
Regrets will come at the end, so do not do things that will make you regret later.
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"Honey, please, wake up ...," said one man, shrieked.
"You have the same heart as me, what about our son? He needs an umi who always takes care of him wholeheartedly."
Alvin hugged the lifeless man. Yes, he was hugging his wife, the wife who had breathed his last, just now.
"I'm sorry, sir, your wife is gone. God loves him, so he took it this fast," said the doctor as he lowered his head.
"No! This can't happen!"
"Say this is all just a dream! Say it!"
"Conscious, sir, this is almighty destiny." The doctor covered the deathly pale face of Almh.Nissa.
RIPS!
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Pov Alvin's ....
Five months later ....
A clear day is not the same as my overcast heart. The smile on his face only covered the deep regret.
If only I had been unselfish, if I had not been so protective of him.
Stupid, I'm stupid!
I lowered this face, staring at the sparkling floor.
My life is just full of regrets, she .. she is not the same woman she used to be.
No matter how much I dodged it, as hard as I thought that this was just a dream, but this was fate, this was almighty destiny.
I saw a woman who is now a second woman. Yes, the second woman. He smiled, but it was not the same as the old smile, the smile that I will always remember, this smile was different!
Take this leg to the stairs. Yes, this place is a silent witness, a silent witness to the events of five months ago. Things that will always make me regret.
"Afwan, I want to go to the TPU first," I said as I stared at the woman's bead. Yes, the second woman I mentioned earlier.
He nodded, then he kissed the back of my hand.
"Assalamu'alaikum." I just left right away.
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
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TPU (public burial place).
I brought the flowers I bought on the street. A moment later I set foot towards my destination.
A smile I let out, but without realizing it. I remembered the memories with him.
Not wanting to drag on, I kept a flower, then immediately I went to the parking lot.
"Huft, stupid! If only I could take care of him, it might not be the same as it is today."
I realized, these are all the destinies that have been determined by Him. I'm back to sending a smile.
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"Assalamu'alaikum, abi's hero!" call me with a little scream.
"Wa'alaikumsalam."
"Eat a lot, huh? Abi's gonna take a shower." The woman nodded, her smile never fading.
This room ... room always reminds me of her, but, never mind.
"Abi, how was it?" ask the woman.
"Where? How's what?" Instead of answering, I asked back.
"Pilgrimage" he said a little furiously.
"Oh, there's nothing, that's it," I replied a little indifferently.
I pushed the woman's wheelchair into the back garden of the house. He smiled looking at my bead, I returned his smile with a smile that was no less beautiful.
"Nis, we'll go to the boarding school, yu!"
Yes, that woman is Nissa, more precisely Ilmy Al-Fatunissa. She was my first and last wife.
Still don't understand? We went back five months ago.
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Flashbacks ....
"No! It's just a dream, hyster."
"Nis, honey, Khumaira, wake up! I'm not ready to lose you."
"Our son's girlfriend, please wake up."
My body collapsed, limp helpless. Immediately I shed tears, I stood up again, clenching the pale body.
"Darling ...," call me shrewd.
I stood firm. "If it's like this, I'd better go with him, I'll end my life!"
Mama rubbed my back, she sobbed. "Don't, Son! That's a big sin."
I held the middle-aged woman, tears kept dripping nonstop.
For the last time, I looked at my wife. My eyes were round, a glimmer of light came back to light my life. Fingers moving!
"Doc! My wife ... look at it!"
The doctor turned around, he looked at Nissa's body. He quickly took action.
"God, this is God's miracle, Sister Nissa .. He came back, God has given him a second chance to come back to life!" the doctor said with full spirit.
Alas Allah, alhamdulillah, Allahuakbar! Thank you God. You are fair to your servant.
Since then, Nissa has been hospitalized in the hospital for approximately one month. Of course with the husband next to her.
From that moment on, I always felt guilty, the regret remained.
When Nissa came home from the hospital, the sad news came back. Athan, he's gone home.
Athan, he died from a stab in his heart, he could not be saved.
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"Sorry, yes, dear. If I hadn't been selfish, maybe you wouldn't be like this."
Nissa shook her head, she kissed the back of my hand long ago. "It's fate."
The woman had not fully recovered, she was currently using a wheelchair.
Btc ....
The second woman: (Wife) is the second love in the heart of the husband. Don't demand to be first. Because it belongs to his mother.
Alvin was on a pilgrimage to the tomb of his friend, Athan.
Konwelnya. Ngaku, someone must have thought that the second woman was Alvin's new wife.
Sorry this jailing author. 😂