Lacara

Section 39

Zul was buried in Bandung so that Ningsih could occasionally visit his son's grave. Budi also came to deliver his son in the last place. He was really sad when he got the news that his son was dead. Her tears kept coming out as she beat her son. Failing to build a family. The son's last words he remembered. All this time he was too obsessed with business to never be a good Papa for Zul. It's fitting that his son really likes to play at Heri's house. It was to feel the warmth of a family. All this time he was putting too much pressure on his son. The fact is that his son likes to take medicine. It feels like Budi really failed to become a Papa.

"Om didn't fail to be a Papa. Brother Zul dear to Om. He was sad when Om had to go to jail. What he's doing to cover up the truth so he doesn't lose Om."

Be turned. Embracing his son's childhood friend. "Yes. Om know, if Zul would love the same Om. So too, Om. It's just that Om doesn't know how to express affection. Now it's not Om who left him. But he's the one who left Om. I would love God to have time to build a family full of warmth. But Zul is no more. There's no reason to build a family full of warmth."

"No, Om. Until anytime, Brother Zul is always in Om's heart. Even though he's invisible, Om still has to build a family full of warmth someday."

Kissing Cara's head. "Sorry for all this time. It's made your family lose the head of the family. But Om wonder, your family is always full of Amel's warmth."

"Because the most important thing after God is family, Om. How not to be angry. Later if Om is free, build a family with a good heart and soul. There is no disappointment at the end. The first way, Om."

After the funeral, Cara and Raca's family went to Ningsih's house. There Ningsih cried and leaned on Nani. Many times Ningsih fainted until her body went limp. Losing her only child must have been hard for her.

Zeline approached Cara and invited the girl out. Away from the crowd of people, they spoke seriously. "So morning the police came with this. I think it's a gift for you," said Zeline, giving a box with a picture of the sun. "The day before he had the accident. He took me away. There I helped him find a gift. He didn't say who it was for. But I know that guy is special to him. And it turns out that guy lo."

"I was really sad when I found out that Zul didn't exist. He's the one who made me decide not to home school. He was the one who always took care of me from the bad boys at school. He was also the one who met me when Papa was abroad. For me, Zul is a hero. If I feel sad again, I always call him and he always comes. Even when he told me about his bokap problem, I promised myself that I would not tell anyone. You know what, Ra? Every time he's the same as me, only you he's told a lot. About him you are born, about him who loves you, about him who likes to braid your hair, and about him who falls in love with you. He doesn't want to go to high school with me just because of your promise. I tried to persuade him but he still kekeh school in High School. Until his love is rejected, he cannot open his heart to other girls. It's just you in Zul's heart, Cara."

How to not get her tears. What Zeline told him made him even sadder. That's how much Zul loves him. But unfortunately he cannot accept Zul's sincere love. Zeline hugged Cara who was crying profusely. He knows why Zul loves Cara so much. The girl's heart was very kind and always channeled a positive aura with that side of her cherry.

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It's been 20 minutes Cara just looked at the gift with a picture of the sun that he holds. Ever since Zeline gave it to her and told her about Zul, Cara couldn't stop crying. Now he was in one of the rooms in Ningsih's house. He purposely told his family not to bother him including Raca.

Her tears were wiped. He didn't want Zul to say it crybaby. Carefully How to open the wrapping. Inside was a camera with a letter.

*dear, Angel.

I made a promise to make one High School. Sorry because I do not want to tell you from the beginning if I am Zul aka Ijul. Intentionally make you curious. You've almost liked it, haven't you, the same me? Sori I like to joke.

Hope the camera is useful, Dad. Sorry I can't give you directly. Relax, I am safe here. I can see you smiling again read this letter. Happy birthday, Amel*.

How to smile and wipe her tears. That's how Zul wanted to give this to Cara. In fact, this gift is not damaged at all. The accident was arguably quite severe.

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Ningsih told Heri's family to stay for 1 night. Raca came home yesterday afternoon. Now it's time to go home. On the way past the cemetery, Cara asked her Father to stop the car. How to get out and run to the tomb of Zul.

"Sister. Thanks for the camera. I want Big Brother to be his first portrait" Cara said, then took a picture of Zul's headstone. The gravestone from the wood. Still can't believe if his childhood friend's name is engraved.

"Later if I have time, I'll be here for Brother. We're talking about childhood. Let my brother not forget."

Randy understood how sad Cara was. He was also sad to have abandoned his middle friend who was like his twin. I didn't know the age of the twin wasn't long. But Randy understands that's what's best for Zul.

The head of the sister. "Come, go home, Ra. Don't be so sad. Zul will cry there."

"We should still be three, playing together, everywhere together, pictures of the sun together. But now... I know I have to be sincere Brother Zul. But I need time, brother."

"Yes. You can do it, deck. Come on now go home."

How to stand and stand. Get in the car and go back to Surabaya. A place that bears witness to his story with Zul. This is what makes it harder for Cara to forget Zul.

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