Andin live alone.
While in England, Toni's condition still remains the same. He locked himself in his room.
Natalie and Adam had given up on persuading her. Until Rossie came and went straight into her room.
He opened all the doors and windows. After that she pushed Toni's body into the bathroom and flushed her head with water.
"What are you doing, let go of me, get out of here stupid girl!!!".
"You fool, look at yourself".
"Are you not ashamed to act like this ??".
"Then kill me now, I really want to die!!!".
"Alright if that's what you want".
"You want to die, don't you, well, I'll give you right away".
Without a second thought, Rossie immediately pushed Toni's wheelchair onto the highway. Arriving in the middle of the road, at his immediate abandon. Toni closed her eyes, it was resigned if anyone hit her. But the truth is, everyone is wearing him. Until an old grandmother pushed her back to the side of the road.
"What are you doing, son??".
"You want to kill yourself??".
"Hmm...It's a pity that young people like you think this petty".
"You think death is easy, it's hard, son".
"Grandmothers who have been 90 years are still given their lives, even though grandmother hopes to die alone".
"Sorry Grandma, I'm so frustrated"
"My condition is making it hard for the people around me".
"I'm now disabled, can't walk anymore grandma".
"Grandmother knows, and you give up right away
with your situation??".
"What if God took your feet, then you still have a brain and a heart, and eyes to see".
"While I am, God took my eyes, but I still do not give up".
"Out there, there are a lot of unlucky people like us".
"But they keep fighting, and trying to make his life useful son!!!".
"Don't waste the opportunity of life that God has given us".
"Until he calls us back with pride because it can be useful for the lives of others".
The blind grandmother left from in front of Toni. The steps are certain, even though you can't see. He also gave money to buskers on the sidewalk. Toni kept looking at him until he disappeared around the corner. For a moment he realized, how he had wasted his life all this time.
He was so ashamed of himself.
If an old grandmother alone, can struggle alone with her blind condition, then why can't she do it.
Just lost a leg, and now there are many prosthetic legs to help him move. Why should he be so down with the reality of his life.
Toni pressed the wheelchair button and then tried to get back home. Today she learned a valuable lesson from an old grandmother. To succeed, you must value life and be useful.
Natalie and Adam are worried about Toni. The two of them called back and forth, when suddenly Toni appeared from outside.
"My dear, where have you been??".
"We're worried about thinking about you".
"Mom, please call an orthopedic doctor, I
want to consult about the installation of prosthetic legs".
Natalie and Adam are shocked and mixed with happiness to hear Toni's decision. Finally, his son had returned to being himself. Indescribable joy Natalie. In a hurry he made an appointment with the doctor.
"This time we can go there baby".
"Mom will take you, change your clothes first, let mom help you".
"No need for mom, I can do it myself".
"I've been troubling you both for so long, I'm really sorry".
"No.dear, don't talk like that".
"We only have you in this world".
"So, come on baby.we fight together".
Toni was steady with her steps to immediately get up and improve herself.
It's time to keep lamenting. Nothing is produced at all. It is better to fix a situation that has been chaotic for a long time because of his actions.
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