Kimi Ni Todoke

Chapter 17

"The thing" Alan told Fanya.

"What??" asked Fanya who was already sitting on the chair that led to the study table while holding her favorite magazine.

"Actually.." said Alan hesitantly.

"What actually?" ask Fanya curiously. He was facing Alan.

"It's actually..."

"By the way, don't be afraid. Ferel could not hear. If you want to confide."

"Actually, I've liked you for a long time. But I dare not reveal it to you. You're not, you're my girlfriend"

Suddenly, Fanya's heart stopped beating, leaving her speechless. After a while, he acted as usual.

"Oh this is yes, who wants you to talk. That's why Ferel can't go inside. Not to hurt her feelings"

"Oh yeah, do you want to be my girlfriend Fanya-chan"

"I'm sorry, I can't. I just think you're a friend like everyone else"

"Oh sorry yeah, I think you have a special feeling about me."

"Yes. But I think it's just a friend. Again sorry yes"

"It's okay"

"Is there anything else? Who wants to, you're talking about it again" Fanya said, but Alan didn't even make a sound. "You don't have to be sad, I will always be your best friend" Fanya said, hugging Alan, who was disappointed with her sad face.

At the same time the door was opened from the outside by Ferel who wanted to know what had happened in the room. Considering Fanya didn't open the door it's been over 30 minutes. At the sight of that, Ferel closed his eyes while saying. "I'm sorry, I've been bothering you" Ferel said as he passed from the room to the outside door.

While going through the living room, Ferel also saw Hana again hugging Tazu which made him remember what happened in the study room earlier. "I'm sorry, I've been bothering you" Ferel said as he passed out of the house to a place he didn't know about. So that makes Tazu surprised by the sudden arrival of Ferel, and release their arms.

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"Dark, Tazu. Did you two see Ferel coming out of the house" asked Fanya worriedly with Alan.

"There was. What happened to Fanya?" ask Hana.

"He misunderstood. Hence, he left here" said Fanya worried about Ferel's state.

"Misunderstand? Misunderstand what?" tazu asked started to frown and was followed by Hana who started to get confused by what her brother was talking about.

"She didn't see me and Fanya cuddle" said Alan, the longer the volume shrank.

"Santasan, when he came out with a rather moody face and plus, we were hugging" Tazu said on behalf of Hana.

"What..., this is even so runyam this way anyway. Tazu, Hana, will you help us find Ferel?"

"Emang you've tried to hoist him?"

"Yes. But not taken up by him. Wouldn't you?"

"Why should I be looking?" ask Tazu.

"Because he doesn't know this place yet, what if he gets lost?"

"OKs. Alright. I'll help you" Tazu said.

"How's? Wouldn't you?" asked Fanya after a few minutes Hana did not make a sound.

"Un."

"Judah me and Hana, you're gonna find Ferel in the vicinity, while Tazu and Alan are looking for Ferel in the city, what?"

"Yes, I agree, let's quickly find him, then hunt away from here."

"Yes, see you later" said Fanya and Hana, who were also followed by Tazu and Alan.

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It has been 2 hours Ferel was in this restaurant, the incident was still playing around in his eyes. He did not expect that he would see the scene he had dreamed of with Fanya. But, Fanya did it with another guy instead of with him. He had been feeling very stupid all along because he had not realized that Fanya had been with the guy. However, the attitude of both of them did not show that. But, they were already very familiar when they first met. Distinct from himself. When, meeting that guy Fanya was always friendly, different from her. When meeting him, Fanya was always indistinctly angry. But, these few months Fanya gave a green light while being nearby. He thought Fanya had started to have a taste. But assuming he was wrong, Fanya would never love him.

She always waited for Fanya to say 'yes that I want to be your girlfriend', even her biggest dream of becoming her lover would be inseparable. But now all his dreams and hopes. It just crumbled without anything left. Just then, Fanya hugged the guy.

She knows Fanya is a tomboyish girl who is not easily touched by any guy. But, when I saw that scene. Fanya courageously hugged her best friend. He felt that he did not know that Fanya. He felt that the girl that was not Fanya that he had loved all this time. Ferel's thoughts continued to drift before the waitress of the restaurant messed up her daydream.

"What" asked Ferel to his surprise.

"Can you help me?"

"Yeah, a cup of coffee and ramen" Ferel said, pointing to the menu.

"Back again, what is a cup of coffee and ramen?"

"Yeah"

Then the waitress went from there to make Ferel's order. In another part of Fanya, Alan, Hana and Tazu are looking for Ferel who is rumored to have disappeared from Hana's house for 2 hours.

"Where, did you meet Ferel" asked Fanya and Hana almost simultaneously.

"No, what about you" asked Tazu.

"No, you guys tried to contact him again" Alan asked.

"No, I tried to contact him" Fanya said as she picked up her smartphone. After a few minutes, he shook his head, indicating he could not contact Ferel.

"Where?"

"Truly mendo saimo, he didn't pick it up" Tazu said.

"Let me try" Alan said.

"No, chances are he's still mad at you two" Tazu said.

"Let me" said Hana.

"I don't think so, if he doesn't pick up how?" ask Fanya.

"We try first" Hana said, contacting Ferel, the first call not picked up by Ferel. But, the second call was finally raised by him as well.

"Hallo, what's up, Hana?" ask the guy across the phone.

"I'm at the restaurant. I'm doing fine. I haven't been to Indo. Thanks, Hannah, you want to worry about me. Hana, it's gonna take me a while before I can accept the reality."

