
Bagas felt dizzy in his head, his mind now remembered the events of five years ago..
It hurts when I remember it..
Like sitting waiting for the results of Dara's examination, soon Alex came with a woman..
"Sir.." said Alex.
"Uncle. "greet Bagas with his call while outside the office, Alex just smiled.
"You calm down son, uncle sure Dara will be fine." said Alex berusha make Bagas can a little calm.
"Uncle, is there a reference?" ask Alex Bagas.
"It's still the same, but uncle is a bit strange.in this month uncle only found out that Rega traveled to Singapore three times." said Alex made Bagas understand his forehead.
"for what? business trip?" Ask Bagas.
"Give it" said Alex commanding the woman who was beside him.
In a very dizzy state, Bagas received a file that was not too thick.
"Uncle.. is it possible???" bagas' words made Alex sigh..
"Uncle is still investigating very carefully.we have to look stupid not to be fooled." said Alex.
"Do it quickly, Uncle. I need news about Zai, I miss him" said Bagas lirih.
"Unclearance..Uncle will do his best." Alex said as he patted Bagas' shoulder gently.
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Nightfall.. Bagas was still in the hospital not far from his home, meanwhile Dara was forced to do medical treatment at this time because of his condition that dropped at that time.
Mbok Suti has also been in the hospital, accompanying Bagas if at any time he is needed.
Mbok Suti knows very well how Dara sank Zai like his own son. Likewise with Bagas, Mbok Suti saw the figure of Bagas who was very mature educating Zai like his own biological son..
"Russia .. Don't want to go home? Mbok who take care of Dara here." said Mbok Suti saw the tired face of Bagas.
"Yaa. in a moment, just waiting for Ujang to pick him up." said Bagas who felt also unable to drive his car until he arrived at his apartment.
"Patiently yes, all must have a silver lining.. Mbok is also sad about this situation." said Mbok Suti sadu.
Bagas sighed and then he smiled faintly..
"Thank you Mbok. sorry a lot of trouble mbok." said Bagas who since adolescence has known Mbok Suti.
"Then, I go home.. I take Dara, huh? pity him." said Bagas while standing from his seat, although the driver had not informed him of his arrival, but Bagas was about to calm himself for a moment.
"Well den, be careful." said Mbok Suti.
Bagas tried to calm himself down by buying a glass of hot coffee while waiting for the driver to pick him up.
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Arrived at his apartment unit.
Bagas looks very upset by the mother's absence ..
"What the fuck are you Bagas? look at it all" Nia's mother threw some files on the glass table.
"Why did you take off such a big project? are you crazy, huh?" snapped it.
"Indeed Bagas is crazy, mah." said Bagas lazily.
"That's great for you, Bagas." said Nia's mother.
"After the thorny woman stabbed you, now the little boy who is not clear who his father who made you crazy...worse your life Bagas?!!!"
"He's a Rose, call him a Rose!!" snapped Bagas who was getting emotional..
"Roses? looks beautiful but thorny, he is able to hurt anyone who holds it carelessly and too tightly.... That right?" Cynics and a face that looks underestimated it makes Bagas even more fed up.
"Stop mah, Stopopp!!!!" Upset Bagas.
"Bagas is quite mature, if you can not accept Bagas performance in the company of the deceased papa, please take over, Bagas does not need!!" upset Bagas said, he then left behind the mother who gave birth to him.
Nia's mother was so upset and disappointed with Bagas' attitude back then..
"Bagas.. It's really been blinded by a pseudo-love!" nia's mother said so loud, Bagas also heard her mother's words, but he preferred to ignore them.
"You'll understand how you can be like this." annoyed Nia's mother.
He took a breath when his head began to feel dizzy.
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Inside Bagas' room was so emotional he clenched his hands facing outwards..
"Is it wrong to love the rose with all its faults??" Kesal Bagas.
Pensive bagas himself..
He then daydreamed with his glass heart, his mind taking him into many spontaneous perceptions.
Mama is the mastermind of all this? did your mother intentionally harm a rose? did you also take Zaidar away from my life??? what is Setega's mama?? why is that..
Bagas then opened a small refrigerator in his room, Bagas had not formed the intoxicating drink, but this time his soul seemed lost inedible to his promise.
Bagas sipped glass by glass until he was drunk and slept with all the fatigue that exists..
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Papa's... Zai kangen papa.. why didn't papa also pick up Zai. Why didn't Auntie come here to pick up Zai?
do you not love me anymore.. Have you changed like the oma who always hated Zai...
Papa's... Zai misses papa's embrace, Zai misses papa's jokes... Why did papa choose to work and leave Zai ?? papa says, Zai is everything to papa..
Cold sweat soaked Bagas' body..
His long sleep in a drunken state turned out to present whispers of Zaidar's voice that made his body tremble..
Alex, who had been there since morning, tried hard to wake Bagas who kept shouting Zaidar's name..
"Bagas... Bagas Aware... From your dreams..." Alex tried hard to wake Bagas but Bagas Solah did not want to wake up and wanted to continue to hear the zaidar sound that he missed..
"I have to use the way my ancestors used to look like" said Alex grabbed a glass of mineral water, with Alex quickly splashing the water right on Bagas' face..
He woke up from his sleep..
"Zaaaiiiiii" he cried out with his unnatural breath.
Indeed the way of the ancestors never failed... Inner Alex.
"Son...are you a nightmare?" ask Alex without guilt.
"Whether bad or not, obviously I heard Zaidar's voice, he wanted me to come get him." said Bagas.
"come first, you were drunk last night" Alex said, not wanting to continue the discussion..
"Uncle doused me???" the word bagas awakens..
"No, you're delirious enough to splash the water yourself in your face" Alex held back his laughter.
"I was crazy, Uncle. When I fell asleep I did something silly..." Bagas felt even more frustration on him, while Alex held back his laughter.
Crazy and stupid aren't much different, are they?? Is it because he's drunk that zipping happens to his brain?? Inner Alex chuckles...
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