Let Me Be His Father

I wish you were still my soul mate.

Nabila smiled, Do I look greedy?'' He poked his lips forward making this handsome-faced Mafia anxious.

Kevin can only show off a row of white teeth, he can not answer if in front of Nabila. The man was like hypnotized by the beauty of Nabila. But then he looked sad.

''I know you want this ice cream? What I'm guessing is true, Nab. You pregnant?I still hope that my guess is wrong," Kevin's mind is sad.

Then, Kevin took one earphone from his ear then he put it on Nabila's left ear. He was listening to Be My Forever by Cristian Perry. Love that touches the heart which forces us to express love to the one we love.

"Try hearing this song. I really like this again. I don't know why, if I hear this song I'm always sure we're a match." Kevin looked up at the blue sky he looked at the clouds that rolled with the sun bouncing to the earth as he chanted a prayer. I hope this is heard by the Almighty.

Nabila looked at Kevin, without realizing that his tears had fallen down his cheeks, "Don't expect too much. Didn't I tell you that Reno and I were getting married? I don't want your hopes to be in vain. I'm sure there's a lot of women out there hoping to marry you. Then why do you keep expecting me?" Nabila took a deep breath.

Kevin raised his hand he wiped the tears from the corner of Nabila's eye, "Have you forgotten? Didn't I say it repeatedly? No woman can have my heart but you, Nabila. If you want to get married why are you your eyes puffy?" Kevin smiled cynically.

"Because, you're too good for me. Please hate me and stop watching me like this, I've been able to live independently since I was fifteen." Nabila finally sobbed. I swear to God he can't hold tightness in his chest anymore. Especially considering the tragedy he had fourteen years ago. Losing a parent and finally living in a waiting place to bring him caught in this complicated problem, whose destiny can be guessed?

"No! I won't stop watching you!" firmly Kevin. His hand caught both sides of Nabila's face.he stared fixedly at the beautiful face, "I beg you not to forbid me. Allow me to keep an eye on you. If it's not your heart that I have at least I can still have your shadow." He dropped his hand from Nabila's face. Then he leaned his body in the wooden chair. It was as hard as it felt for the person he loved to ask himself to stay away from him.

"But this is fate. We're not meant to be together, Vin?" said Nabila then he stood up from the chair, his hand took off Kevin's earphones that had been attached to his ears. Tired, upset all mixed into one. Why is Kevin so stubborn? Does he still want to accept if he knows the true condition of Nabila? No, it can not be difficult for any man who is willing to accept the condition of women as experienced by Nabila at this time.

"Thank you for the ice cream and the music. I'm home." Then Nabila ran to his car while crying.

Kevin could do nothing but look at the woman's back. He rubbed his face rough and took a long breath. Did he say the wrong thing? Is it wrong to still hope? Reno has not shown any signs of wanting to apply for Nabila? Isn't there a saying to go forward while there is no yellow janur coiling in front of the bride's door?

"What's wrong with you, Nab?" Then he walked to follow Nabila.But, Kevin did not go straight to his car he was still standing behind the flowers watching Nabila was covering his face on the steering wheel while his hand hit the steering wheel.

"I'm sorry I hurt you by saying me." Then Kevin walked to his car he also entered the car waiting for Nabila to drive his car then he followed from behind.

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After being satisfied crying Nabila stepped on the gas pedal of his car then he turned his car to the obstetrician. Nabila wanted to do the USG for the evidence he later showed to Reno. Nabila just wants Reno to believe that she is really pregnant with Reno's child is not a trap like Reno alleged to her.

Kevin also stepped on the gas pedal of his car he followed Nabila with a distance of about five hundred meters with Nabila's car. Then, he stopped when he saw Nabila's car turn toward the obstetrician's practice.

Kevin watched the signpost written in front of the clinic, "The obstetrician." Kevin rubbed his face roughly why Nabila wanted to give her body to Reno. Okay, maybe this is a European country that might be famous for being free with ***. But, isn't getting pregnant without a man a big disgrace?

Kevin, with an erratic feeling of waiting anxiously in front of the clinic. He still hopes maybe Nabila self-examining because usually an adult woman does cervical cancer vaccine for prevention and it applies to the whole world, seventeen-year-old woman mandatory cervical cancer vaccine?

"So maybe he's vaccinated." He tries to think positively.

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While in the clinic, Nabila took the number of the queue coincidentally Nabila got the number of the first order. The twenty-nine-year-old woman went straight into the doctor's office when her name was called by the nurse.

"Night. Miss Nabila?"

"Please sit down,"

"Good, thank you."

When he sat down, he showed the results of the tests he brought. The doctor accepted the results of the test he read the results of the test and the beautiful doctor smiled.

"Congratulations on the mother's pregnancy,"

Nabila is confused to cry or laugh because this is not her desire let alone Reno. The man had obviously asked him to abort his womb before seeing the results of the USG from the doctor.

"Doctor, can I use USG? My husband wants to see his son" Nabila smiled. But honestly, his heart was crying.

"Good, can. Let's lie down on the bed, I'll do the Ultrasound." said the beautiful doctor.

Nabila also according, he lay on the bed and the doctor immediately unbuttoned blues Nabila then he applied Gel on the stomach Nabila.

"This is the first child, Mother?" ask the doctor while moving the tool over the stomach Nabila.

"really. This is our first child, doctor." said Nabila. His eyes focused on the black object moving on the monitor screen. I heard the baby's heart beating so fast. Nabila, shed her tears earlier she was eaten by Reno's order to want to abort her womb but now NO! He's gonna keep the fetus inside this womb of his. The innocent baby that he currently heard his heart beating so fast. Nabila cried, "I'm sorry my dear mama" her mind was full of regret.

"Have you heard the mother's heartbeat?" The doctor surprised Nabila.

"It's the doctor." He sobbed.

"I know it's a happy moment for a mother, it's natural to cry to welcome the child." The doctor rubbed Nabila's stomach again with tissue and he closed the Nabila blouse again.

"It has. Please sit back." said the doctor. He washed his hands and took the results of the USG and handed it to Nabila.

" The gender can't be seen yet because it's only two weeks old. Look at the size of it still like sesame seeds." The doctor patiently showed Nabila the location of the baby.

Nabila rubbed a gray image shaped like a small pond. Then he put it in his bag.

"Thank you." said Nabila.

"Either. Later can do another examination after two more weeks ya buk," said his doctor.

"good. Doctor." When you get out of the doctor's room. He brought the results of USG and some vitamins of pregnant women who had been given by the doctor to him.

Nabila, will meet Reno. She hopes that with the results of this USG Reno changes her mind not to ask her to abort her womb and accept their child happily.