KHAZANA(I'm Not an Actor)

Malevolently

...Loving is not enough to hurt the loved one....

...But must be patient in hurt by the loved ones....

...{Gus Baha}'s...

...~Happy reading~...

"Mas, don't divorce me.I beg you, I promise you will change for the better.Please don't divorce me."

Aniya clasped Hanu's hand so firmly, looking at Hanu with a hearty face and hoping not to end their marriage.

Zana stared at Aniya. Although his mad brother often hurt him, but he did not have the heart to see Aniya pleading like that.

Sometimes problems and trials come to punish sins we have committed.God wants to destroy idols in us that sometimes feel better than others. Arrogant, arrogant and joyful are idols in the self that must be eliminated or destroyed. Humans are too selfish to unconsciously hurt someone because of the ambition that must be achieved.

Hanu let go of Aniya's hand.Making the woman cry hysterically, shaking her head strongly, afraid that it was a sign that Hanu did not want to be with her anymore.

"You better rest a lot and focus on your health. Soon you will have surgery," said Hanu flat. Aniya continued to cry, clasping her husband's hand again.

"I don't want surgery if there's no Mas Hanu beside me .I want Mas to accompany me here." Aniya pleaded.Didn't mind the pain in the corner of his lips that were torn and bleeding due to the slap of Abah Husein.

Hanu was silent for a moment. Glancing at Zana who nodded her head faintly.

"Alright," Hanu said briefly and flatly. Hanu's flat words to Aniya, unlike usual, made the woman feel pain and tightness in her chest.

Umm Sarah was lying on the floor, unconscious. The middle-aged woman was already so devastated with her bad past, now had to go back to feeling the destruction and it was more painful than before. Her daughter made her pride as a mother crumble instantly. Aniya who he always defended and he was proud now, made him so disappointed.

"Mas Hanu has to promise, don't divorce me. I love you so much, Mom." Aniya hugged Hanu's waist.

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Now, Zana and Hanu are sitting in the waiting room.They are both waiting for the queue to check Zana's content.

Hanu just kept quiet, her eyes blank. Perhaps still thinking about the matter about Aniya.Zana clasping her husband's hand, rubbing gently.

"Mas Hanu was patient, Mas must be thinking about Aniya. Indeed, the mistake Aniya made is not a trivial thing but Mas can forgive Aniya and start a new page again with mbak Aniya, forget the bad past mbak Aniya,"said Zana looking at Hanu who turned to her.

The man shook his head slowly, "There is no apology in a big betrayal and lie, Zana. During her eight-year marriage with Aniya.She hid this big problem on, Mas. If he had been honest before the marriage, Mas could have forgiven him and would have married him anyway. But, he had the heart to lie to Mas, baby. Letting this marriage live in a lie.Yang made Mas disappointed with Aniya. He could kill the little creature in the womb. A fetus that has no sin whatsoever must be removed by Aniya, "said Hanu with eyes that have begun to tear.

Zana rubbed her husband's back gently. It was as if the swipe she gave made her husband much calmer and patiently accept all these realities.

Zana pulled Hanu in her arms. She rubbed the thick hair of her husband who was crying softly in his arms. Which husband is not ruined must accept the lie by his wife who once committed adultery with another man. Hanu thought Aniya was a good woman who was so awake, it turned out that she was not.

We cannot measure others well or not just judge from the outside only and the clothes he wears, said a soft word, because in fact it is to cover his ugliness.

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Abah Husein immediately approached the doctor who had just come out of the ER room, where umma Sarah was handled now.

"How's my wife doing, doc? "asked Abah Husein wishing his wife well.

"As anyone knows. Father's wife has a history of heart disease and the disease relapsed when she heard the words that made the patient depressed.The heart of his wife was so weak,I'm just afraid the patient can not last long.Now we just pray and surrender to God.May the patient can go through critical times" said the doctor.

Abah Husein bowed lethargic with great pain in his heart. The fear of loss began to creep into his mind at Sarah's umma , moreover, Aniya also had to undergo surgery.Why his family should be destroyed like this.Ingin it feels like Abah is crying as hard because of his failure as a father who takes care and educates his daughter so as not to commit illegal relations that lead to adultery.

When his daughter's future is shattered, the greater Father feels the destruction. And Mom is the one who gets hurt the most when her failure to educate her daughter destroys her own future.

"Allah will strengthen the servant in the face of this problem" murmured Abah.

Abah walked towards the chair. His body was so limp and weak after hearing the doctor's words.

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Aniya continued to hold Hanu's hand which cleaned the wound at the corner of her lips.However, her eyes looked towards Zana who was sitting on the sofa while smiling at the results of the ultrasound, 'was. The fetus is still shaped like a bean.

Aniya's hands clenched firmly looking at Zana's smile which made her always suffer from seeing that. Why is Zana so lucky than she is?While he must live in a destruction, pacing, the uterus to be lifted and his lies exposed .

"Mas, I beg you not to divorce me yes.I can't without you, Mas.." lirih Aniya looked towards Hanu who was silent without any intention of answering her plea, and it made her tears come back to the corner of the eye.

"If I am divorced by Mas Hanu, Zana must also be divorced. I'm not willing that Mas Hanu should belong to any woman including Zana," hiss Aniya hatefully looked at Zana who was unaware of the gaze from her elder sister.

Again Hanu did not respond to Aniya's increasingly upset speech.

"Mas, if you keep divorcing me, I'd rather die.I can't live without you and see you living happily with Zana, who is clearly the new person present among us...I regret asking you to marry again, when it will finally be like this. "wept Aniya with tears that kept coming out flooding her face.

Hanu looked at the teary-eyed Aniya.

"Don't blame Zana or your remorse for telling me to remarry, Aniya. But regret your actions in the past.our broken marriage like this, it is because of your own actions.Do not always blame Zana in every problem." said Hanu tried to calm and assertive despite his turbulent anger.

Aniya turned her face.Enggan looked at Hanu who always defended Zana.