Let Me be with You

Ep. 9

" Za, can you please pick Nesya up at school?" Pinta Elin to her sister.

" Okay Ka, I'll pick Nesya up at school!"

" How is El Zhio Za?"

" Good Ka, she's coming with Sania."

" Where's Sania, Za?"

" He's gone home to Pontianak Ka."

" What's Za, koq coming home? Why go home?"

Questions were asked by Elin to me.

" Sister, I don't forbid him to pursue his career Ka."

I saw Brother Elin's face so angry with my wife. I as a husband still support him, although sad apart from wife and child.

Sania goes to Pontianak, she wants to be the PNS there. I've been through it to stay here. His decision has been unanimous, nor do I know until when he is in Pontianak. It is sad to have a wife and child.

" But Za,"

" Sister, I'll go get Nesya. I'll stay at Kaka's house."

" Okay, Za!"

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I also drove the Avanza car at medium speed to Nesya's school.

I know, Nesya's time home has passed 15 minutes.

I approached Liza who was sitting with Nesya. I approached and smiled at him.

" Hey Miss Liza!"

He did not answer my greeting, because Nesya ran up to me.

" Come Om, let's go home!"

I want to talk to Liza more. But, seeing Liza's attitude made me undo the intention to talk further. I thought I would contact him later via whatsapp.

Excuse me for coming home, and take Nesya home to Sister Elin.

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Elin's sister is my only Kaka I love the most. Our parents are gone, all my love for Elin has never been replaced. Brother Elin has always been patient with me, even though Brother Elin has converted. He's still my Kaka at the most the best.

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" Slowly dong."

" Okay Mother."

I saw Brother Elin deftly changing Nesya's clothes and told her to wash her hands, wash her feet, tidy the bag, tidy her shoes, put dirty clothes in the basket and have lunch.

I like the typical style of Kak Elin's upbringing to the princess only wayangnya. I thought back to my son, his nickname El.

I don't feel my tears dripping, indicating I miss them. One week or so they've left me here.

I knew Brother Elin was watching me, who had been crying since.

Brother Elin approached me and spoke to me.

" Za, Kaka knows your condition. Kaka know, if you're sad, happy and hurt."

" Sister, I am sad to remember my son."

" Kaka knows Za, it doesn't feel good if we're separated from our families. Just think about it, what are we going to do with that household for?"

" Kaka, always support you Za. Stay up!"

That's Brother Elin, he never blamed me. But give me the spirit to always think, am I wrong? is my home just for this.

I stepped foot into the room, I remembered Liza. I want to feel like contacting him. But I recounted, I started by calling my wife Sania.

🔉Darling, what are you again?

🔉I'm busy again, I'm out there again. Take the CPNS exam. So, you have to study hard.

🔉Oh, sorry to disturb that. How's El news?

🔉El is good, already yes! Adios.

🔉 Bye.

You're too busy that, I want to talk to you for a long time. I let out a rough breath, disappointed with my wife.

I close my eyes, and the shadow of Liza's face haunts me. What I should do.

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