Lacoon

I'M NOT A TUMBAL - A Sore Back

I woke up lethargic. I haven't been able to sleep well lately. I always sleep with nightmares. This is all because of Klara who told me that irrational fantasy.

"Tri, called Doro," Bi Tumiyem called out to me.

I felt bad for the middle-aged woman. He always looked at me sharply. I'm sure he fucked me.

"Jeh, Ma'am, kulo,"

"Iki for you. In eating spit, later not in lalerin. Take it there," Bu Ajeng gave me another piece of chicken.

"Suwun, Ma."

The chicken was still warm, smelled very fragrant and pierced my stomach. My hunger is starting to flare. The worms in my stomach sounded impatient to digest this piece of chicken. But wait, I was curious. How Bi Tumi exchanged my food for rotten food. I had to frame him. I want to know how bad he is.

I put a piece of that chicken on my room table. I pretended to go and hide behind a closet far in front of my room. I'm watching exactly how Tumi swapped my chicken.

I sat there for almost an hour waiting. But Tumi didn't come either. I got sleepy. My eyes did not take his eyes off my room. I feel so bad.

"Tri, why sit there," said Tumi surprised me.

I don't know how long he's been standing behind me. Obviously, I was like a fool waiting for him to come into my room.

"Eh, no. Just sitting there,"

I went back to my room upset. It's free, he won't trade my chickens. Wong he's been going to me. Arriving at the door of the room, I was stunned as I smelled the same foul smell as back then.

"Hoooo,,"

This time it's more foul. I went in and saw a chicken on my desk. Sure enough, the chicken was back in the maggots.

"YUCK!!"

I can't stand the smell. Really torturing the nose. Bi Tumi walked up to me, without a word, he grabbed the chicken in the dish and left without saying goodbye. I was upset to catch up with him. I stopped his steps impolitely.

"Tumi, where are you taking the chicken?! YUCK!!"

"If you give food. Eat fast, or throw it away if you are not hungry. Don't let the busukan," said Tumi.

"DOR,"

I couldn't reply to Tumi. That stinking stench keeps me nauseous. What exactly does Tumi mean. He himself changed the chicken.

I keep thinking about it. I don't sleep well. I'mtired. I'm hallucinating strange things. I hear people laughing at me, calling me, even following me.

I feel so tired tonight. My back is like a sharp object. Am I coming to the moon?! I'm so tired.

"Why Ma'am?!" asked Bu Ajeng who was already standing behind me.

"My back is sealed, ma'am. Maybe there'll be a month,"

"Yes, it's been a break there,"

"Jeh, Mom, sorry,"

Bu Ajeng threw a sweet smile at me. I feel bad. But my back, really sore. My eyes are also very sleepy. I want to sleep.

I felt like I closed my eyes for a moment. Qku was disturbed by the window at the end before me. I felt like something was watching me from behind that window. But what?!

I realized, I want to go to that window. I want to see what's in there. But my body feels heavy, feels so limp and lazy. I was like floating. I felt like I was in a room familiar to me. It's my bed, but it's not in my room. Where am I?!

I saw a whitish-blue door far at my far end there. Next to the door was a wooden door with a worn-out plitur. Right beside my bed, there was a room with a zinc door that was almost partially rusted. It was like someone was watching me inside. Butwhat?? Who?!!

I want to wake up, but I can't. I was alone in that room. It was cold, dim, like there were thousands of eyes watching me. I also like to hear the ripples of a satisfied laughing voice. But who?! I want to wake up, I want to see it. But my body, so very limp.

I woke up to the sound of birds and motorbikes passing next to my room. I was surprised when I looked at the window.

"Oh, God is morning!!"

I woke up and grabbed my phone. I see what time it is. Hah, I was fooled. It's still 2 in the morning. I looked out the window, it was still late. The bright spot from the window turned out to be a highlight from the outside lights.

I hurried to take Wudhu. Calm myself by coming to the Divine. Self-sufficiency, asking for protection and fortune.

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"YYYYYYYYYYY!!!"

"Klaraaaa!!"

I'm looking for Klara here and there. But Klara's feelings called and told me to look for her.

"Mbakk! Hi hi,,"

I saw Klara go upstairs. I walked up to the stairs. "Never go there, then kelpesettt!!" I shouted from the second floor.

"Sinii! Hereiiiii," call Clare.

Irritatedly I went up to follow him. I also wondered what the view was from upstairs. When I went up, I was amazed by the 3rd floor. It was still a large building. I think it's just a patch of space to put a toren and an antenna.

"Nura.."

I called Klara to look for her. Silence and no one. I wonder about the building in front of me. Is this in people's leases? But why does it look unkempt seedy?!

I saw a small, long terrace on the back side of the building. I wonder if there's a ladder on the other end. Surely yes, if not, where the location of the stairs that are often used Klara up and down to the 3rd floor.

Lasting but surely, I strolled through the unkempt, seedy terrace. I watched my surroundings. Tall, gloomy, cold, and stuffy.

"Claras,"

"Claras.."

I called for Lirih Klara. Nanum did not sound the slightest bit of his existence. I wonder what room is in this. Each window is covered with a plywood case. There's no blame for me peeking. I looked down. Well, my head is twitching. It's so high.

Far down there, I saw the sculpted Bi Tumi looking at me. Shit, I'm supposed to get up here. Yeah, I'm just looking for Klara. I feel bad for Bi Tumi, but I'm in a bodo with him. I came to look after Klara. I kept calling Klara for sure. At the end of the terrace, there was nothing there. Only the narrow side terrace was blocked by the wall. I think there's a ladder. So where are the stairs?!

When I turned around, I took a few steps. I saw Bi Tumi still staring at me. I wonder what he noticed. Why is he looking at me so weird?!

I returned Bi Tumi's gaze. From a distance, I saw a surprised face filled with fear. I look around me. There's nobody here but me. Then, what did Bi Tumi see?! Why is his face so scared?!

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