Last Ramadan for Nayla

Blubbering

After the Maghrib prayer, all the family of Mr. Arman was at the dinner table, they took their seats and were ready to enjoy their dinner.

Nayla just peeked out from behind the door of her room, her stomach had already started to rumble back then.

"Mimela...!" sinta

"Nayla, come out baby, we have dinner together here!" get Sinta to tell Nayla to come out.

David and Tina look at each other, they both smile at the courage of his father's second wife who invites Nayla to eat together at that time, even though Sinta already knows that mama and papa they do not like to see Nayla, Nayla,especially at the dinner table with them.

Mr. Arman and Ms. Amel did not pay attention to him at all, they just let Sinta do as he pleased.

"Leave it, I have to endure this emotion in front of Sinta just for one night" whispered Mr. Arman in his heart.

Nayla came out of her room and she went straight to the dining room, until there she just looked down not daring to look at her mom and dad.

"The rice has been put in the dish, do you want which side dish?" sinta asked, Nayla saw on the table that there was a salted fish as well so she only asked for salted fish.

"Nayla salted fish aja bun, together with white rice is enough," replied Nayla.

"Sayurnya you don't want Nay, the time to eat there is no gravy is that, sambel there is also this, chicken meat again you really do not want?" tanya Sinta, she did not believe what she saw, she only ate white rice and salted fish.

"Nay eat nutritious dong!" connect Tina.

"It's okay, I prefer it like this," replied Nayla taking her rice plate that Sinta was holding, she immediately left from there after saying thanks.

"You don't eat here, Nay?" david asked half-screaming.

"I eat in my room" said Nayla without looking back.

Sinta felt that there was something strange about Nayla's attitude.

"Have not thought too much about it, he is like that." Said Amel when he saw Sinta's worried face.

Nayla shut the door tightly and locked it from the inside. He began to put the rice mouthfuls of breath into his mouth with tears flowing. Nayla cries not because of her food, but because she feels alienated in the midst of her own family.

"Can eat today alone grandma is very grateful Nay, even though only with white rice and fried tempeh, out there are still many people who are hungry because they do not have money to buy food." His grandmother's words were still ringing in his ears. Nayla missed her grandmother very much at the time.

Nayla continued to put the rice into her mouth, even though she was actually no longer able to eat it, the little boy suffered greatly when his suffering would end? It was just a question that would never have an answer, as long as Nayla was still breathing she had to endure all that pain, she had to keep going despite falling many times. He had to get up on his own and heal his own wounds, not everyone nearby was evil, there was a kind-hearted person who was willing to sincerely help him, but Nayla was disinclined that he would not bother others,let it hurt him who feels alone, no need to share even to his two brothers.

After finishing the food Nayla opened her closet which only has one door, the closet that Miss Amel put in Nayla's room was indeed small,because the clothes are also not much there are only five pieces of clothing.

Nayla took the clothes her mother bought some time ago, both clothes look beautiful. Nayla looks at herself in the mirror, while living with her grandmother she was never bought a dress as beautiful and expensive, Nayla smiles happy to see her face in the mirror, she looks beautiful with the dress she wears. However, his face returned moody and he also immediately folded the shirt and put it back in the closet.

Nayla realized at that time she was not really willing to buy him new clothes, all done just to make Nayla believe that she was good to him,and then he could easily be left alone by the side of the road.

"Why else, have you been daydreaming lately?" asked Mr. Jufri disperse his wife's daydream.

"Remember Nayla bi, no matter how the child is now," replied Ms. Fitri with her gloomy-looking face.

"Alif said David and Tina were playing here."

"It's just that they're both bi, nayla doesn't exist" Ms Fitri said.

"Why can it be so, where did umi nanyain nayla go?"

"They said Nayla was not going to leave her house, they said," replied Ms. Fitri.

"He was tired of walking like that noodles, his wand was also burned with his papa," said Mr. Jufri.

"Seriously bi? Where did Abi get the news?" ask umi Fitri.

"From the driver was mi,mang Adi." Hearing the words of Mr. Jufri made bu Fitri shake his head, he was not out of thought with the cruel nature of Mr. Arman, the man was not only torturing his mind, his physical was also tortured by parents of any kind.

"Pak Arman has really outrageous bi, mumi can not be silent like this," said the woman he looks very angry.

"Oh yes mi, so they came here by the way what is the same umi?" now he began to be curious because it is not usual for the two children to come to their house let alone not bring Nayla.

"They say everything bi, they say Nayla is indeed their sister, when Umi asked, at that time they said they wanted to tell the truth but not dare." Bu fitri said.

"Is there anything else?"

"There, their father turned out to have a second wife, Pak Arman married secretly without his wife knowing, but thank God because Tina said their stepmother is very good, even he was also considerate with Nayla." Ms. Fitri ended her story.

"Thank God they're married." Mr. Jufri breathed a sigh of relief.

"Lho, does papa know about this?" bu Fitri was a little surprised to see the reaction of her husband who looked relieved after hearing the news about Mr. Arman who married again.

"Abi actually had many times seen Mr. Arman go with a woman, babi to mind all sorts of things when he saw it, he thought Mr. Arman cheating, apparently it was his second wife."

"Umi was a little relieved when she heard that it turned out that the woman whom Mr. Arman married was a good person, she was not Nayla's mother but could be so worried about the state of the child,while Amel and Arman's parents didn't care about Nayla at all, they continued to hurt her."

Night passed, Nayla had not closed her eyes, she missed her grandmother very much, her heart was not calm tonight.

Finally, Nayla chose to read the Koran after first taking ablution, the small-sized Quran was a gift from the grandmother who always pocketed her wherever she went. Nayla never forgot to read it and she always felt her feelings so much calmer after reading it.

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