
I feel like there is a string of rope that snare my neck. My mouth feels choked, my body is petrified, my salifaku is strong. trying to convince myself that I really do not dream.this is real!! real indeed..
my thing is right not just halu.
he's the one I want is the one who turns out to want me too..
I have to be happy or sad.
oh my God, why is it like this?
am I in a hole? or am I being punished for a mistake?"
"why should I know that now? why when I've scolded him?why did this happen after everything was fine?"
"came. ony!" kusy screeches my daydreams.
"uh.. yeah.. why? "much in a daze
"lo why the hell, mrs? how to fuck that? so go to the bathroom anyway?" tanya
"eh. gk sy. back to class aja yuk" asked me.
my body really feels weak, like a person who fasts all day long upset with my destiny.
"was..what the hell is that? the toilet was close" he said with a confused expression
"gk papa. gk mood gw"
"busetdah nih child.to the toilet a mood mood." he said was not out of thought.
arriving in my annoyance I immediately sat on my study bench while Kusy sat on the bench in my hole while unceasingly watching me.
"why would anyone want to tell the same story? "was wondering trying to investigate
"gk.. gw gk papa.. why the hell? " let me try to be neutral
"yes you run out strange tau ngk. arrived aja ugly face loh it looks like bete. strange tau ngk" he said.
"ish. what the hell is. sotoy bangat"
"you already if you want to tell a story, I will wait until you calm down. and want to tell the same story." he looks sincere.
"thaks bangat ya sy. it turns out that behind the nature of lo yangybelin, lo sweet jg" my god while smiling at him. somehow he is a little mature kai this.
"iii. what the hell I went back to the class I just.. tau geli ngeliat lu mulu" he said.
"yawah. gih. lazily bangat gw wriggly lu. sana sana. "push me while still chuckling.
"buset ngusir.. "
"yuda akh lama.. "
"yes. yes. beware of lo kangen sama gw"
"preet. ngk will be. already there akh"
finally the boy left his class with a mouth that ceaselessly fussing.
2 Days passed I finally decided to tell about the guy's kiduk to kusy. for this problem kusy is the most fitting ded* mama.
after all, who will bear to listen to the babbling and persuasion of the woman day and night demanding an explanation, already like a detective who is introgating my pack only.
and as I predicted, the boy seemed very surprised by my story.
"yes. it can be. but for a more filid reason I don't have it" I said.
"ok.. ok. but mrs.. according to gw lo better throw him far away from your memory anyway? yes, you know you now have someone.more according to my girlfriend lo it's very much the same lo, and like gk will be good deh if you hope it will remain the same him" he said trying to explain.
"it's the sy. it's what I thought. it's true lo. I now have a girlfriend. and yes.lo know for yourself how I can get to this point. and it will be possible for me to unite again with him.however now I have a heart that I have to take care of" I said trying to smile as sincerely as possible.
"cool neng. tumben lu dilute gini. "he said mocking me.
"just fine you. I'm always dilute.. "
"yes, yes, because you have confided in the same gw and gw again good.Yaudah I have to give, here. peyuk first" he said spoiled while stretching his hands inviting my embrace.
and finally something very rare to happen.whether what made us so alay that day.it is not usual for us to act spoiled like this.. I didn't refuse his embrace, I did need a hug at this moment.
"goodbye, my son-in-law.I finally have to really lose you, I don't know who to blame among us, was I in a hurry to leave you that day?and too late to know your feelings, or are you who are late to express feelings.Of course we are the same forced to mengikhlaskan each other, welcome my son" I murmured in my heart.
***
a week after that day.
there was a little commotion at my boarding house, some people seemed busy arranging this and that, my room was really in the crowd.
seen some people choose some clothes, some give a polish of make up ala ala on my face, some are styling the hijab. but yes, most of them busy teasing me..
actually this is not an extraordinary event, but somehow everyone is so enthusiastic.it is just a date..
yes, this is MY DATING PREPARATION!!..
it's my first time.I'm a little nervous, after all, it's the first time in my life.
actually, this date is somewhat different from dating that people usually do in general.
it's a date to get her. I asked Kusy and a few other friends to come along. So I can't be sure that this is a date.. I'm gonna call this a date, 'cause this is the first time I've ever been out with my girlfriend.
the dress-up event lasted for 4 hours. whatever we did. starting from the debate event choosing the clothes I will wear, hijab style and others. they seem very enthusiastic about dating this unstable child. I don't know. I am am amused to remember this. This is a boy's date that should be frustrated with schoolwork piling up.
finally they relented with my choice, I chose to use a simple outfit.with a reason more comfortable.although there was a little bit of a fuss.but thank God this time I am the winner.
I wear a long-sleeved black cuff that is a bit loose, in a pair with a jeans jacket, and in the black jeans, not to forget the pink hijab with a pattern. it is true that ordinary outfit is ordinary.
suddenly there was a commotion from the front of the boarding house.I walked towards the direction of the commotion.
he came!!. O God how is this. I really do not understand this situation.
hesitantly doubted I came out, and yes.My eyes were instantly mesmerized by the figure.My girlfriend is really handsome!
the figure stood leaning on his motorbike.he wore a white T-sert, combined with a black jacket, black jeans, not forgetting glasses, and with hair that was arranged so suitable for him..
Oh my God, my girlfriend is really handsome!
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Latifa