Lara Heart Rainbow

Episode 101's

Three days already Surya became sickly, tonight is the last night of breaking the fast , because tomorrow has entered the great feast that has been awaited for one month by Muslims, namely the victory of Eid al-Fitr ,

After the magrib sound of takbir echoed, Kinan , Rara and Dimas were playing fireworks in the house, the condition of the papa did not necessarily make their spirit welcome the holiday receded ,

Rainbow is arranging a jar filled with cookies - his homemade pastry on the guest table, Rainbow took the time to make a pastry in between his busy taking care of the house and taking care of Surya ,

Soon after, Surya came out of the guest room, with a step trained Surya walked up to the rainbow who was sitting in the guest room ,

Surya sat in front of Rainbow , Rainbow just stared at Surya at a glance and then refocused on the jar - the jar in front of him ,

" Rainbow,,," Call Surya Slow , Rainbow turns its eyes on Surya without a sound ,

" Rainbow, I know, all this time I've done you a lot wrong, I've hurt you a lot too kids , I have not been a good husband and father to you and your children ,

I admit, I'm too selfish, I can't hold back my lust and stem my anger, if you don't mind and if you're willing, please,,,,,, if you don't,,,,,sorry for all the mistakes I've made with you and the kids" Surya , said ,

" I've forgiven you Sister, although I haven't been able to forget all your treatment yet, because the treatment I got from you all along incised deep and painful wounds " The rainbow tries to tell the truth ,

" thank you for forgiving me thank you also for taking care of me" said Surya ,

" I am only doing my duty as the wife of "sahut Pelangi ,

" Rainbow "call Surya as the Rainbow is about to rise to its feet ,

The rainbow stopped its steps, then turned to face Surya ,

" Is there anything you want to talk about ? " ask Rainbow ,

" Yes, there's still one more thing I want to talk about" Surya , said ,

" I don't want to hide anything from you anymore ' I want to speak the truth that makes me what I am today "Surya is trying to reveal the truth ,

Rainbow heart pounding ,

" What,,,, don't - don't all this have anything to do with that woman's "inner Rainbow ,

" Yesterday afternoon, I went to pick up Asri and take her to boarding house , I had intended to go home first and will return to Asri boarding to take her to train station ,

But it did not happen, God willed another, I got a disaster that made me cancel drive Asri to the station" said Surya ,

" If you don't get lost, you can't be here and say all this , surely you're missing and thinking about that woman right now ', I've been expecting it " Flat rainbow, ' said ,

Surya was only speechless to hear the words Rainbow , because what was said by Rainbow was true ,

if he had not experienced this calamity yesterday night, perhaps he would not be facing Rainbow at this time ,

" Yesterday night Asri and I decided that our relationship would be legalized after the holiday, which is why he asked me to drive him to the station as proof of my seriousness "

" you're religious, you should realize why this is the same thing you are, if you know , I am the same child - children never hate let alone pray things that are not good to happen to you "said Rainbow , ' said ,

" I know, maybe this is a rebuke from God for me, a rebuke for all my wrongdoings that have been unkind to you I also do not accuse you of doing that ,

I know you've been educating children to keep respecting me, no matter how bad I am in their eyes "Surya acknowledges the sincerity of Rainbow and her children ,

" I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do, I don't expect praise or recompense for what I'm doing , I just want whatever I do in my life to get ridho from the creator, ' he said ,

I will not expect much from you Brother, may there be wisdom you can draw from this calamity, and the Lord sends down his guidance to you "inner Rainbow , ' he said ,

" Me and the kids are just the masters of this house, we've been sincere, whatever happens to this family in the future 'all decisions are in your hands " The rainbow ended his conversation with Surya, then got up and passed leaving Surya alone there ,

Rainbow stepped towards his room, he laid his body there, his eyes looked at the sky room , his mind was back on the conversation between himself and Surya , ' he said ,

Rainbow does not know, whether the honesty that Surya just revealed should make him happy or cry , far - far away Rainbow has prepared his heart , in order that if one day what became of his suspicions is proven, Rainbow has readily accepted it ,

" Is this karma for what my father did to you first? , or is this my own karma that used to not keep my promise to you ? ,

If I had decided to faithfully wait for Rey's return and marry her, would I not have suffered this suffering? , would I not have this kind of betrayal ? , or worse than this ? " the various questions raged in the heart of Rainbow ,

ahh,,,, I must not regret anything or blame anyone, maybe this is all my hand, which has been written in lauhul mahfudz , I must be able and inshaallah strong " The rainbow strengthens itself ,

" It is better that I fry the onion nuts than to think that the obscure "Rainbow rushes up from the bed walking out of the room towards the kitchen ,

Soon after, the children of Rainbow had returned from playing fireworks, they found the mother who was sorting onion nuts that had been fried , separating the onion nuts that are still intact with onion nuts that are split in two ,

" Ma can we help you, can't we ? " ask Kinan ,

" yes ma let cepet finish "typical Rara ,

" Yes can be, heart - heart yes, later you guys instead of helping but instead make all the nuts break , 'em ,

" Yes ma "sahut threesome ,

The atmosphere in the originally quiet kitchen is now bustling with chirps of Kinan , Rara and Dimas ,

even so the presence of the three does not necessarily disperse the mind of Rainbow ,

When Kinan , Rara and Dimas chatted while sorting onion nuts, Rainbow was still cool with his own mind ', he could not accept the fact he had just heard from Surya's lips ', ' he said ,

" Himself is still alive, her status is still clear as a wife, but Surya dares to decide to remarry, it means Surya has ignored her existence , That means Surya no longer considers himself , that means Surya no longer needs himself , ' he said ,

After the holiday later , Rainbow must be ready to accept the decision to part with Surya and bear the status of widow "Rainbow exhales long ,