KIRANA (She Is She Too)
The Eps 61
"Sorry for a long time" said Yoga after sitting behind the wheel of his car.
"We're leaving now" he added.
Dance just silently while observing what Yoga does. From putting on a seatbelt to starting to drive his car out of school.
"Eh that," said Tari as they passed the car that always picked her up. The frightened dance immediately covered her face with her bag so that the driver would not see her.
"You just calm down. Your driver has me done it." said Yoga who remained focused on driving, but put a smile on his lips.
"What are you doing?"
"I asked one of my friends to give him a drink that I had mixed sleeping pills with." explains Yoga.
"Gosh, if there's anything later how?" The dance began to panic.
"You just calm down. She must be asleep by now." replied Yoga casually.
Dance started to shut up and looked down. He was afraid something might happen to the driver and Mr. Anton knew. He was afraid that the papi would be angry when he knew he was going with Yoga. Ah, he is also wrong why would want to be invited to go by Yoga. While Yoga, he still remains focused on the road. Sometimes smiling when looking at Dance who just silently lowered her head. This was what he wanted, looking back at the innocence of his best friend up close.
Yoga immediately parked his car in the parking lot of a skyscraper. Dance is also paying attention to the circumstances around from inside the car. He felt familiar with his current place, but he forgot.
"Yuk, down!"
"Where are we, Ga?" tanya Dance.
"My apartment, did you forget that we slept together here?" ask Yoga back.
Instantly Dance bowed. His face was red with shame. The girl recalled the short night with Yoga and increasingly blushed her cheeks. Fortunately her flushed cheeks were covered by makeup that was still stuck to her face so Yoga wouldn't see it.
"Here you go, get off!" Yoga removed her seat belt and then got out of the car. He walked to the door beside Tari and opened it.
"Thank you" said Tari after getting out of the car and replied with a smile by Yoga. Yoga goes first and then dance behind it.
"We'll be a little quick, someone will see us." said Yoga.
After arriving in front of Yoga's apartment, he pressed the password button attached to his door. The door is open. Yoga immediately allowed Tari to go inside.
"Come in!"
Dari slowly followed the steps of Yoga into her apartment. Dance looked around the room, it was magnificent. The design of the room is almost exactly the same as the house of Mr. Anton and Yoga. The fruit does not fall far from the tree. In addition to the same good looks, Yoga and papa have the same spatial concept as well. Ah, and also they like the same girl. Suddenly Tari peeked at the base of her nose. It feels tired to think of them simultaneously.
"You want to stand up? Come on sit down!" yoga that surprised Dance.
"Eh, yes." answered Dancing briefly and then he sat down on the sofa with Yoga.
Silence, both Yoga and Dance are silent. They are busy with their own thoughts. Yoga suddenly moved from her seat to her room. A few minutes later, Yoga came up with a pack of wet wipes in his hand.
"What do you want?" Dance brushed off the hand of Yoga who wanted to touch her face.
"Ish, diem first! Just care about me."
With a piece of wet tissue in hand, Yoga began to wipe the face of Dance slowly. Yoga tries to remove the powder that is attached to the face of Dance. Yoga acts like dejavu. It seems like he has experienced something like this at the moment. Ah, Dance remember. Papi used to do it too. Clean the face of the Dance from thick makeup. Changing the figure of Dance to Ana and now Yoga also do the same thing.
"It's done," said Yoga while putting some sheets of tissue that has been used on the table.
"Ana," call Yoga to the girl.
The girl who was called just lowered her head, what Yoga wanted was still Ana, not Dance. Ana is no more. There is only one dance.
"Sorry, Yoga." Dance throw away face.
"I'm not Ana, I'm Tari and Ana is no more." she added.
"Ah, yes. Dance and Ana, it's the same."
"You mean?" The girl looked back into Yoga's eyes.
The man clasped both hands of Dance. Dancing on the back of her hand with both of her thumbs.
"Sorry," he said.
"I'm sorry for everything I've done to you so far. After I found out everything, I was so shocked that I lost control, Tar. I've been trying to stay away from you. Breaking our friendship so that I no longer remember about us, but in fact I am even more tormented." explained Yoga at length.
"People say hate and love are different. And right, I've felt it. The more I hate you, the more I feel tormented by loving you. I can't forget Ana and I can't get away from you, Tar. Again sorry," added Yoga.
Brazing dance. I don't know what to say or do right now.
"You love my papa?"
The successful Yoga question makes the Dance eyes round. What does all this mean?
"If you're right to love my papa, I'll let you go. Love does require sacrifice and I will sacrifice for your happiness." Yoga smile.
His lips trembled slightly as he said those few sentences. Maybe what he said was not in line with how he felt. Yoga pulled the fingers Dance then kissed her for a while before she let go of her grasp.
Dance, the girl was silent in confusion. Yoga managed to make his heart waver. Has yoga given up its relationship with the papi? Does yoga really do that? That man is unpredictable.
"Have you forgiven me, Yoga?"
Yoga is smiling again. "Aren't I the one who just apologized? Means I'm wrong, Tar. You don't have to apologize to me."
"But I am because you fought" said Tari regretfully.
"If you're happy, I'll be happy too."
"But why are you suddenly as good as me?" tanya Dance back.
"You have a lot of questions." Yoga began to get upset answering all the questions that Tari was asking.
"I also want to know why you suddenly turned gini."
"Because I love you, Kirana Dwi Lestari!"
Hearing the declaration of love many times made the heart of Dance beat fast. He wants to return the word love. But his tongue is very thick. Yes, Tari felt the same way. Seen there is still love for Yoga even though his determination is mature choosing the papi.
"Tar," Yoga grabbed the girl's chin and took her to look at her face.
Dance just according and their views meet each other. "Let me, let you go my way,"
Cups,
A warm kiss landed right on Tari's lips. Yoga looked back into the girl's eyes. Sayu's gaze was full of meaning. Implied taste so deep. Yoga really loves Dance to be willing to take it off. A second later, Yoga kissed the girl's lips again. For a few seconds, their lips clenched and closed their eyes. Channeling a feeling that may never come together.
No need to have to just love. The highest point of loving is letting go of what one cannot have. Sometimes God makes our life story go with someone just to be a friend at a time, but not as a partner forever.
