Let Me Love You Hubby's

His Light

"Where's letta?"

"He ain't coming?"

"Gue is very comfortable with Letta who really dare he refused me just to nemenin tuh paralyzed man".

Leon scrunched his forehead he felt astonished by the statement from Vana. Didn't Letta hate her marriage to that handicapped guy so much? Was that just Letta's excuse to refuse a meeting with them?

"Gue also felt strange why Letta didn't send a chat to me". Both Vana and Leon thought of each other the reason why Letta refused to go with them. Letta had never refused to go with them before, even she would feel very happy if they invited her out together. Letta also often pampered Leon wherever he went, why is it different now that Leon has been here?

"Does he realize we're just benefiting him?" ask Leon to Vana.

"Yes, it's not possible that Letta is a stupid girl, proof that she or we have a relationship behind her". Leon nodded his head hearing the words of Vana. Vana's right Letta ain't probably conscious. It must be that lame guy who Letta meant to stay home.

Not wanting to worry about the oddities of Letta, both Vana and Leon finally decided to spend time together while discussing their next steps.

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Meanwhile, Letta and her husband's relationship is getting sweeter. Letta did not expect that Andre could act like this all this time either in his previous life Letta had always considered that the man was so cold and stiff that he used to hate his relationship with Andre so much. Moreover, he used to feel afraid to see the broken face of the man.

"Why daydream?", the man noticed that his Letta seemed to dissolve in his own thinking. "I just don't think it turns out you're as cold as I imagined" Letta was even honest with the man about his thoughts, although he didn't tell her everything in his mind.

While the man thought about Letta's words seriously. Am I that cold?so her Letta considers her like that when she feels that all this time she always tries to behave calmly when dealing with her Letta.

"How come you're the one who's daydreaming?"

Seeing that the man was finally aware of his daydreams Letta finally asked the thing that had been stuck in his mind,he was confused as to why the man's leg had not healed even in his past life when the man saved his leg remained limp although it improved slightly than paralyzed.

Only the man's face improved. He was confused he knew that the company led by Andre had very abundant assets he was even sure the man's property would not run out of seven derivatives even though he was being extravagant, he was even sure,so why is the man's leg not healing?.

"Ndre can I not?"

"Hm?" The man was curious about the question Letta would ask.

"Your feet are they hard to heal?"

Knowing that Letta asked about her leg the man tightened his hand she thought if her Letta hated her deformed leg? Would she never like it if her legs were deformed?

As long as he actually never again give routine checks to his feet. Every time he saw his deformed foot he would be reminded of the words of the doctor when his first leg was paralyzed who said that there was very little hope that his leg could heal.

At first he still believed that his legs could still recover but it had been a year since he had been in an accident for a year as well he tried various treatments on his feet.

But it did not produce any results, his feet still can not walk.

He was so angry and desperate that he did not give any more treatment to his feet. He thought he was destined to be a cripple. Even the wound on his face had not fully healed from the accident 4 years ago. The doctor advised her to undergo plastic surgery but she refused the doctor's advice.

He was really desperate so he considered both his legs and face were destined to be deformed. After all, he did not have someone who loved him so why did he struggle with his condition.

Initially he will seek attention from his parents with the value and the Olympics he achieved, but both parents ignore him even consider it an obligation that must be done.

When she was a teenager she never again expected affection from her parents so why would she struggle to heal her disability if no one ever cheated on her.

But this time when her Letta the first person she loved asked about the condition of her feet at that time she immediately hated her disability condition.

Seeing the creepy look of the man Letta clasped the man's head gently. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you think of your condition".

Feeling the small hand that grasped his hand the man grew even more sad.

Will he really never be liked by Letta because of his flawed condition?

Is it her destiny to never be loved? He was getting late in his thinking and did not reply to the words from Letta.

"Ndre, I-I'm sorry please don't be mad at me. I just want to know the condition of your legs, I-I wish your feet could heal".

Letta even cried a little while saying this to the man, she was so afraid that the man would get angry with her.

Hearing the small stuffing of her Letta the man finally looked at Letta's face then gently wiped away the tears on her cheeks.

"Don't cry", Letta clasped the hand that was on her cheek she stared gently at the man "Sorry....".

Hearing the repeated words of apology from Letta's lips the man felt uneasy.

"A-Don't Tata hate my condition?"

"W-will Tata leave me?"

Hearing the pitiful voice of the man Letta shook her head firmly. "Ga..I will never leave you, I also do not hate your condition I am sure someday your feet will be healed".

"What if my legs would remain deformed forever would Tata still be with me?" The man still felt afraid that Letta would leave him. In this world Letta is the only sun in his dark life. Letta was the only source of light from all the darkness in his life.

He couldn't even figure out what his life would be like without Letta.

Although she knew that Letta did not love her she would feel enough if Letta remained by her side. She doesn't even care if Letta betrays her, for as long as Letta doesn't leave her she's ready to accept any risk.

Actually she also did not know why she loved Letta so much that even the day her Letta treated her gently she increasingly felt dependent on Letta. He wanted his Letta to stay like this.

Allow him to selfishly hope that his Letta will remain by his side. He realized that in fact Letta could get someone much better than him who was not flawed than him.

But once he does he hopes may his light keep shining in his darkness?

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