"Ferel, it's me Fanya, which restaurant are you in? Oh yes I asked.." The phone connection was cut off before Fanya finished her sentence. Hello! Hello! Hello Ferel! Hello" continued Fanya again. Then Fanya called Ferel again. But, the smartphone has been killed, so that only the voice of the operator is heard.

"Fanya why? Is he matiin? I told you, let me talk. But you also want to talk to him. This is what it is" said Hana.

"Sorry, we know now he's okay. He was at the restaurant and did not return to Indo. That's enough now, right?" ask Fanya.

"Still not yet, you have to follow him there and talk to him carefully and explain the misunderstanding you mean" Tazu said.

"What's that?" ask Fanya.

"This is all because of you. So you two need to explain. But, for now enough Fanya alone" said Hana.

"Are I the only one?"

"If Alan also comes along, he can think you're introducing again who is the guy who is really close to you. That'll cause more problems. If, Alan himself explained. Fearfully, they both fought there. But, if Fanya is alone, there is no way she will fight with you" Tazu explained.

"But, don't I know the restaurant?"

"Oh yeah, there's only one restaurant nearby. Better Fanya, you suck on Ferel now. Later he will do something desperate again" exclaimed Hana.

"But he was angry with me, there was no way he would talk to me. After all, if emotions rise again. How's it? There's no way I'm putting ice cubes on so it's cold, right?"

"No need for many reasons Fanya, the important thing now is just one tell her about the misunderstanding."

"Yes Fanya you try it first" said Alan.

"Okay, I'll be there now" said Fanya, heading straight from the house to the restaurant Tazu had told her about.

Arriving at the restaurant, Fanya immediately went into it while looking for the figure of a guy who has been known for 2 years. When he saw the guy at one of the restaurant tables, Fanya also ventured to meet him.

"Hi" said Fanya awkwardly.

"Would you like to come here?" ferel asked in a sharp tone. This made Fanya surprised.

"Ma.., want to eat. Bo... Can I sit here, right? If, I can't find another seat" Fanya said, looking around her where there was no empty seat.

"Hmm" said Ferel agreeing that made Fanya immediately sit down.

"Sumimasen (excuse me)." Fanya finally called the waitress. Because, he felt it was very awkward to start a conversation with Ferel.

"Hey. Okimari deshouka? (Yes. What's your order?"

"Yes, ebi fry hitotsu kudasai. Nomimono wa ice tea onegaishimasu (Alright, I order one serving fried shrimp. Drink it Es tea)"

"Hi. kashikomarimashita. Shosho o machi kudasai (Okay, I understand. Please wait a minute)

"Hi"

Then the Pramusaji went from there to make Fanya's order.

"Ferel" called Fanya hesitating - hesitating. But not ignored by Ferel.

"Ferel, you've misunderstood that"

"Misunderstand what? You mean, I misunderstood that you were like Alan and always rejected me. I should have known it a long time ago. If you were, it would be the same Alan. But I feel so stupid. When I didn't realize it" Ferel said, taking a breath and continuing. "Oh yes, I forgot to congratulate you earlier. Now I say congratulations. Congratulations, for breaking my heart. Congratulations on being stupid all this time. Congratulations on playing with my feelings" Ferel said as he stood up and left. But arrested by Fanya.

"Please!" said Ferel again. But not influenced by Fanya.

"Please! Lepasin" said Ferel rather loudly so that made everyone in the restaurant look at the two of them. Even if they don't understand what the two of them are saying.

"Sorry, please calm down a little (Sorry, please calm down a little)" said Pramusaji who delivered Fanya's order.

Ferel sat back in his chair to relieve the atmosphere. Meanwhile, Fanya let go of her hand grip.

After that, the boy went from their table to the other table.

"Ferel, I'm sorry about what happened. Yes, I admit Alan did shoot me in the study room earlier" said Fanya started the chat. "But..."

"But you accept him" Ferel cut in a cold tone.

"No, you're wrong. I rejected it, just like I rejected you"

"Keep, why are you hugging him. What do you think I'm stupid? I won't believe your empty talk" Ferel said still in a cold tone.

"I tried to calm him down when I saw his sad face because I had rejected it earlier"

"Lying, you can't anymore, trying to fool me with that excuse"

"No, I'm not lying. I'm not trying to fool you. Trust me, Ferel."

"You think, when you always reject me. You think I'm not sad what? I'm very sad. But you never calmed me down. Especially to the point of hugging me, like that guy"

"Sorry." That's all that came out of Fanya's mouth.

"That means it's not the same!" said Ferel who was still full of emotions. This time Fanya chose to stay still while finishing the food in her mouth. But, the food in his mouth refused to be swallowed. So, he swallowed the food using his iced tea.

After drinking the iced tea, Fanya quickly left from there. He was afraid of Ferel's emotions like that. He felt that Ferel sitting before him, was not the Ferel he knew.

Before he left, he paid for the cashier's food first. While Ferel who was an emotion was surprised to see Fanya suddenly leave. But, he doesn't care. Instead he felt grateful that Fanya had left sooner than he had expected.

When he looked, accidentally looking at the food Fanya had eaten there was still a lot left. Finally, he realized his mistake.

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Marhaban in Ramadhan

The blessings and blessings of Allah have come when we fast

Let us cleanse the heart with forgiveness - forgiveness. Before welcoming the holy month of Ramadan, the author apologizes to the readers. If the author has done wrong or disappointed the reader. Thank you for faithfully reading the author's story.

Happy fasting for those who run. May all our fasts be smooth and accepted by Allah.

Aamyn

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