Khanzas

Khanzas
Dark-eyed



"Hafsa.wait..."


Hanafi tried to prevent Hafsah from leaving, but Hafsah had left the living room feeling very disappointed.


His tears kept on dripping until he entered his room.


While in the family room Khanza still sobbing on the side of Insha.


"I'm sorry, mom.I've let you guys down.I'm not a good brother to my sisters...."


khanza said with a little stammering.


Insha answered nothing, preferring to leave from there leaving Hanafi and Khanza in the living room.


Hanafi also got up from his seat, before leaving he said to Khanza.


"We are all disappointed because of your attitude.but after all you are a father's son.and I will always forgive you..."


hanafi turned his back on Khanza and left.


Hafsah threw his body just like that on his big bed, he cried while hugging his favorite roll, in the crumbs of the roll as an outlet of the disappointment and heartache he now felt.


In her slightly blurry vision due to the many tears, she sees her picture with Zoya beautifully attached to the wall of her room.


The photo was taken when they made the proposal, both smiling happily, showing each other the ring that had been embedded in their fingers.


Hafsah immediately saw the ring on his finger, stroked it with one finger, recalled the happy moments, his two families met and supported each other in their relationship.


Recalling the happy times of her life with Zoya, Hafsah is shocked by the sound of a cell phone ringing on the table, Hafsah grabs her and Zoya calls her.


what would I tell her...


inner Hafsah.


He wanted to pick up the call, but hesitating as if his tongue was a mute, his tears just rushing to see the photo on his phone, a photo of him and Zoya who just had a vacation yesterday on island X with his friends.


Hafsah thought for too long, until the call stopped.


Only a moment stopped but Zoya made another call, which was finally answered by Hafsah.


"Hallo...Darling..."


the voice from sebrang, with a trembling tone and a slight sobbing sound that restrained.


"Hmmm..."


Hafsah was the same he could not even say, because he could guess for sure Zoya had also been told about the actual situation.


"Zidan and your brother.they..."


"Hmm.yeah, I already know..."


"Father.my title is to continue our relationship.sorry Hafsah..."


his voice grew louder, accompanied by a sobbing that grew louder.


"But I will marry you no matter what..."


said Hafsah firmly, his hand now clenched back firmly, recalling the situation in the family room earlier.


"Sorry Hafsah.but papa doesn't approve of us. He will soon marry Zidan to your brother..."


"Then run away with me. I'll take you away from here.we'll live together.you're ready..."


"Sorry.me..."


Zoya could not continue her words she sounded sobbing loudly across the street.


"I'm sorry what you meant by sorry...."


tanya Hafsah seemed surprised by Zoya's answer.


"Do you not want to run away with me..."


"Zoya.why do you just shut up.say something.you want to live with me.."


ask Hafsah again.


"If you really love me, then come with me.we live with Zoya.I'll come get you..."


Having just had a new idea to run away with Zoya, Hafsah has woken up from her sleep, eager to realize what she just said.


"Prepare I will pick you up soon.I will arrange everything.you need not think of anything.Just come with me.I promise to make you happy...we will live alone away from our parents.knit our beautiful dreams together.and I...."


hafsah had not finished his words, but Zoya had already cut out the sentence.


"Sorry Hafsah.but I can't..."


"Can't.what do you mean you can't..."


answer Hafsah with question marks.


"We will continue to marry Zoya ..though without our parents' blessing.I will fulfill my promise to you..."


hafsah again.


"That's what I don't want Hafsah.married without parental blessing is not a good thing.and I won't do it.and yes.I can't argue with my parents...because that's not the attitude they taught me..."


zoya replied with great affirmation.


"So you don't love me anymore.."


"I love you.I love you so much Hafsah.but I'm sorry I can't get married without my parents' blessing..."


zoya replied again with a loud sob.


"Well if that's what you want.I won't force you.Sorry maybe vacation on island X is our last vacation.."


Hafsah said melirih, his heart was very broken, Hafsah was disappointed with the attitude of his parents added again with Zoya who disagreed with his plan, he preferred to cancel their marriage on the wishes of his parents.


"What do you mean.sorry I really can't argue with my parents' decision even though I can't live it. I love you so much.I want to live with you until the end of my age....but our parents' blessing prevents us, Hafsah.I can't live it without their blessing.I hope you can understand my reasons.and be more mature..."


zoya's answer is still on her whim.


"I asked once more.why do you want to come with me to run from here.and live alone with me..."


hafsah said with hope.


"Sorry Hafsah.sorry.I'm sorry I can't forgive me.."


zoya answered with confidence.


"That means you don't want to..."


"Sorry Hafsah I can't..."


"Then I'd rather die than see you with another man..."


answer Hafsah, and then the call is cut off.


"Hafsa...."


Zoya soon shuts up when she realizes the call just disconnected. Zoya sobbed more and more in her room, she curled up beside her bed and cried for quite a while there.


Zoya tries to contact Hafsah again, fearing that Hafsah is acting rashly and blindly with the problems they are facing right now. But several times Zoya tried to contact him there was no answer from Hafsah. Text messages were not responded to.


Increasingly worried about her condition, Zoya tries to contact Insha, calling her to tell Insha about their conversation and asking if Hafsah is okay.


Hearing Zoya's tone of voice that sounded worried Insha immediately ended Zoya's call and looked at Hafsah's room.


And sure enough when Insha opened the door of Hafsah's room, he found Hafsah already lying on the floor with a mouth that let out foam. In his hand were still a few grains of medicine that had not been swallowed. Insha immediately ran up to him trying to wake up Hafsah.


Insha also shouted for help as she was accompanied by tears, her heart felt slashed to see her first child lying helplessly unconscious.


Seriate....