Lara Luka Lama's

2. It's my heart

Athaghfirullah, ardat,. "

Once I sleep until the sun has risen, I rush to take a bath, clean this whole body, all over, time has shown at 09;50 minutes should be 10 this morning I deliver a souvenir thank you for closing the exhibition to the house of Mr. Alfi. The exhibition's gonna end tomorrow night,

Ma's.. Mama, the goods that want to be delivered to Mr. Alfi's house where is it? How is there no ma? Last night Riry put it on his desk papa loh ma, he said,.

... He" happened to be the mother of Dewi came here, he brought a cake putu, tuh still there on the table for Riry, so the souvenir was already mama love to the mother of Dewi, tuh, oh yes, Miss Dewi is his wife, Mr. Alfi, the mother in the most shaky environment, most can enliven the atmosphere with her nyeplos style of speech almost no comas, mother Dewi is also friendly people, she is also friendly, every time I passed his house, I was told, too,. Rii. Riry wears skirts once in a while, hahahahaha I said passing by with a sigh of excitement,

If you look back, the collection of skirts that I have is only a school uniform first, it is also used because the rules are like that ^_^

I took her daughter's cake, with a glass of warm sweet tea, I brought it to be enjoyed in the house while enjoying the sun exposure, I sayup I started to hear the sound of the guitar, the direction is right in front of the house, the distance of 15 meters precisely at the house of Mr. Bani, and it's true that he, the Fahmi... Ah no no si Ihsan who is singing while playing his guitar, I prefer to call him Ihsan only, a name that has been instantly memorized shortly after the first time I met,

🎵🎵🎵

Come, baby, and let me lie down

In your arms even for a moment

Wipe my forehead and I'll tell you everything

When I've stayed here

Don't leave me alone

When I get angry let me lean

Don't you go to avoid

I just smile bitterly, still this hour people have made a noise, the sound capital fit-and but already over confident, unrelenting heart is said by itself, yaaaa, yahoo,. Because it's a favorite song so I just enjoy it while having tea, momentarily filled with the desire to say hello, but did he I say hello first,

Tonight will be the last night of the exhibition, we along with all the family members also enlivened the activity, again I met with Ihsan, but this time he looks different, somewhat neater than usual, he said, Haii ry, have you tried grilled corn up ahead yet? Ee not yet, do you like barbeque? Pretty, welcome me

Yes wait yes, I saw him running small towards the brothers who sell grilled corn, he took a few strands of money from his pants pocket, brought some grilled corn with various variants, how much to buy? I also asked, too,. Is this corn to be bought specifically for Riry huh? We were here rame, this is for you, this is for Mom, Aunt, and others, hehe suddenly my face reddened, realized what was wrong from my words earlier, hehe, Later yaaaa I buy special for you, if you want to be my fiancee, she grin

What the heck.batinku! Not anything to invite a fiancee, do I want to be with you?

It looks like it, though ! So how do you want to not? Yes pardon this person no romantic-romantic yes kayak in the movies, just capitalize doank corn, absolutely no effort, ngelakuin this cake what cake (in my hayalku).

Ls. deg, deg...

For a long time it feels like I have never had a friend who to the point impromptu like this, whether this is serious or just want to just fad me, but it is strange, it is strange, there is something different in her behavior like the first time she felt a cold hot body, a heart of excitement. My heart was pounding fast.I did not stop sigh trying to overcome all my nervousness, so as not to look wrong on what he had said.

The peak of the event has arrived, the exhibition is over, we walk home to each other's house, along the way, I go hand in hand with Ihsan, tell him about many things, try to explore each other, I go along with Ihsan, using the short time to open our hearts more, like looking for a match between the two of us, I saw Mama, Papa, Mother and other relatives, just smiling at our closeness, as if to signal for a blessing.

But making a decision is not easy, setting the heart also takes time,

This feeling did come, but still hanging in view, his smile had reprimanded my solitude, opened the window hoping to live in a more beautiful future, but my fear went hand in hand with a hope, he said, I just don't want to be afraid to fall in love with the right person at the wrong time or vice versa, the time is right to drop the heart, but with the wrong person, he said, everything is dancing in my mind, I don't know what to answer, I don't know,

2 Days passed we did not meet each other face to face, only occasionally communication via phone, because he was already working, and I was waiting for a schedule to get into college,.

Ah, kangen..."

a sense that is not good, the content of the short message

I confirmed the contents of the message in my heart, it turns out that I have also entered this phase, fallen in love, just as there is a sense that is not due to raging in this chest,

Why kangen? Let me return the message, please,

....."About 20 minutes I've been waiting for the continuation of the reply to the message from him, but it's not there, 10 minutes later I open my phone again, I don't see a reply, I don't see a reply, I finally decided to go to my friend Neya's house,.

My friend, who used to sleep at home, the eater, my singing hobby, my beloved, whom I have considered my own brother, long since we have not met, because it was the last 4 days he was spending time with his family on vacation to the city of Padang.

Walaikumsalam, have met Neya kabari papa ya son.." ready commander

Then I walked a little forward to make it easier to find a taxi, Ihsan came with his motorcycle offering a ride, Ihsan,

"Let's go up, man,. Without a second thought I just went up, Wishing it was safe to travel with a familiar person, almost half the journey we both just kept quiet, without discussing anything

I'm getting awkward, I'm trying to start a conversation first,

"Where did Riry go?

..... It just so happened to pass, he answered

It all started from a coincidence right, we happen to know, the family is also already known, he said,.. I answered slowly,. Oh yes busy again, did not reply to my massage earlier? No, no longer want to reply, though,. Uhm a non-exciting answer, uhm,

At Neya's house, after,. Thank you, Riry, "until what time is it? Last at least 1 hour, okay, he replied !

But I didn't see him turn around to go home,

I approached him again before entering Neya's house, why haven't I come home? Lah? Riry why don't you take me in? Thirsty tau, hot walk, the grin

Hehe. He's sorry yes, next time must be sensitive dong, chirped, while spreading a smile.

Waaaaah, left a few days already there is a bodyguard, welcome Neya while presenting her guava juice.

This is Bang Ihsan, his nephew Mr. Bani, Ihsan introduced his girlfriend Riry.uhm strangely I did not refuse, and did not also agree, immediately I just tried to let the atmosphere take off my longing with Neya keep warm.

....Congratulations, rayu Neya, oh yes where are you two, just here I answered quickly, so that the direction of the conversation does not go anywhere, so that the direction of the conversation does not go anywhere,

Yes already this, by-by tipped papa mama yes, this is also there for bang Ihsan, Alhamdulillah can also yes, oh yes Neya, Riry fierce yes, asked Neya blatantly in front of me, asked Neya, Neya did not stop laughing while holding her stomach, Riry is not fierce anyway, but emang rada tomboy aja, her son was cute, her level of sensitivity is less even, even, thank goodness someone wanted to, though,

Start, I replied while poking Neya. It was late in the afternoon, and we went home. Take good care of our lady on this one. Yells

Aman..." Leave everything to brother.

What is this fight? But indeed her presence brought a new color to my life, often several times I unconsciously met myself standing right in front of the glass just to look more beautiful, hehehehe

We did not go home immediately, we stopped for a while on the side of the highway, there was a hawker place at the corner of the turn, apparently in addition to filling the stomach hungry again after returning from Neya's house, there is another hidden intention, though,

So how's ri? Want to be my fiancee?

...If a fiancee means to marry? I deftly replied, I am not ready

Not like that too ri, I want to be serious, I think you are the right person, after you graduate college we will get married, I tie you up, I will also raise money, to propose to you later, I will also,

I set you free, we go on as we always do, make good friends, tell each other, just for a common purpose in the future.

"Honestly, before I was shocked, because I had never experienced anything like this, I had admired you, slowly I also began to think of you, I did not know, even I was still confused,.

.... Let's both fight, establish closeness so that this relationship is getting closer, I bow my head I try to think about it once again, I think, after all my ideals in the future will also not be hindered by her, hopefully her presence can be a spirit grower, eraser lara and my grief, he said,

There will be others who will take care of me, besides my family,

And I gave my answer, too."Over time, I hope not to change yes, I have opened my heart, you are the first stranger I welcome to be in my arms,

Thanks to ri, though,. I'm so happy with your answer, though,

Maybe this is called the first love, can make us grow and develop, it feels like things get better when done together, I've melted, it's me,.

"For those of you who are in my heart, let's love each other and accompany each other, until the time comes".